fancy you placing that picture.

school is busy and everyone seems to be moving ahead. leaving some douchebags like me lagging behind. i cannot lag anymore. due to the recent shiat i have been really affect and offline. so now im going to chiong suah.(thats what i always say)
was supposed to watch x men today.but what is the point? what is the point?
gave it a miss and ate some shiat in school and had man hour with the newest member. where we all emo around at one corner. you are so bright and qiang zerx.

for this situation now. i feel like quoting AVA's mirrors. i loveeeee that song.
and i can relate to it.

"its easy for you, to say these words, youre not here with me now. youre not here with me now, too easy for you, to say these words, youre not on the floor, youre not on the floor"

NOTE- new phrase. (whats the point) use it if youre emo and you will feel better.

eg.
a- hey wanna go and have a bbq?
b-....whats the point? no point.
a-k.

it works.

what is my body weight?

got my greenbelt today. it was great. i added my strength and agility stats.
perhaps muay thai for me? i will consider when the cca open house arrives.

a litte girl with a big heart once told me "love isn't all about liking each other" and i thought to myself. its so darn true. take a minute to think...if youre hoping to see each other's happy side all the time.. its gonna turn out ugly. im not going to elaborate, if not this space is going to be some emo shiattttttttt.. and im not a emo douchebag.

to the girl with the biggest heart...
i pray and hope that you tide over your problems and shiat. because its very painful to see you struggling and having no one to turn to. the tubby bear is always there for you buddy.

(prepare for some gayness) im much closer to aswin now and i have already became his disciple.

and lastly, i forgot to mention.
a big congrats to DOM and ST for being together. i wish you happines and owangeness.
-the vice chairman of man club

what's the point?

school is really getting screwed up. getting alittle confused with the project. rides to and back from school gets really freaking boring and the time in the train makes me emo. i so need to focus on tasks at hand. this is really shit man. ultimate pangsai.

which is why i told myself this morning, i will avoid expletives(try my best) and here's the joke of the year.
dragonboat, gym club or rugby?

i've got a secret, i know something you don't you know

tell me how you feel, because fat guys feel too, its only human.

i sat down and started thinking, why bitch about things online when it doesn't help?. sooo.. Im not going to talk shiat here. maybe in my diary... convo of the day.

me-wah bro, im not doing very good now la.. very down man...where did i go wrong, really matchiam loser sia. i think i level 25 troll warload. really damn down now. please la, we have to be qiang zerx i dont want to lose again.

adam-k.

me-erm. k

our head lecturer mentioned this belief, he was once told to write was he desired to achieve a notebook, and he followed and wished to be the top student or some shiat. then later in life, he achieved that shiat in rmit. respects to him man. was it the book? or his hard work? or the both?

maybe i didnt hesitate, once he told us that in the lecturer room, i took out my note book and wrote "i dont want to be a loser whore, and i wanna become fit and hot"

we'll see, great success..

nobody said it was easy la part 6 + The ending the beginning + bloopers and behind the scenes.

you write on your own ending.

eclipsia limped his way back to his hut. knowing that all is lost, he felt really down, as people would say, a whorebag or douchebag or loser in that sense. he only had himself to curse at. sadina became well aware of eclipsia's absence and behaviour and decided to have a chat with him. it was a long and hearty talk. never before had eclipsia come so clean with a female enchatress before. he poured out everything to her. everything. everything. he was very upset and did not understand why was he the last person on earth to know everything. is it really to difficult to trust a obese fiddle master? as if he was as ugly as the troll under the bridge. sadina understood his claim and was apologetic. what was eclipsia to feel? things are done and it is was it easy. a failure, something which he was familliar with long time ago. he was also sorry in a way that he had caused her so much trouble and remorse, well it cannot be help because she IS truly the fairest , prettiest, attractive, alluring, delightful, breath-taking, stunning, ravishing, gorgeous maiden in the kindom of lazarra.

THE END.

special features. The Fat Guy Song.
(note-names have been changed to protect privacy)

he is a good guy
She is a good girl in his eyes
No Eugene time

lock up in the cupboard with hands tied to his head
they warned him 'no fat guy tonight'

the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy

true enough, the one that cast ur shadows
will be the one to hold your hand
(But it was never true for a fat guy)

days past and seasons changes,
im still the same old fat guy
she said i was cute,
what she really meant that i was fat.

the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy

woah woah.
one day she will tell you that she has had enough of the fat guy.

Someday , i will see throught a brighter window
i'll be slim, ill get girls
Someday , i will see throught a brighter window
i'll be slim, ill get girls

we hope
we cried
we on the other side
we were never different

Someday , i will see throught a brighter window
'll be slim, i'll scream(i love you)
lyrics by eugene and julian. HAHA. really funny song btw.

grading is TMW. Hao game

ps. eclipsia the fiddle and yoddle master wrote a tune called - the girl in white hoodie with patterns. haha watch out for it

it's all good man.

i passed my internal grading. and that means the stf grading will be so much easier! well. i wont be too complacent so i will practise. green belt siolxx.

other news. had dinner with my classmates today at manhatten fish market. first time there and i really enjoyed the salmon. others were kinda too oily. cheh.
went to paragon to do some douchebag stuff and stupid stuff happen. i sort of got mini lost in that mall. k.

grading is this sunday! 12 at turf city! cant wait.

i have to be the happy tubby all the time. no choice. so... this blog is happy!=) happy blog!

hey buddy

im trying to revamp my whole blog but i just cant. because its hard.. i dont know any html or any shiats..... and xanga is uber hardd.. its worst then updating a damn warcraft game. i swear. i'll see what i can do.

hook=pain like mad.

just when i wanted this space to be gay and happy, shiat happened and interfered. anyway during training yesterday we were training on punches. jabs cross hooks uppercuts and what have you, i threw a left hook, my shoulder popped. i felt it came out, it was freaking pain, not the first time though, i managed to fix it and tried the hook later, then it popped out again, freaking pain, mr son did some shiat on my shoulder although i couldnt barely understand what he was saying. but it felt better, he told me not to stress it for the next few days, and right here, i cannot rotate my shoulder as per normal. i hope it heals.

my teacher taught me.

yi nei- perseverance in korean