different? i beg to differ

Yo no soy peor que él. Tengo mis buenos puntos. ¿Por qué todo el mundo está pensando que no puedo hacer lo que la gente como él puede hacer?
i really think that i'm not as worst off like people say...

huge ideas this valentines day... but little opportunities...

things continue to dwindle and look worse and i don't think i resemble shrek at all. even ogres get their happily ever after.

"no one else can feel it for you.. only you can let it in... no one else no one else can speak the words on your lips." unwritten- natasha bedingfield

Demasiado amor

As you can guess from the title , i've decided to take the day off from school cause i'm really tired from the travelling and all.. i've also wanted un descanso de amor( a break from affection) and i just want some time alone... away from mis tres amigos.

things have really gone slower after the release of the o level results and teachers are teaching slower (or not teaching at all for that matter).

you'd probably won't get it...i really miss you all the time and how i wish i see you.... but that just wont happen.. and i always have to put up a happy front so you wont get affect by this.. anyway.
time will tell( el tiempo lo dira)

"i feel like an idiot, working my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say..."fort minor feat holly brooks- where'd you go

he can only hold her

i can't even see her, talk to her, let alone hold her... very nice. As winehouse describe it in one of her killer songs.. i really hope this will turn out well... i have to make this blog pg.... and im having a good mine of making another blog... which will be darker and the unopened side of me....

anyway... i'm hanging on a string again. i've learnt from my last problem... have confidence in myself and..... blah blah blah.

watch me..

(Just Yourself)

"i'll prove to you we belong, i'll be the one that protects you... from the wind and the rain, from the heart and the pain.." all for love.. by sting, bryan adams and rod steward

I've really done it this time

Actually the title has two meanings to this post
i'm sort of happy with my results, it's the best i got so far... and now i'm aiming for a course in psychology or architecture in the polytechnique. This time i hope that i can get in.
Congrats to all the people who thought they themselves also scored well.

i went to edwins house and i broke two chairs, 100% accidental. Now i think that his house doesnt scare me anymore. i can even godzilla my way through.. the Late Chair really gave its all, and it's last breath until i came along, as such, a purple heart will be given as a medal of honour. Rest In Peace white chair! you will be dearly missed by edwin, and No, you havent lost.. the only loser is the house... another member of the funiture family being taken away by the angels... (one minute of silence)

highlight.. i really think i've done it this time... i've officially became a relationship breaker.. now that they both are not talking to each other means that i'm gonna have this troubled feeling for quite some time.. and the comments at the friendster of hers is also rather quite disturbing.... not as in perv but mind wrecking words that cause you to have second thoughts about her. i really dont know whats up with her now... but only she knows and i hope that she knows what shes doing. she's really a nice girl and i dont want people to get the wrong idea of her in any way. Now i really have to do something about this.... watch me.

i know you like to move fast... but you have to clear things up first.

''you got a fast car, is it fast enough so we can fly away, we gotta make a decision.." fast car- tracy chapman

Just Yourself

firstly congrats to you guys, you finally made it.. and as you can see, im almost grinning from ear to ear each day.. this is just a reminder that the only girl who loves me is my mum. "forever forever, let's make this last forever.."

next, i would like to say thanks to Kim who actually chipped in to help me get my dizi, which is a chinese flute. I've always wanted these stuff and my wish finally came true... i now know how to play a c major scale and a few basic songs. pathetic i know.

highlights, tomorrow's the release of the damn o level results and i am 60% worried, 35%excited and the 5% is for spare just in case i get another blow of feelings. i felt that i really did my best in this run and whatever comes out of the dungeons, i'd just jave to face it. Please, i need a 14 or below!

i still cant clear up the misunderstanding between us.. but believe me, i will one day.. and you'll see you got the wrong side of me..

Just Yourself,
"youre the meaning in my life, youre the inspiration." -peter cetera from chicago.

you've wronged the wrong man...

i finally have time off to blog and things have really been a buzz for me.... the highlights for this week is the performance, my siser's return and the biggest problem i had with friends to date.

i just really could'nt understand why he had to do that.. he had been helping me and in the end, he just got there first.. EL CLASSICO DE backstab. The worst part is that she now thinks that im a bastard and a son of a bitch whose trying to break them up, the truth is that i'm not. seriously i just wanted ask him nicely why did he say such strong words like NEVER? being a man, he actually told her that and now's shes got me wrongly. through it all.. i've tried to apologize, after 5 times she actually said that she was fine about but not so convincing. i've thought it through already, she is right by saying that she has the right to choose, but does she have the intellect to choose WISELY? that, i leave it to her sense and sensiblity. i just have to take the blame, be wronged, as my sister already told me that i should just take it as it is and one day, just one day, when opportunity rises, she'll see the truth, honesty im not trying to bastardize anyone here, but i'm really urging you to choose wisely other that, i really wish you well, best regards from me.

i talked to jingyi yesterday and what a wonderwoman she is, she's sick already and she stills returns to training, how silly, this is also really worrying, i once had a fever and still played soccer and in the end i had a prolonged fever, so please, do drink lots of water and have rest, you have school!

went to the airport yesterday, to fetch my sister and i had to wait in the terminal 3, i dont really give a damn about how new the terminal is.

the first cut is the deepest..

''you should have told me, told me from the start, i thought that i was the only, until you put me on the shelve and found somebody else'' damaged by shayne ward.

Stay And Run Away

The past few days have been really fun especially with the guys around..(kim, nev and ed) and i enjoyed most of the days in school. i made a couple of new friends.. like spencer.. shaun.. nichola... hayley.... louisa...SARA and not forgetting Victor Krum!( the it boy)
i'd love to stay in the MI but it would be the best decision to proceed to a jc when i get my results..
I'm having a gig at the Homeclub... on the 19 of jan and i was told by many that that place is sort of a hip place... kinda excited... please come to my gig... i've got a surprise for you!

"You hide it everytime you miss, impatience waits around for me" paint your target by Fightstar

17 candles

i just got a reminder from videoezy that it's my birthday and i'm able to rent a movie for free.
well, just had an arguement with my mum(routine) about whether to go to a poly or jc or stick to MI. meanwhile the truth remains in the dark and i'd definitely love to go to a JC so that i can proceed to a local university. i'd do whatever to go there..

school the next day and we'd know what classes are we posted to(i hope) well...

"lead us to a place, guide us with your grace, to a place where we'll be safe.."
-charlotte church and josh groban-The Prayer

No Reins

i just had to put this song in...

She left that loser in a dust cloud
Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

CHORUS
Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reinsNo reins

All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

Repeat Chorus

Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh whichever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)

Repeat Chorus Twice

No reins- rascal flatts!

P.D.A

school was fantastic and i really enjoyed myself over there. Made a couple of friends like Kimberly(haha really funny girl) and some other guys. MI has so many cool things like an killer air conditioned hall! and nice classrooms and not forgetting a gym.. the orientation was great and we played so many nice games like the MI mass dance.. its really fun to me because we can get to dance dance dance our heart out.. we had to dance with girls but thats okay with me, edwin nevin and i were half the time worrying if one of us were going to get the MUS or the BIG SHOW quite scary ah...
anyhow we're starting school next monday we'll know our posting results soon!

15 of january is the day that my sis is returning.. cant wait.

"when you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part" dreaming with a broken heart- john mayer