let's just say

Let's just say that i am still troubled and disturbed about what i saw in the bus home today.

ed and i was taking the bus home today and we noticed a panas couple from cjc and their pda level quite high eh. it was almost 99 already and so this disturbed me. but dont get the wrong idea, disturbing not in a negative manner. this happening actually brought different thoughts to him and me. and what he thought? i dont know, but for me it was sort of a mirror to what i think i cannot have. and the good thing about their pda peformance is that their were actually living it up to the god of sex. meaning that their display was still decent and like it makes guys like me go... awwww. not like porn. there was no cock grabbing, and furthermore no douching! haha, it was like a quietdrive home(get it!) and occasional pecks on the cheek.

ha! never thought a fat guy could come up with such reasoning huh..

anyway i would like to wish them a very GreatSucess!

"upstairs in bed, with my exboy" amy winehouse

On a valentines day

"Valentine's Day"
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's DayOn a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)

valentine's day by linkin park.

as you can see, what this post is all about... nope its not about valentines day, its about being alone on valentine's day..

''tengo miedo que ella los funcionará ausente como el restof'' dont get it? go to a google translator and see.