im still tired from the MASSIVE dancing on christmas. where i lock myself up in the room and dance like mad!
a happy new year. same shiats. thanks to everyone who has taught me something. piss me off. backstabbed me(only one) and made me feel like going for the black belt. and other shiats.
thanks to the everyone in the band who showed me that we can play shiat together. gone through good gigs and shite gigs. but hoping for the better to come! team crash oi!
thanks to the tkd guys for spurring me on although i was the fattest dude in the club.
my stats strength-10
intel-7
agility-4+1
bravery 6+1
armour-8
thanks to j h kim tkd peopl who showed me that tkd is not only about fighting.
thanks to adam who joined tkd with me and fighting with me all the damn time.. we shall get girls when we get black belts.
thanks to desiree whom i just knew her. but it seems like a damn long time ago. we have something in common... yet we fit so well.... shhhhhh. ok. talking about alot of shite just about anything. telling me about your family shites but i always know that somehow youre still gonna love them. always saying that you suck at guitar, but i actually know people who suck more. i appreciate you telling me your shites everytime that shows im a good listening, or its becasue you dont have a choice. hahha kidding.
thanks to benny who showed me that you excel like crazy in your instrument. always learning and getting better everytime i see you. learn slapping now!
thanks to the Limelights of the past who has actually showed me that i actually did something. where i was the mini coach carter. my little help to you guys has reaped good shite. playing much better now then last time when you guys could not play rasa sayang.
(dont let others judge you just because you just started out. dont put yourselves on a different level just because you've been to lesser shows then the rest. after all. we're all making music arent we? WHORE)
thanks to spencer who stole girls from me in MI. you taught how to not trust people that much especiallly if you only knew them for a week.
happy new year everyone.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
happy birthday. jogger ask jharlie mampus sial kental qiang ze
im blogging during my work "break". great.
happy birthday to charlie the mpj. hope you like the baseball bat aka cockmeat sandwich. SUCKER.
j h kim taekwondo is fucking fun. i have a korean coach. and i dont understand a word he says. i love the shiat. im going for grading this 17jan. wish me luck. im gonna pump up agility and intelligence stats and turn into a green tip.
erm. music wise. haven't been in touch with the guys. but eager to see what new shiats we've got. i recently had this so called nightmare when we practised like mad. but go no where. wah sial! rather disappointing. on the next day. ava happened to save me again. dont know why. but their concept of the album makes me believe that good shites WILL happen one day.
Last night, a breakdown saved my life.
i love fighting. esp tkd. and i love fighting. next i love music. erm.... i camped at my school library today realising that they had a whole damn shelf of music books. i borrow singing. BASS GUITAR OMG I CANT WAIT. and VIOLIN OMG. the only song i know how to play is happy birthday. mary had a little lamb and only one the first part. haha.
i love fighting.
happy birthday to charlie the mpj. hope you like the baseball bat aka cockmeat sandwich. SUCKER.
j h kim taekwondo is fucking fun. i have a korean coach. and i dont understand a word he says. i love the shiat. im going for grading this 17jan. wish me luck. im gonna pump up agility and intelligence stats and turn into a green tip.
erm. music wise. haven't been in touch with the guys. but eager to see what new shiats we've got. i recently had this so called nightmare when we practised like mad. but go no where. wah sial! rather disappointing. on the next day. ava happened to save me again. dont know why. but their concept of the album makes me believe that good shites WILL happen one day.
Last night, a breakdown saved my life.
i love fighting. esp tkd. and i love fighting. next i love music. erm.... i camped at my school library today realising that they had a whole damn shelf of music books. i borrow singing. BASS GUITAR OMG I CANT WAIT. and VIOLIN OMG. the only song i know how to play is happy birthday. mary had a little lamb and only one the first part. haha.
i love fighting.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
fire door
new JIAM!
practically shocked to see so much dust in blog. well, lets run through some history. thanks to everyone who came down for the acoustic gig at esplanade. thanks to desiree for somehow evading her dad and coming to see me althought it was a school night. i gave my cash to my grandma. 40 bucks isnt much.
rock for wayne at sp was so good i was practically stunned all the way. the bands were so 'mature' in a sense that they did not go and say our next song is our next song is our next song is. they sort of created their own form of introduction not only by talking. some by a story? some by a joke and the others leave clues by starting the intro for a long time. so i guess we bloody NOOBS need to work on that!( pulls hair)
NEXT! just studied with desiree and adam today. damn funny. adam really couldnt study. perhaps it was because of me. but i really learnt that how different my course is from the others. theres no more mugging at lecture notes. so i sort of miss that. and sorry desiree i couldnt understand you the whole while when you were trying to explain the penalty for trepassing. hhaha lawyer stuff.
yes! i finally blogged. hmm. what's in for me the next few days. gig on friday and im definitely going to make time to fight again. long time man.
fact 1- i have a plan. to fuse alt with hxc. bye
practically shocked to see so much dust in blog. well, lets run through some history. thanks to everyone who came down for the acoustic gig at esplanade. thanks to desiree for somehow evading her dad and coming to see me althought it was a school night. i gave my cash to my grandma. 40 bucks isnt much.
rock for wayne at sp was so good i was practically stunned all the way. the bands were so 'mature' in a sense that they did not go and say our next song is our next song is our next song is. they sort of created their own form of introduction not only by talking. some by a story? some by a joke and the others leave clues by starting the intro for a long time. so i guess we bloody NOOBS need to work on that!( pulls hair)
NEXT! just studied with desiree and adam today. damn funny. adam really couldnt study. perhaps it was because of me. but i really learnt that how different my course is from the others. theres no more mugging at lecture notes. so i sort of miss that. and sorry desiree i couldnt understand you the whole while when you were trying to explain the penalty for trepassing. hhaha lawyer stuff.
yes! i finally blogged. hmm. what's in for me the next few days. gig on friday and im definitely going to make time to fight again. long time man.
fact 1- i have a plan. to fuse alt with hxc. bye
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Lupin
more more. up till now i dont know how many times i said the word 'more'. ok.
firstly, charlie's is a asshole. too ownage already. but here's a word of advice ah. dont just 'cover the face, attack the base ah' all guys should know. must make sure that you guys really like each other.
more. today was presentation day. it is sort of my 'test' since i dont have that many papers to take, i sort of cock 1/4 of the whole thing up. i dont know what i was doing then all the shiat came in la. its still not as bad as my friend who wanted to place the toilet bowl right beside the stove for flavour and ambience. moremore.
by the way guys. i'll be taking a very long leave from the bachelor club...
as if whores! if you believe it, youre a chair.
if you manage to scroll all the way down and finally end up here. that was a good joke. me leaving the club? no way whores!
new hokkien words learnt, chua tio and tio kan. one means scared and the other means kena.... you know.....
firstly, charlie's is a asshole. too ownage already. but here's a word of advice ah. dont just 'cover the face, attack the base ah' all guys should know. must make sure that you guys really like each other.
more. today was presentation day. it is sort of my 'test' since i dont have that many papers to take, i sort of cock 1/4 of the whole thing up. i dont know what i was doing then all the shiat came in la. its still not as bad as my friend who wanted to place the toilet bowl right beside the stove for flavour and ambience. moremore.
by the way guys. i'll be taking a very long leave from the bachelor club...
as if whores! if you believe it, youre a chair.
if you manage to scroll all the way down and finally end up here. that was a good joke. me leaving the club? no way whores!
new hokkien words learnt, chua tio and tio kan. one means scared and the other means kena.... you know.....
Sunday, November 9, 2008
gang vocal
each time i tell myself i want to update, i tell myself not to. nonsense.
alot of shiats been happening lately. been up to my necks with work. building, pasting, cutting, measuring,drawing, strumming,picking,bmth harmonicking,recording and so on. school is really busy and i hate to see people enjoy their own cca when i have to gobble down dinner and rush to the library to try and at least complete my work by the time it closes. if you think carrying laptops are hard. wait till you carry materials and models. each time you make a CONCEPTUAL model, it is not supposed to be chio and you go around wondering if people will point to your model and say, "look! a kampong!"this is based on a true story my friend had experienced.
the other hand, i had just try to give my blog a whole new look by chaning blog skin? i dont even know what that means, thats why i tried googling it and they just had to confused my small brain by saying " before you do that, you have to understand the concept of codes and css,......." then i immediately gave up.
other shiats happening. SavingSomeone just recorded at tnt studios and i must say, it is very hardcore, the guy there called ah boy is also very good, we almost wanted to ask him to guest scream for us. especially the parts where must have the essential bmth " oh!" and the tdwp"swee swee weee wee". ryan is gonna go collect the cd today and i hope that he does so we all can have a hear at it. thanks dude.
alot of other shiats! charlie is a asshole. i have never been more embarrassed in my whole life. the whole band were on bus 14 and then he started saying something that rhymes with yomamaposjozzzx. im trying to make this as pg as possible. because you know that this is a pg blog. it is so damn paiseh until ryan and i decided to go up and hide, but there were no seats, and me standing on the upper deck of the bus could lead an accident easily. i rather hear that word coming from a baby. imagine... a baby shouting. i want yomamapossjoozoozozz.. it is so much better casue he is innocent not like some asshole hole.
i have to join another cca soon.i love tkd but it doesnt love me. they keep holding the training until so late at night. how to go back la.. and i can hardly make time for that shiat. im looking at mma or muay thai at evolve gym at dhoby ghaut area. flexible classes. professional coaches from thailand. i should make use of my fat hands.
other shiats. friday was a great day. after recording. i didnt know why but i decided to message jy cause i was really worried that she was dead or something.. touch wood la.. but ended up her phone finally change and all. yea. so its a good day.
now i shall demonstrate the power of putting up images. which ryan told me to learn that skill. behold.
shit. i dont know how to put it to the center. but i found this from adam's friendster profile. very amusing picture. and at the same time. its as disturbing as saw 5.
alot of shiats been happening lately. been up to my necks with work. building, pasting, cutting, measuring,drawing, strumming,picking,bmth harmonicking,recording and so on. school is really busy and i hate to see people enjoy their own cca when i have to gobble down dinner and rush to the library to try and at least complete my work by the time it closes. if you think carrying laptops are hard. wait till you carry materials and models. each time you make a CONCEPTUAL model, it is not supposed to be chio and you go around wondering if people will point to your model and say, "look! a kampong!"this is based on a true story my friend had experienced.
the other hand, i had just try to give my blog a whole new look by chaning blog skin? i dont even know what that means, thats why i tried googling it and they just had to confused my small brain by saying " before you do that, you have to understand the concept of codes and css,......." then i immediately gave up.
other shiats happening. SavingSomeone just recorded at tnt studios and i must say, it is very hardcore, the guy there called ah boy is also very good, we almost wanted to ask him to guest scream for us. especially the parts where must have the essential bmth " oh!" and the tdwp"swee swee weee wee". ryan is gonna go collect the cd today and i hope that he does so we all can have a hear at it. thanks dude.
alot of other shiats! charlie is a asshole. i have never been more embarrassed in my whole life. the whole band were on bus 14 and then he started saying something that rhymes with yomamaposjozzzx. im trying to make this as pg as possible. because you know that this is a pg blog. it is so damn paiseh until ryan and i decided to go up and hide, but there were no seats, and me standing on the upper deck of the bus could lead an accident easily. i rather hear that word coming from a baby. imagine... a baby shouting. i want yomamapossjoozoozozz.. it is so much better casue he is innocent not like some asshole hole.
i have to join another cca soon.i love tkd but it doesnt love me. they keep holding the training until so late at night. how to go back la.. and i can hardly make time for that shiat. im looking at mma or muay thai at evolve gym at dhoby ghaut area. flexible classes. professional coaches from thailand. i should make use of my fat hands.
other shiats. friday was a great day. after recording. i didnt know why but i decided to message jy cause i was really worried that she was dead or something.. touch wood la.. but ended up her phone finally change and all. yea. so its a good day.
now i shall demonstrate the power of putting up images. which ryan told me to learn that skill. behold.
shit. i dont know how to put it to the center. but i found this from adam's friendster profile. very amusing picture. and at the same time. its as disturbing as saw 5.
Friday, October 10, 2008
seeing chester makes me wanna workout.
as adam and i realised today. we saw chester. our old friend who is now in vjc. he was the only person better than me in badminton in my pri school days. hah! didnt believe that a fat dude could own in badminton hah. anyway. he's still his skinny self and he's grown la. matured like siao. not me la.. im still the lard joker type. oh, did i mention that he has a girlfriend.. yea! so what nothing la! more more.. kidding. all the best chest.
I SO WANNA THANK RYAN FOR PAINSTAKING SHOWING US THE DAMN WAY TO RANKING. adam wanted to get the damn adpator shiat for his guitar and ryan was so bloody kind to show us. thanks man. seriously.
let me talk about whats happened today!
after my archifest talk i went to meet up with adam for dinner and then he had to wait for his sis at eunos at about 830 plus. then when we there. she said that she had'nt finished class. and all the shiat happened damn funny. so we ended up waiting until 930 and his sis hasnt even reached yet and we spent the time talking about sensitive stuff. modern teens call it emoing. like why and how we are rolly polly like and how no girls like us. slit wrist haha. and its great to know how others feels about..
I SO WANNA THANK RYAN FOR PAINSTAKING SHOWING US THE DAMN WAY TO RANKING. adam wanted to get the damn adpator shiat for his guitar and ryan was so bloody kind to show us. thanks man. seriously.
let me talk about whats happened today!
after my archifest talk i went to meet up with adam for dinner and then he had to wait for his sis at eunos at about 830 plus. then when we there. she said that she had'nt finished class. and all the shiat happened damn funny. so we ended up waiting until 930 and his sis hasnt even reached yet and we spent the time talking about sensitive stuff. modern teens call it emoing. like why and how we are rolly polly like and how no girls like us. slit wrist haha. and its great to know how others feels about..
Friday, October 3, 2008
when is my leg recovering!?
hmm. more more free allow. let's see. school is starting soon and i'm damn excited.
breaking news. edwin is going back to indonesia to visit his granny. i hope she's okay so that she can kick ass. take care!
okay i had the two weirdest dreams in my whole life.
dream 1.
the most awkward ever. i was schooling in tp. and we had just ended a class. we then went down the 84 levels of stairs( i think it was 84 because i heard some people talking about it) then i realised that there was this shortcut where you could slide down a pole like a fireman's pole, erm okay that sounds wrong. anyway. i slid and i made my way down. dont know how the iron frames could tahan my weight. then my classmate.. joan. she wanted to save time and sweat so she decided to do the same. the plan was for me to catch her. but when slid down. she sort of missed and i didtn catch her.and she died. then i was damn bloody sad. i felt uber reponsible. so i buried her at my backyard. and i went there veryday to pay my respects although i was damn scared and freaked out. ok ryan! the joan is our school joan. hahahhaaah. i dont know why man.
ok dream 2. dream 2 was so much better than dream 1. it involves me and a girl. ok its not what you think. we'd just been together, and we walked to sch and stuff. not bad ah! due to privacy matters, i cant tell you the girls name. but only what her name sounds like. it sounds like this
_____________________(sounds like NIEUJIAM)
ok thanks to adam he showed me a videoclip. hahah. in youtube! of this girl playing protest the hero- bloodmeat. and i was damn bloody stunned. i love it! its nice how much! its like i almost wanted to take out my shirt and mosh!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TNVTVcwihE
breaking news. edwin is going back to indonesia to visit his granny. i hope she's okay so that she can kick ass. take care!
okay i had the two weirdest dreams in my whole life.
dream 1.
the most awkward ever. i was schooling in tp. and we had just ended a class. we then went down the 84 levels of stairs( i think it was 84 because i heard some people talking about it) then i realised that there was this shortcut where you could slide down a pole like a fireman's pole, erm okay that sounds wrong. anyway. i slid and i made my way down. dont know how the iron frames could tahan my weight. then my classmate.. joan. she wanted to save time and sweat so she decided to do the same. the plan was for me to catch her. but when slid down. she sort of missed and i didtn catch her.and she died. then i was damn bloody sad. i felt uber reponsible. so i buried her at my backyard. and i went there veryday to pay my respects although i was damn scared and freaked out. ok ryan! the joan is our school joan. hahahhaaah. i dont know why man.
ok dream 2. dream 2 was so much better than dream 1. it involves me and a girl. ok its not what you think. we'd just been together, and we walked to sch and stuff. not bad ah! due to privacy matters, i cant tell you the girls name. but only what her name sounds like. it sounds like this
_____________________(sounds like NIEUJIAM)
ok thanks to adam he showed me a videoclip. hahah. in youtube! of this girl playing protest the hero- bloodmeat. and i was damn bloody stunned. i love it! its nice how much! its like i almost wanted to take out my shirt and mosh!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TNVTVcwihE
Monday, September 29, 2008
hmm more more
desiree wants me to update. so i have to lift my black ass to do it. well. last sunday was shiok. taekwondo grading at kovan cc. at 830 freaking early. managed to pull off my shiat. and i did all the shiat that i was taught. and the different thing is that this time i kihap(shout) damn loud. and there's this indian dude tester. he looked at me and was like 'wtf wtf!" yellow belt! whee!
now for the big shiat. i haven't completed my microstation 2nd floor and roof plan. the thing is that i think im doing all the shiat wronly. come on. i cant even work paint. you know. my plan and contract is finally ending. it started out with adam asking me to help out with his band. and now he's got a full line up and every shiat.. and its kinda almost ketat la.. but still long way to go. savingsomeone still 10% ah!? wtf!
hmm other shiats. bryan im so sorry. i have been going out these past few days and i haven;t return your effect shiat! if you are reading this...... message me or something haha. sorry about that you chick magnet.
come on! other shiat! erm. last night i talk to desiree about how some songs made a impact in my life and all that shiat. and i was practically giving my full report of john mayer and the eagles songs haha. i realised the eagles " love will keep us alive" is the favorite song of all time. its like used in so many weddings. nice. my wedding if i have ah. i will do the devil wears prada and get drunk and scream. joking.
oh lastly. i sparred with david! haha he's like damn ownage. if you were to see it.. it wasnt really a full contact spar. if not i die already. we had to watch our control. he's punches were good. one thing that makes me proud about taekwondo is that i finally have this ability to "slowmo" which means i can see things faster and i know how to react much better to it. i was able to sneak some kicks to the sides. and there were times where his stomach was unguarded. and i was able to do a back kick. but a light one la.
but he whooped my blocking hand and kneed me like hell. three knees kenad. ok. the biggest question. will lin feng return to taekwondo. will he prove his point about skinny people always being able to beat fat dudes. come on!
now for the big shiat. i haven't completed my microstation 2nd floor and roof plan. the thing is that i think im doing all the shiat wronly. come on. i cant even work paint. you know. my plan and contract is finally ending. it started out with adam asking me to help out with his band. and now he's got a full line up and every shiat.. and its kinda almost ketat la.. but still long way to go. savingsomeone still 10% ah!? wtf!
hmm other shiats. bryan im so sorry. i have been going out these past few days and i haven;t return your effect shiat! if you are reading this...... message me or something haha. sorry about that you chick magnet.
come on! other shiat! erm. last night i talk to desiree about how some songs made a impact in my life and all that shiat. and i was practically giving my full report of john mayer and the eagles songs haha. i realised the eagles " love will keep us alive" is the favorite song of all time. its like used in so many weddings. nice. my wedding if i have ah. i will do the devil wears prada and get drunk and scream. joking.
oh lastly. i sparred with david! haha he's like damn ownage. if you were to see it.. it wasnt really a full contact spar. if not i die already. we had to watch our control. he's punches were good. one thing that makes me proud about taekwondo is that i finally have this ability to "slowmo" which means i can see things faster and i know how to react much better to it. i was able to sneak some kicks to the sides. and there were times where his stomach was unguarded. and i was able to do a back kick. but a light one la.
but he whooped my blocking hand and kneed me like hell. three knees kenad. ok. the biggest question. will lin feng return to taekwondo. will he prove his point about skinny people always being able to beat fat dudes. come on!
Monday, September 15, 2008
95 to xp
well. i've been trying to upgrade myself from 95 to xp if you know what i mean... but it really doesnt look good from here.. things on the other hand. which may help is SPARRING! so excited everytime. i have been sparring with people, mostly adam, my sis, then the peeps from sptkdc.
adam is fun to spar with cause he will never expect the back kicks, so i'd do a fake and then a quick back kick. then my fats would be impervious to the block.. his right shoulder is bruised now because of the massive weight. my sis, is quite pro. but she uses underhand techniques. punching me at the throat, the others are fine.
the last tkd training was mercriless to my fats. we did super cardio excercise. instead of running the normal distances we went around the sp carparks and i stepped on so many rocks. pain siol. then many other shiaaaats. the killer one was the horse stance shiat... we gotta put slippers on our thighs and if one drops its ten push ups. i did a cheap shots by the way. lucky my slippers were haviannas. heavy and grippish.
haven't talk to jingyi in awhile. no wait... in a damn long time laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
adam is fun to spar with cause he will never expect the back kicks, so i'd do a fake and then a quick back kick. then my fats would be impervious to the block.. his right shoulder is bruised now because of the massive weight. my sis, is quite pro. but she uses underhand techniques. punching me at the throat, the others are fine.
the last tkd training was mercriless to my fats. we did super cardio excercise. instead of running the normal distances we went around the sp carparks and i stepped on so many rocks. pain siol. then many other shiaaaats. the killer one was the horse stance shiat... we gotta put slippers on our thighs and if one drops its ten push ups. i did a cheap shots by the way. lucky my slippers were haviannas. heavy and grippish.
haven't talk to jingyi in awhile. no wait... in a damn long time laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Friday, September 5, 2008
i dont like local music. i LOVE it.
i must say.. i stumbled across trella's and For Better Endings' myspace they both have damn good tracks loaded man. for better endings is like power to the max. i had to double check whether they were singaporys. and trella's new song is catchy as well.i was moshing in my sit until every fat of me shook.
on the other note. savingsomeone is playing tomorrow at the jam aloud finals! i really didnt believe we'd get in. when i heard the news. i told my parents and they just breathed. although my confidence is 82%. the other 8 is worrying whether there will be any faults in equipments and thingys. 5 is about the outcome of my hair. and the last five is spare just in case any new feelings crop up. we really gotta win this to prove to my folks we are not some assholes doing some shiat. especially when you have parents who are not so musically friendly unlike ryan and edwin and charlies parents who push them to the studio.
heres a typical convo.
ryan's dad(joseph): hey sonny. where are you headed tomorow?
ryan: naw man, i dont know man. ya knaw.. imgonna park my black ass at ali's place or sumthin man. ya ok with pops?
joseph: you cant do that. you have to jam. bump up your bhangra. if you dont jam 24/8 how to become me?
(drumbeat)
i dread to tell my mum about jamming when the date closes in.
hey saviours lets do some shiat tmw!
i finally understand. why does philip have to go? what the fuck! audiocean lose a great guy like him, the funny dude who reminds me of erik of wgb.. damn rules. assssss
on the other note. savingsomeone is playing tomorrow at the jam aloud finals! i really didnt believe we'd get in. when i heard the news. i told my parents and they just breathed. although my confidence is 82%. the other 8 is worrying whether there will be any faults in equipments and thingys. 5 is about the outcome of my hair. and the last five is spare just in case any new feelings crop up. we really gotta win this to prove to my folks we are not some assholes doing some shiat. especially when you have parents who are not so musically friendly unlike ryan and edwin and charlies parents who push them to the studio.
heres a typical convo.
ryan's dad(joseph): hey sonny. where are you headed tomorow?
ryan: naw man, i dont know man. ya knaw.. imgonna park my black ass at ali's place or sumthin man. ya ok with pops?
joseph: you cant do that. you have to jam. bump up your bhangra. if you dont jam 24/8 how to become me?
(drumbeat)
i dread to tell my mum about jamming when the date closes in.
hey saviours lets do some shiat tmw!
i finally understand. why does philip have to go? what the fuck! audiocean lose a great guy like him, the funny dude who reminds me of erik of wgb.. damn rules. assssss
Friday, August 22, 2008
i can Never forget this.
hey dudes. back on the internet finally. my mum cancelled my internet shiats because of some emailing shit problems and then reactivated again so it took around 2 weeks pending. spent killer time the day before yesterday trying to install the mio thingy on the com so i can go to the internet thingy,, sweat like crazy. bathed twice.
the gig at central was not great, not good, not spectacular. firstly people too poor to buy cables but can buy pickguard, realised that the amp rosak. but actually the cable f'd up. then i stoned there for a good 12 minutes, having the pa people scurrying around trying to fix the problem. sadly desiree used her mana points on a lousy gig. other than that, everythings fine.
on the other side of things, my sis is coming back from aus.. baik ah! she decided not to level up to master rune. and jusy bring home the degree pendent. good enough man! keep it up! shes getting a crumpler for me, woot( jumps around, fat shakes)
more serious business now. i have been greatly disturbed by the stuff that has carried on from my MI days. i mean. now my dear friend joel is getting the same shiat that i've gone through, really damn sian man. for me its normal one. cause i fat and im not tom cruise, so all these girls stuff i kena until i immune already. they come and go, immediately.
some people...
says: youre a very nice guy and i like you for that. but you.... erm.. buddhist ah.... tak halal!
some people hurt less.
says: hey just wanna say, youre a very cool guy to be with, i cant stop laughing when i'm with you, but how come you wearing your taekwondo padding under your shirt today? no training today what( points to my stomach)
then realises oh thats not the padding, its youre stomach. bye see you sometime!( zao zao zao)
others,
dont even talk.
more more more.
maybe we should all learn how he does it man. perhaps he does has something special.
until today i know that she'll never understand what i meant, and that i was the one. i should'nt explain anymore. shes probably forgotten about this.
the gig at central was not great, not good, not spectacular. firstly people too poor to buy cables but can buy pickguard, realised that the amp rosak. but actually the cable f'd up. then i stoned there for a good 12 minutes, having the pa people scurrying around trying to fix the problem. sadly desiree used her mana points on a lousy gig. other than that, everythings fine.
on the other side of things, my sis is coming back from aus.. baik ah! she decided not to level up to master rune. and jusy bring home the degree pendent. good enough man! keep it up! shes getting a crumpler for me, woot( jumps around, fat shakes)
more serious business now. i have been greatly disturbed by the stuff that has carried on from my MI days. i mean. now my dear friend joel is getting the same shiat that i've gone through, really damn sian man. for me its normal one. cause i fat and im not tom cruise, so all these girls stuff i kena until i immune already. they come and go, immediately.
some people...
says: youre a very nice guy and i like you for that. but you.... erm.. buddhist ah.... tak halal!
some people hurt less.
says: hey just wanna say, youre a very cool guy to be with, i cant stop laughing when i'm with you, but how come you wearing your taekwondo padding under your shirt today? no training today what( points to my stomach)
then realises oh thats not the padding, its youre stomach. bye see you sometime!( zao zao zao)
others,
dont even talk.
more more more.
maybe we should all learn how he does it man. perhaps he does has something special.
until today i know that she'll never understand what i meant, and that i was the one. i should'nt explain anymore. shes probably forgotten about this.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
THEITGIRL
hello! back from a wonderful set at homeclub. we totally owned and made the girls go wild( everyone except me). but still not so bad. i manage to talk alittle with jazz, my architecture coursemate and drummer of audiocean. He's nice. Ryan snapped his string during Speed to Break Down and his dad is gonna rape him. Philip was damn nice to lend him his ibanez and later during Paint Your Target, he had to change another guitar cause it had some lock thingy so it cant drop d. still ownage though. bryan charlie and edwin were the girl getters and ryan has gotten the girl of his life and im the sweeper.i headbang kreet kreet, i guitar swing, kreet kreet.
what's up with the damn popular and hard to girls huh, they look really pretty and chio and they've got 1 billion guys chasing who probably are from dragonboat or some muscle club but they still fail. aiyo. no comment. really. then people like me who take a step back, and keep our hands to ourselves. if i chiong i get burnt because of my fats or looks or religion. haha sorry you buddhist ah? (strikes me off the list) nice la... and some people tell me, they want to find a temporary girlfriend, they say ah i going poly just get one temporary girlfriend, for fun only. i can only show you the international finger sign.
savingsomeone is IN tapestry! yay! so is audiocean! yay! but we playing at central! awww! but we get to wear tapestry shirts! yay! it may not fit me! awww! we gonna have a good stage! yay! but no girls look at me! awww. at least got guys! yay!=)
im grinding myself with archenemy and bringmethehorizon..
''never too late, to stand your ground, revolution begins"arch enemy-revolution begins.
what's up with the damn popular and hard to girls huh, they look really pretty and chio and they've got 1 billion guys chasing who probably are from dragonboat or some muscle club but they still fail. aiyo. no comment. really. then people like me who take a step back, and keep our hands to ourselves. if i chiong i get burnt because of my fats or looks or religion. haha sorry you buddhist ah? (strikes me off the list) nice la... and some people tell me, they want to find a temporary girlfriend, they say ah i going poly just get one temporary girlfriend, for fun only. i can only show you the international finger sign.
savingsomeone is IN tapestry! yay! so is audiocean! yay! but we playing at central! awww! but we get to wear tapestry shirts! yay! it may not fit me! awww! we gonna have a good stage! yay! but no girls look at me! awww. at least got guys! yay!=)
im grinding myself with archenemy and bringmethehorizon..
''never too late, to stand your ground, revolution begins"arch enemy-revolution begins.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Beware!UltraSexyManiac
some updates on the band. i have finally switched from defender to striker. i will rest my drum sticks and let the new sexy beast do it. instead i'll be shreddddding guitar and samurai swings. 360 swings. anchor head bang. monster stomp. one hand flick. praying mantis double fist. yes. in short im a guitarist now. i figured that our band is very ketat. means tight. all we need now is more showmanship man! so watch out for a super fat me doin the shit!
ladies and gentlemen. theres no need for any intro. you all already know that busm(bryan ulric vladmir kushkov vostok de francis narais adolf leemans) better known as bryan ulric santa maria is the new drummer for savingsomeone. and i know what youre thinking. (ah now sure got double beat!) and guess what you are right. he's bloody good. thats my son!
workwise.... hmm submission next friday i gotta pick up the pace. something about this course is that everything takes a hell lot of time.. making models esp. i sweat while cutting and i swear if i am drawing my plans and elevations to scale somemore and you bump my hand.. i'll give you the flying kick.
"push me, and then just touch me, until i get my satisfaction.satisfaction.satisfaction. satisfaction." benny benassi-satisfaction
ladies and gentlemen. theres no need for any intro. you all already know that busm(bryan ulric vladmir kushkov vostok de francis narais adolf leemans) better known as bryan ulric santa maria is the new drummer for savingsomeone. and i know what youre thinking. (ah now sure got double beat!) and guess what you are right. he's bloody good. thats my son!
workwise.... hmm submission next friday i gotta pick up the pace. something about this course is that everything takes a hell lot of time.. making models esp. i sweat while cutting and i swear if i am drawing my plans and elevations to scale somemore and you bump my hand.. i'll give you the flying kick.
"push me, and then just touch me, until i get my satisfaction.satisfaction.satisfaction. satisfaction." benny benassi-satisfaction
Saturday, July 5, 2008
we fight alone but we train together.
the code of sptkdc! haha i love it everytime when it comes to training there's always a challenge- equals to a lesson learnt or something interesting that i haven't tried before. yesterday, which is a friday. i went to tkd without lin feng. dude show alittle more effort. if not how are you gonna have the last laugh at the fatty whos typing these words anyway. fat doesnt always equal to lose. theres this uber fat tkd guy and i really mean fat as in fat. did i say fat already. ok to show you what fat is.. its like 3 times the size of me. take that. but you know what? when he kicks its almost impossible to block. omg that time i saw him sparring with another guy. whos damn quick and stuff. the match started off by the skinny guys whos chionging all the swift attacks here and there. and as you know the fat dude was practically blocking everyshot with his trotters. this way, that skinny guy could not get any points haha. and there was this turning point in that friendly whereby he unleashed his inner fury or fatness. he did this bursting attack which sort of means he chiong like siao. he gave to turning kicks. damn hard! and one stamping kick(for those dont know its a 'big boot') to the solar plexus and finally back thrust which means swinging his whole body 360 degrees and kicking with the ball of the feet. then the last shot happened to kick the guy in the chest and he totally fell on his back and i think he gave up. haha see! SPEAKING OF WHICH> I FINALLY TASTED THE KICKS THAT I HAVE DOING TO MY BAND MATES. sorry guys. haha yesterday i had to wear the upper body padding and so called tahan the seniors kicks la.. they say that this is the way to know how to block a kick. and i bloody swear its damn pain. the entire left side of my stomach had a blue black at the end of the training. ouch serious serious........ painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
"tingrrr ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ooor orrr" crazy frog.
"tingrrr ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ooor orrr" crazy frog.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Balcony
hi! such a long time since i posted. its kinda late now i plus and im done watching some tkd demonstrations done by none other than the originators of the beautiful sport, Korea!
man. things are really complicated so far. why does religion have to be in everything? its just like dota. scourge vs the sentinels or some shit. i donno. but up to date. people who dont know me think im christian or catholic. and the reason being that i can speak english well enough and im not dark skinned. sorry my malay friends, no offence. its just that there's this thinking that ' you speak good english and then youre christian.' up to date i still haven't found a friend who's like me. except for justyourself. whom i dont think im her friend. people's blogs are filled with praise for their faith. im not complaining. neither am i saying that im not faithful. its just that are we(buddhist) the race, considered at the scourge?
let me ask. what is faith? is there such a thing as conflicting beliefs and do they always end in dust? i dont think so.
and why would you say that couples from different religions would disagree with each other over beliefs and taughts? if you were to argue over this trival matter then im sorry to say, what has your religion taught you? and it hasnt taught you well. im not saying that that the other religions are bad, NEVER taught of it at all. i swear, but you cant deny that all our gods we pray too give us hope and guidance in any way and they sure would wish the best for us, so why would we argue?
i finally understand the song 'balcony' and i interpreted my own feelings from the song. its about telling a boy not to be so involved in all these things and just concentrate on something beautiful called love. and if it still doesnt work out for the poor you, you have to let go. learn to let go.
thanks for writing this song ryan.
"so i'll stand my ground in the weather, it doesn't matter, if i am not for you."
balcony-SavingSomeone
man. things are really complicated so far. why does religion have to be in everything? its just like dota. scourge vs the sentinels or some shit. i donno. but up to date. people who dont know me think im christian or catholic. and the reason being that i can speak english well enough and im not dark skinned. sorry my malay friends, no offence. its just that there's this thinking that ' you speak good english and then youre christian.' up to date i still haven't found a friend who's like me. except for justyourself. whom i dont think im her friend. people's blogs are filled with praise for their faith. im not complaining. neither am i saying that im not faithful. its just that are we(buddhist) the race, considered at the scourge?
let me ask. what is faith? is there such a thing as conflicting beliefs and do they always end in dust? i dont think so.
and why would you say that couples from different religions would disagree with each other over beliefs and taughts? if you were to argue over this trival matter then im sorry to say, what has your religion taught you? and it hasnt taught you well. im not saying that that the other religions are bad, NEVER taught of it at all. i swear, but you cant deny that all our gods we pray too give us hope and guidance in any way and they sure would wish the best for us, so why would we argue?
i finally understand the song 'balcony' and i interpreted my own feelings from the song. its about telling a boy not to be so involved in all these things and just concentrate on something beautiful called love. and if it still doesnt work out for the poor you, you have to let go. learn to let go.
thanks for writing this song ryan.
"so i'll stand my ground in the weather, it doesn't matter, if i am not for you."
balcony-SavingSomeone
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
yellow
hey all. back again.
okay the highlights so far.
the major competitions Salad days. we wont be participtating as charlie's going back to his homeland.. haha perhaps some other time. and next. taekwondo is... damn fun and challenging and it made me discover things that i thought i could never do. i have this immense respect for the black belts and i believe they deserved it.
tkd is really fun. here's the start off. we assemble in lines. and if we're not properly lined. push ups it is. i think that is very fair and i try to make sure that all of us are bloody evenly assembled.next 5 to 10 rounds around the foodcourt 5. depends on the blackbelts mode. anyway stretches after that. uber important. and then we have this mini horse stance mode. when we stand with our legs as wide apart as possible and we hold it there until the blackbelts call to stop. endurance. next we train our agility by doing all those skipping and hopping excercise. damn 'fat-people' unfriendly. tiring. next! kicks and mainly patterns. we dont get to spar with people yet cause we suck. but check this out! grading is on june 29! that means if i pass the grading, im gonna be a yellow belt! haha.
ok thanks to people like ryan to try to keep the spirit up by saying they feel a gust of wind when i sort of kick their face. haha not actually. i just go for a full kick but i stop just infront of their face. haha. i learnt patience and mostly respect ever since joined tkd.
you can hide all you want. but i all i wanted was to talk. now im some kind of fat monster. fat yes, monster no.
''monster, how should i feel?"monster- meg & dia
okay the highlights so far.
the major competitions Salad days. we wont be participtating as charlie's going back to his homeland.. haha perhaps some other time. and next. taekwondo is... damn fun and challenging and it made me discover things that i thought i could never do. i have this immense respect for the black belts and i believe they deserved it.
tkd is really fun. here's the start off. we assemble in lines. and if we're not properly lined. push ups it is. i think that is very fair and i try to make sure that all of us are bloody evenly assembled.next 5 to 10 rounds around the foodcourt 5. depends on the blackbelts mode. anyway stretches after that. uber important. and then we have this mini horse stance mode. when we stand with our legs as wide apart as possible and we hold it there until the blackbelts call to stop. endurance. next we train our agility by doing all those skipping and hopping excercise. damn 'fat-people' unfriendly. tiring. next! kicks and mainly patterns. we dont get to spar with people yet cause we suck. but check this out! grading is on june 29! that means if i pass the grading, im gonna be a yellow belt! haha.
ok thanks to people like ryan to try to keep the spirit up by saying they feel a gust of wind when i sort of kick their face. haha not actually. i just go for a full kick but i stop just infront of their face. haha. i learnt patience and mostly respect ever since joined tkd.
you can hide all you want. but i all i wanted was to talk. now im some kind of fat monster. fat yes, monster no.
''monster, how should i feel?"monster- meg & dia
Thursday, May 15, 2008
The Cutsman
Alright i know i haven'nt been updating and all.. but look on the bright side! i finally know how to insert a text box or whatever you call it! and i know how to add the link list! dont worry. the list will get longer!
Shall talk about the recent stuff in my life. Life's really busy nowadays and you know archi and design students, completing an assignment doesnt only take an hour of writing or stuff. Darn! we actually have to make stuff( models! ah!) before you know it a few hours is burnt! damn fast! Well next friday is confirm judgement day, two meanings. one, literally, we archi students, or should i say our final models are gonna get judged and criticised! haha the other meaning is..... our ricebowl! next friday is the make or break kinda day. it's like a critique session, and we all get dressed up nicely, get our models ready and do a team cheer haha and then go out there to present it to the bosses and see what tthey think of the model and personally i hate the q and a part but no choice so i'll do my best to defend ourselves when the bombardment of questions starts. haha. its gonna be a onslaught i swear!!!!! i'm not supposed if they come forward and get the model and start to shake it and crush and go " what the f#$k is this huh@! and then then then... when its all messed up they say.. i think it looks better like that! haha...
now about the other side, not always greener.
damn. i really can't believe. i tasted failure in secondary school already man! for two whole damn years, ultimate burnage but sadly no umbrage from stormy weathers and other shit. and it happens here again! in Darch sp. my class. nice.
contrasting characters, similar features. i guess it's a test or something. but i'm not really going for it if you know what i mean. its a bonus she looks good. its a god damn bonus she plays instruments. but i dont cut it.
once again. my music talent for your handsome face+hot body one year warranty. its not to late!!! i would glady exchange! no hidden costs ah!
"you can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark.'' dancing in the dark-bruce springsteen
Shall talk about the recent stuff in my life. Life's really busy nowadays and you know archi and design students, completing an assignment doesnt only take an hour of writing or stuff. Darn! we actually have to make stuff( models! ah!) before you know it a few hours is burnt! damn fast! Well next friday is confirm judgement day, two meanings. one, literally, we archi students, or should i say our final models are gonna get judged and criticised! haha the other meaning is..... our ricebowl! next friday is the make or break kinda day. it's like a critique session, and we all get dressed up nicely, get our models ready and do a team cheer haha and then go out there to present it to the bosses and see what tthey think of the model and personally i hate the q and a part but no choice so i'll do my best to defend ourselves when the bombardment of questions starts. haha. its gonna be a onslaught i swear!!!!! i'm not supposed if they come forward and get the model and start to shake it and crush and go " what the f#$k is this huh@! and then then then... when its all messed up they say.. i think it looks better like that! haha...
now about the other side, not always greener.
damn. i really can't believe. i tasted failure in secondary school already man! for two whole damn years, ultimate burnage but sadly no umbrage from stormy weathers and other shit. and it happens here again! in Darch sp. my class. nice.
contrasting characters, similar features. i guess it's a test or something. but i'm not really going for it if you know what i mean. its a bonus she looks good. its a god damn bonus she plays instruments. but i dont cut it.
once again. my music talent for your handsome face+hot body one year warranty. its not to late!!! i would glady exchange! no hidden costs ah!
"you can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark.'' dancing in the dark-bruce springsteen
Sunday, May 4, 2008
crickets
hey! well yesterday was indeed a great show man.totally not what i expected. from the previous gigs where people were sitting down like... krrr krrr krr. yesterday had a huge crowd standing in front and i almost wanted to crowd dive man. thanks to those who came down and support us.
normal stuff started after i came home. miniature unhappines because i came home around 8. normal stuff.. scolding and shouting.
then i realised that i had a second thought about joining tkd. first because of the time and day. tuesday and friday. 630 to 930. and it sort of clashes with my jamming practice which is on friday's at 6. and i really dont know what date to put it on. cause if i put it on weekends i'll have so much less time to study. but if i put it on weekdays. im gonna come home late. and i cant do any work. this really confuses me. and my mum helps me alot me. she totally thinks the band thing sucks and stuff. cheers to those supportive mums out there. when i get to baybeats my thanks list would be missing someone for sure.
now im still confused about the thing until my mind thinks well again.
i have to resort to this blog method... cause i dont really have anyone to talk to except for ugly dog.. bye.
normal stuff started after i came home. miniature unhappines because i came home around 8. normal stuff.. scolding and shouting.
then i realised that i had a second thought about joining tkd. first because of the time and day. tuesday and friday. 630 to 930. and it sort of clashes with my jamming practice which is on friday's at 6. and i really dont know what date to put it on. cause if i put it on weekends i'll have so much less time to study. but if i put it on weekdays. im gonna come home late. and i cant do any work. this really confuses me. and my mum helps me alot me. she totally thinks the band thing sucks and stuff. cheers to those supportive mums out there. when i get to baybeats my thanks list would be missing someone for sure.
now im still confused about the thing until my mind thinks well again.
i have to resort to this blog method... cause i dont really have anyone to talk to except for ugly dog.. bye.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Every Once In A While.
As you can see Guys.. we ARE playing at homeclub this sat. and damn i injured my ring finger but i'm stil gonna play! damn it feels great to see your band's name up on a poster. woot.
Do come early and catch Audiocean! they're good man... and the sushi master would definitely put up a good show!
for the record, you're damn right.
"The Show's Not Over" Lights Cameras Questions-SavingSomeone
Monday, April 28, 2008
i just wanna live on good charlotte's dancefloor, wanting the truth or something else
hey all haven't been updating so.....
something interesting happened in school today..
we were supposed to complete a project but we had to attend a briefing and whatnots so... when we done.. we realised that sch was almost over. but the project has'nt been started on yet.. so after asking lecturers...they just sort of shrug their shoulders and said. hand in the next day! then we were all like sianned. then the damn thing that sucks about archi is that we gotta bring models( as in models not models ah) around. so when on my way to sch carrying a huge a3 file and a model. commuters dont really give a rat's ass what are you carrying and just bulldoze their way through. the worst thing was that i was in the train around 8 plus.. so that's when the ultimate bulldozing happens.
lucky i shielded my pathetic model from bombardment.
guess i sort of like my class and i just started opening up to them and some of them like julian knows drumlining. like to tra tatatatat traaa taatata you know.
and jian hui plays the guitar and drums. aswin plays the keyboard so... yea. and i just made friends with aidil who sent me my heroine(acoustic) by silverstein.
anyways i cant wait for the gig. we'll be having extra practice this week just to tighten up all loose ends. i hope my cousin comes so he could see me do some shit man. and thanks to adam for coming down(100%) to support, as he's kinda new into this band thingy and i figured savingsomeone has already done a couple of gigs and i wanna show him how is it actually like to do these kinda things la...
thanks to ryan who sent me ''photos of us" by plainsunset and i must say that i was wrong about the local and i now i believe we are as good as the and mohs out there.
while listening to it in class, i was like tearing 15% man. lucky no one sawa if not i gay.. then i pretended to sneeze so people thought it was teary eyes. haha k enough.
"i asked her to stay, but she would'nt listen.."i wont go home without you-Maroon 5
something interesting happened in school today..
we were supposed to complete a project but we had to attend a briefing and whatnots so... when we done.. we realised that sch was almost over. but the project has'nt been started on yet.. so after asking lecturers...they just sort of shrug their shoulders and said. hand in the next day! then we were all like sianned. then the damn thing that sucks about archi is that we gotta bring models( as in models not models ah) around. so when on my way to sch carrying a huge a3 file and a model. commuters dont really give a rat's ass what are you carrying and just bulldoze their way through. the worst thing was that i was in the train around 8 plus.. so that's when the ultimate bulldozing happens.
lucky i shielded my pathetic model from bombardment.
guess i sort of like my class and i just started opening up to them and some of them like julian knows drumlining. like to tra tatatatat traaa taatata you know.
and jian hui plays the guitar and drums. aswin plays the keyboard so... yea. and i just made friends with aidil who sent me my heroine(acoustic) by silverstein.
anyways i cant wait for the gig. we'll be having extra practice this week just to tighten up all loose ends. i hope my cousin comes so he could see me do some shit man. and thanks to adam for coming down(100%) to support, as he's kinda new into this band thingy and i figured savingsomeone has already done a couple of gigs and i wanna show him how is it actually like to do these kinda things la...
thanks to ryan who sent me ''photos of us" by plainsunset and i must say that i was wrong about the local and i now i believe we are as good as the and mohs out there.
while listening to it in class, i was like tearing 15% man. lucky no one sawa if not i gay.. then i pretended to sneeze so people thought it was teary eyes. haha k enough.
"i asked her to stay, but she would'nt listen.."i wont go home without you-Maroon 5
Sunday, April 13, 2008
something tells me that reading my own post makes me seem more aware of myself and i swear this is not a wannabe fob or panic! title.
well. i've just been to Stef's blog and wah! it makes me so wanna slit wrist man. her blog is like a fairy tale kinda blog where things(important) things go off without a hitch. well it's kinda nice though.. okay. imagine your kids whom you watch them grow and learn new things and in the end they get to kickstart a new life kinda thing. the sense of accomplishment is there la.. but i think i forward too much already. haha. let's just hope it lasts. not to bastard anyone here.
and for the record i have been reading my previous post and i was kinda surprised it makes sense to me man. and i couldnt believe i was the writer of all that. i was nodding my head most the time while reading. saying aloud." true!......precisely!.... thats why la!..." and then i forgot i was the one who wrote it.
i have a SP city race tomorrow and it's gonna be bloody tiring. i guess., the word 'race' says it all.
"tonight i'm not afraid to tell you, what i feel about you." teddy geiger- for you i will.
and for the record i have been reading my previous post and i was kinda surprised it makes sense to me man. and i couldnt believe i was the writer of all that. i was nodding my head most the time while reading. saying aloud." true!......precisely!.... thats why la!..." and then i forgot i was the one who wrote it.
i have a SP city race tomorrow and it's gonna be bloody tiring. i guess., the word 'race' says it all.
"tonight i'm not afraid to tell you, what i feel about you." teddy geiger- for you i will.
Friday, April 11, 2008
And the waiting is the hardest thing to take
pretty much to sum what happened so far in my life...
Just done with my poly camp and i bet it was fun man. it was the first bloody time i went to sentosa. yeap you read it right. and i swear the nightwalk was bloody scary. haha. a girl named qiaoyan actually went to hold me during the walk.(wrong move girl) grabbing me doesnt make you feel safe right, haha burn! the damn seniors gathered us at the business block at 3am! and they started telling us ghost stories about the school and especially the red bridge which really spooked me. i was sleeping half the time. but my ears were still in function mode and when i heard the stories, i was sort of perked up.
okay lemme describe. we were randomly selected(definitely must have girls in one group la) during the story telling sessions and suay suay i was selected quite late and i heard most of the stories already.
okay so all they said was "follow the lightsticks" then we all know... mampos already.
1. when we were walking through the business everyone was silent and didnt comment at all. but you know that there was that kind of qia lat feeling.
2. we had to make a left turn and we saw a black so called walkway.( i thought it was a perfect rectangular cape or something) but we knew we had to walk through it as they was a light stick there la.
3. the thing is. as we got closer to the black shit. the image of the thingy was getting clearer and then we could see that we were headed for the red bridge. mampos.
4. it was ffffffffffrreeeakin quiet i tell you. and then there was some kinda fog, then suddenly got one guy sort of lumbered out with chains in his hands and he was certainly dressed shabbily. first scare that killed me already.
5. irene who was in my group couldnt take it and started to break down already. sad ah. too m18 horror already. anyway i was scared too until my babat shaking.
6.next walk walk walk.. and enter a room bloody dark and we saw light coming from a laptop screen. duh! then walked towards the damn thing. the laptop was resting on one of those movable kind trolleys usually seen in dim sum restaurants. the stuff that was one the laptop was killer. it showed a scary lady with long hair and stuff crawling out from below. and we were like. WTF! dont tell me... before we could dont anything. hands grabbed our legs from below they missed mine. donno how come also. my leg so fat. can miss.. everyone was shocked and i was the gong one.. still dont know what was happening. i accidentally stepped on her hand. haha.
7. this time. irene really couldnt take it anymore. she would let go of the other dude that was comforting her. and lucky! we were in the lights zone and we had to take the elevatort down already. but we scared la.. suddenly the lift got something then die already. fortunately dont have. then we called the ogl's to come down and comfort her, eventually she was rested and we left her.
8.just when we thought it ended! we noticed that further away. they was a light stick that led to the bloody jungle area.. okay( if you're still reading congrats, i type until basah already)
i will just mention the highlights.
we were told about this ghost story in the toilet next to the library. damn bloody scary. there's this lady who would carry a basin and ask ''have you seen my tongue" bodoh! anyway, im dam good with directions so as we were walking around i knew we were headed for the library block then mampos. we were made to enter the toilet but before that one fo the seniors approached us and told us to respect the nature of this and we were told not to make and bastard comments or anything la. so were proceeded inside. and the first thing was cubicle doors swung open with a loud bang. freak! then we saw it was people who were pulling the doors from above.
then we had to walk through this small space then i felt like a head hung up there and it sure make contact with your head one then we were like ! it was pitch black. serious. and we just had to grope our way around. then we were close to the mirror which was poorly light with a light stick. it was sort of a gay way to tell you to look into the mirror. which they clearly told us not to. anyway. it was sort of quickly done la.. so.. yea.
the last highlight of the trip was the foodcourt, not because of the food la.
we were led across the foodcourt suay again. it was the built environment foodcourt(my sch!)
then it was damn bloody scary, imagine an empty foodcourt and you have to walk past the tables and chairs and everything.then i was grabbed on the leg by a girl and she said i wanna eat in chinese la.. and i was quick shocked haha but when she sort of called her 'dad' to whip her up something,.( all in mandarin ah) we turned around, there was one guy holding a chopper and he sort of came after us. haha.
whooops last last point. when we were walking past the corners, where there are potential scares. we noticed two guys dressed in black. they remain still. and then qiaoyan sort of taunted them. she said im not scared of you, haha then they lurched at her, she was scared out of ther wits. but we realised what were they supposed to do. they were supposed to follow you if you had'nt noticed them bloody scary. okay END!
next!!!!!!!!
SS in playing at homeclub 3rd may and i really cant wait. i just got this thing to play in front of humans. its sort of makes me high!(borat thumbs up) and i hope you guys can make it and catch us there! i swear the lineup is good. but i cant really share anything yet.
and we have a acoustic show coming up too. so lemme tell you something. acoustic show best of lovers. so you are some kind of lovell like that, you come!
"do you remember when we were just kids and cardboard boxes took our smiles"- anberlin- inevitable.
SORRY DES! i didnt abandon you!!! i had to prepare for school la.. and dont worry about the start of school yea!
Just done with my poly camp and i bet it was fun man. it was the first bloody time i went to sentosa. yeap you read it right. and i swear the nightwalk was bloody scary. haha. a girl named qiaoyan actually went to hold me during the walk.(wrong move girl) grabbing me doesnt make you feel safe right, haha burn! the damn seniors gathered us at the business block at 3am! and they started telling us ghost stories about the school and especially the red bridge which really spooked me. i was sleeping half the time. but my ears were still in function mode and when i heard the stories, i was sort of perked up.
okay lemme describe. we were randomly selected(definitely must have girls in one group la) during the story telling sessions and suay suay i was selected quite late and i heard most of the stories already.
okay so all they said was "follow the lightsticks" then we all know... mampos already.
1. when we were walking through the business everyone was silent and didnt comment at all. but you know that there was that kind of qia lat feeling.
2. we had to make a left turn and we saw a black so called walkway.( i thought it was a perfect rectangular cape or something) but we knew we had to walk through it as they was a light stick there la.
3. the thing is. as we got closer to the black shit. the image of the thingy was getting clearer and then we could see that we were headed for the red bridge. mampos.
4. it was ffffffffffrreeeakin quiet i tell you. and then there was some kinda fog, then suddenly got one guy sort of lumbered out with chains in his hands and he was certainly dressed shabbily. first scare that killed me already.
5. irene who was in my group couldnt take it and started to break down already. sad ah. too m18 horror already. anyway i was scared too until my babat shaking.
6.next walk walk walk.. and enter a room bloody dark and we saw light coming from a laptop screen. duh! then walked towards the damn thing. the laptop was resting on one of those movable kind trolleys usually seen in dim sum restaurants. the stuff that was one the laptop was killer. it showed a scary lady with long hair and stuff crawling out from below. and we were like. WTF! dont tell me... before we could dont anything. hands grabbed our legs from below they missed mine. donno how come also. my leg so fat. can miss.. everyone was shocked and i was the gong one.. still dont know what was happening. i accidentally stepped on her hand. haha.
7. this time. irene really couldnt take it anymore. she would let go of the other dude that was comforting her. and lucky! we were in the lights zone and we had to take the elevatort down already. but we scared la.. suddenly the lift got something then die already. fortunately dont have. then we called the ogl's to come down and comfort her, eventually she was rested and we left her.
8.just when we thought it ended! we noticed that further away. they was a light stick that led to the bloody jungle area.. okay( if you're still reading congrats, i type until basah already)
i will just mention the highlights.
we were told about this ghost story in the toilet next to the library. damn bloody scary. there's this lady who would carry a basin and ask ''have you seen my tongue" bodoh! anyway, im dam good with directions so as we were walking around i knew we were headed for the library block then mampos. we were made to enter the toilet but before that one fo the seniors approached us and told us to respect the nature of this and we were told not to make and bastard comments or anything la. so were proceeded inside. and the first thing was cubicle doors swung open with a loud bang. freak! then we saw it was people who were pulling the doors from above.
then we had to walk through this small space then i felt like a head hung up there and it sure make contact with your head one then we were like ! it was pitch black. serious. and we just had to grope our way around. then we were close to the mirror which was poorly light with a light stick. it was sort of a gay way to tell you to look into the mirror. which they clearly told us not to. anyway. it was sort of quickly done la.. so.. yea.
the last highlight of the trip was the foodcourt, not because of the food la.
we were led across the foodcourt suay again. it was the built environment foodcourt(my sch!)
then it was damn bloody scary, imagine an empty foodcourt and you have to walk past the tables and chairs and everything.then i was grabbed on the leg by a girl and she said i wanna eat in chinese la.. and i was quick shocked haha but when she sort of called her 'dad' to whip her up something,.( all in mandarin ah) we turned around, there was one guy holding a chopper and he sort of came after us. haha.
whooops last last point. when we were walking past the corners, where there are potential scares. we noticed two guys dressed in black. they remain still. and then qiaoyan sort of taunted them. she said im not scared of you, haha then they lurched at her, she was scared out of ther wits. but we realised what were they supposed to do. they were supposed to follow you if you had'nt noticed them bloody scary. okay END!
next!!!!!!!!
SS in playing at homeclub 3rd may and i really cant wait. i just got this thing to play in front of humans. its sort of makes me high!(borat thumbs up) and i hope you guys can make it and catch us there! i swear the lineup is good. but i cant really share anything yet.
and we have a acoustic show coming up too. so lemme tell you something. acoustic show best of lovers. so you are some kind of lovell like that, you come!
"do you remember when we were just kids and cardboard boxes took our smiles"- anberlin- inevitable.
SORRY DES! i didnt abandon you!!! i had to prepare for school la.. and dont worry about the start of school yea!
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
When open inverted commas close
I have this urge to blog. its just like how i suddenly get the urge to clean the house and especially my room. well. i Love to clean and i think i would be a great househusband. scrap that. haha.
pretty much to sum up what i've been up to this whole holiday. is plainly practising guitar, drums, piano and not forgetting my dizi. haha. and going out with adam and the band too. well. i made a very good friend and her name is Desiree.
a very cool friend to have. indeed shes super humble though. she watches borat(you dont get cooler then that) and she plays the guitar too.(sizzle) the best thing is that she pretends to forget how to play the guitar when i was around. humility at its best. and i'm sure there are tons of stuff that i have yet to know about her.
and ps i feel like guitar heroing with her dad man. we shld have a get together. but a xbox360 then play guitar hero. we all know the likely winner. (me... cough bullshit)
random fact. money really changes a person. and i dont want to fall for that trap.
the only person that i know has'nt changed is Ryan. congrats bro.
you see. its not like you change for the worse, its just that the behaviour actually changes to a very money conscious person.
you must be thinking. siao ah! got money who dont want. yes. but you think you rather have all those money and change your whole character? i beg to differ.
i'm just saying. TOO much money proves to be bad. thats what i think. which is my my ambition is to be a teacher. i love to teach. i like kids.(not a pedophile) i really like the way they good orrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! when i they finally understand something. and my level of patience is damn high. and i mean it...
and i would love to do and excerpt of one of elliot's post. and i will try my best to preserve the identical story.
One day, elliot was standing at a bustop and he was waiting for his bus' arrival.
then he noticed. a guy who, was horizontally challenged(sounds familliar huh.) he was singing a song to his girlfriend whose eyes were closed at that time. which i thought was damn sweet la.
when he was done. he asked her to open her eyes and then he held a cardboard in front of her and it said.(will you be my gf?) damn sweet. but guess what? she replied " oh my god. youre so nice. maybe a little too nice. but you and i are impossible. i mean. there are alot of guys who want to go out with me. and this would insult them. but we can still be friends right? she tried to mask that up with a smile. and that really hurt him. he reply "haha it's okay" was a clear and vivid sign that he was disheartened. well. these things happen. i mean i hate for it to be in his shoes la.. confirm slit wrist. but you see. if the tables had turned alittle. if he was'nt horizontally challenged which is the politically upright way of saying fat, would this still happen? that's my question to you readers out there. think about it. till then.
"and she came to me just like the morning sun, and it was'nt so much her words as such." desiree-neil diamond.
pretty much to sum up what i've been up to this whole holiday. is plainly practising guitar, drums, piano and not forgetting my dizi. haha. and going out with adam and the band too. well. i made a very good friend and her name is Desiree.
a very cool friend to have. indeed shes super humble though. she watches borat(you dont get cooler then that) and she plays the guitar too.(sizzle) the best thing is that she pretends to forget how to play the guitar when i was around. humility at its best. and i'm sure there are tons of stuff that i have yet to know about her.
and ps i feel like guitar heroing with her dad man. we shld have a get together. but a xbox360 then play guitar hero. we all know the likely winner. (me... cough bullshit)
random fact. money really changes a person. and i dont want to fall for that trap.
the only person that i know has'nt changed is Ryan. congrats bro.
you see. its not like you change for the worse, its just that the behaviour actually changes to a very money conscious person.
you must be thinking. siao ah! got money who dont want. yes. but you think you rather have all those money and change your whole character? i beg to differ.
i'm just saying. TOO much money proves to be bad. thats what i think. which is my my ambition is to be a teacher. i love to teach. i like kids.(not a pedophile) i really like the way they good orrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! when i they finally understand something. and my level of patience is damn high. and i mean it...
and i would love to do and excerpt of one of elliot's post. and i will try my best to preserve the identical story.
One day, elliot was standing at a bustop and he was waiting for his bus' arrival.
then he noticed. a guy who, was horizontally challenged(sounds familliar huh.) he was singing a song to his girlfriend whose eyes were closed at that time. which i thought was damn sweet la.
when he was done. he asked her to open her eyes and then he held a cardboard in front of her and it said.(will you be my gf?) damn sweet. but guess what? she replied " oh my god. youre so nice. maybe a little too nice. but you and i are impossible. i mean. there are alot of guys who want to go out with me. and this would insult them. but we can still be friends right? she tried to mask that up with a smile. and that really hurt him. he reply "haha it's okay" was a clear and vivid sign that he was disheartened. well. these things happen. i mean i hate for it to be in his shoes la.. confirm slit wrist. but you see. if the tables had turned alittle. if he was'nt horizontally challenged which is the politically upright way of saying fat, would this still happen? that's my question to you readers out there. think about it. till then.
"and she came to me just like the morning sun, and it was'nt so much her words as such." desiree-neil diamond.
Friday, March 14, 2008
i thought she was the one.
Dig a Ditch! maybe many of you will be much familiar with the line after that. well what happened today almost made me agree to what edwin and shatre once told me. look the reason is that i don't think she's the type that would actually do this. As my sister would always say, im not the bastard kind. and i dont really dont know how to actually dig ditches and stuff. but all i'm saying is that i'm really having second thoughts about this.
How great it would be if were some hot guy or some shit, so what if i know how to draw or play musical stuff(cough) it still doesnt cut. i mean. i would GLADLY exchange all my talents to actually look like shatre can already(no burn intended). i mean that asshole keeps saying that he is fat. but readers, trust me, i know what fat is.. you dont want to know. he is NOTHING of that sort man. seriously, one can learn to draw, sing, play the piano, guitar, drums and shit, but one cannot learn to be good looking. true.
wake up tomorrow and see if satan hears me or not.
i really thought she was the one. this is not a religionist comment or rather i'm burning my own religion. because. how many people of my religion actually listens to alternative, screamo, like faber drive, well perhaps i dont really know what's her fav la. but mine is john mayer and fightstar doubt it's the same. but you see. all those chinaaaaaaaa people are mostly my religion. cannot deny. once they switch on their mp3 jay chou pops out, im not discriminating them, it's just that they are sooo stuck ontheir own music and hate explore. i really cant stand people who only listen a single genre of music of sorts.
this isnt only about music
i figure out that perhaps if she talked to me about her family. i would feel alittle honoured. but it turns out that i'm not the only one whom she used to talk to about this(sorry edwin) but you own me.. big time.
there are so many things on my head. i rather not describe what happened online today cause its really a big slam right in my face. i'm feeling 25%angsty 45%sad 25% confused and not knowing what to do. and i have 5% free in my head just in case there's any new feelings arising.
Another thing before i go, i had some time today before 4 pm( my curfew).
so i followed my asshole neighbour to tp for the registration. and i saw ryan there haha! anyway.what gave me the creeps was that most of the guys over there were pierced up like full armour. and they looked like hardcore smokers. great. and talking about girls there. they hardly were wearing anything la! which is bad hello. my perfect girl would be dressed in shirt and pants. perhaps fbts but not too high. and god knows what low here, low cut there. ewwwwww.
"if we had the power, to bring our neighbours from war. they would have never missed a christmas, no more ribbons on the door." waiting on the world to change-john mayer(my idol for life!)
How great it would be if were some hot guy or some shit, so what if i know how to draw or play musical stuff(cough) it still doesnt cut. i mean. i would GLADLY exchange all my talents to actually look like shatre can already(no burn intended). i mean that asshole keeps saying that he is fat. but readers, trust me, i know what fat is.. you dont want to know. he is NOTHING of that sort man. seriously, one can learn to draw, sing, play the piano, guitar, drums and shit, but one cannot learn to be good looking. true.
wake up tomorrow and see if satan hears me or not.
i really thought she was the one. this is not a religionist comment or rather i'm burning my own religion. because. how many people of my religion actually listens to alternative, screamo, like faber drive, well perhaps i dont really know what's her fav la. but mine is john mayer and fightstar doubt it's the same. but you see. all those chinaaaaaaaa people are mostly my religion. cannot deny. once they switch on their mp3 jay chou pops out, im not discriminating them, it's just that they are sooo stuck ontheir own music and hate explore. i really cant stand people who only listen a single genre of music of sorts.
this isnt only about music
i figure out that perhaps if she talked to me about her family. i would feel alittle honoured. but it turns out that i'm not the only one whom she used to talk to about this(sorry edwin) but you own me.. big time.
there are so many things on my head. i rather not describe what happened online today cause its really a big slam right in my face. i'm feeling 25%angsty 45%sad 25% confused and not knowing what to do. and i have 5% free in my head just in case there's any new feelings arising.
Another thing before i go, i had some time today before 4 pm( my curfew).
so i followed my asshole neighbour to tp for the registration. and i saw ryan there haha! anyway.what gave me the creeps was that most of the guys over there were pierced up like full armour. and they looked like hardcore smokers. great. and talking about girls there. they hardly were wearing anything la! which is bad hello. my perfect girl would be dressed in shirt and pants. perhaps fbts but not too high. and god knows what low here, low cut there. ewwwwww.
"if we had the power, to bring our neighbours from war. they would have never missed a christmas, no more ribbons on the door." waiting on the world to change-john mayer(my idol for life!)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
you dont know the difference between a white collared job and a blue collared job.. stupid dick
hey kids! i just learnt the meaning of douchebag and that was many thanks to John Mayer my idol.
Just wanted to say, just what i needed the most.. a dad who actually says that i cant make it, to think that he supported me. my mum acutally told me what he said to her, before she threw my dad a middle finger. he mentioned that i would not make it in the poly and he said that architecture was a lousy course and i would be in a blue collared job, hey dick i checked it up already, blue collared jobs refers to those who execute menial labour and not some shit.. whereas white collared jobs are jobs that provides services. anyway thanks for your support, nice! just because you had to pay some money for my education, i get an extra bonus including support. IT's NICE.
"why do you sing hallelujah if it means nothing to ya" damien rice- delicate
Just wanted to say, just what i needed the most.. a dad who actually says that i cant make it, to think that he supported me. my mum acutally told me what he said to her, before she threw my dad a middle finger. he mentioned that i would not make it in the poly and he said that architecture was a lousy course and i would be in a blue collared job, hey dick i checked it up already, blue collared jobs refers to those who execute menial labour and not some shit.. whereas white collared jobs are jobs that provides services. anyway thanks for your support, nice! just because you had to pay some money for my education, i get an extra bonus including support. IT's NICE.
"why do you sing hallelujah if it means nothing to ya" damien rice- delicate
Sunday, March 2, 2008
what a great day...... NOT!!!
buenos noches.
what happen today.... was like a old man trying to whack a donkey's ass with a frying pan but Still misses.
vicksvaporcub had just finshed class and gnushila was only able to meet for a mere 7 minutes. to think that gnushila was able to sprint non stop all the way from the space wagon station. he had to lung all his babats just to make it for a 7 minute meet.
but never did her realise that vicksvaporcub was already being fair to gnushila already.. seeing vicksvaprocub for such a short already was great. but the longer the better.(national anthem)
to all readers if you think gnushila actually deserved more time... leave a comment! he'd be happy to know at least here are some earthlings who understand him..
goodbye to Minimum wage... you'll have a better house if you stay with Jingyi. at least you enjoyes the party last night huh.. with patrick and spongebob and durango and oats huh? i even brought them with you today to send you off! bye!
"you dont have to drive a fancy car, dont have to to quote me Shakespeare just to woo me."
corrine may- mr beasley
what happen today.... was like a old man trying to whack a donkey's ass with a frying pan but Still misses.
vicksvaporcub had just finshed class and gnushila was only able to meet for a mere 7 minutes. to think that gnushila was able to sprint non stop all the way from the space wagon station. he had to lung all his babats just to make it for a 7 minute meet.
but never did her realise that vicksvaporcub was already being fair to gnushila already.. seeing vicksvaprocub for such a short already was great. but the longer the better.(national anthem)
to all readers if you think gnushila actually deserved more time... leave a comment! he'd be happy to know at least here are some earthlings who understand him..
goodbye to Minimum wage... you'll have a better house if you stay with Jingyi. at least you enjoyes the party last night huh.. with patrick and spongebob and durango and oats huh? i even brought them with you today to send you off! bye!
"you dont have to drive a fancy car, dont have to to quote me Shakespeare just to woo me."
corrine may- mr beasley
Thursday, February 28, 2008
let's just say
Let's just say that i am still troubled and disturbed about what i saw in the bus home today. ed and i was taking the bus home today and we noticed a panas couple from cjc and their pda level quite high eh. it was almost 99 already and so this disturbed me. but dont get the wrong idea, disturbing not in a negative manner. this happening actually brought different thoughts to him and me. and what he thought? i dont know, but for me it was sort of a mirror to what i think i cannot have. and the good thing about their pda peformance is that their were actually living it up to the god of sex. meaning that their display was still decent and like it makes guys like me go... awwww. not like porn. there was no cock grabbing, and furthermore no douching! haha, it was like a quietdrive home(get it!) and occasional pecks on the cheek.
ha! never thought a fat guy could come up with such reasoning huh..
anyway i would like to wish them a very GreatSucess!
"upstairs in bed, with my exboy" amy winehouse
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
On a valentines day
"Valentine's Day"
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night
the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's DayOn a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
valentine's day by linkin park.
as you can see, what this post is all about... nope its not about valentines day, its about being alone on valentine's day..
''tengo miedo que ella los funcionará ausente como el restof'' dont get it? go to a google translator and see.
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night
the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's DayOn a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
valentine's day by linkin park.
as you can see, what this post is all about... nope its not about valentines day, its about being alone on valentine's day..
''tengo miedo que ella los funcionará ausente como el restof'' dont get it? go to a google translator and see.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
different? i beg to differ
Yo no soy peor que él. Tengo mis buenos puntos. ¿Por qué todo el mundo está pensando que no puedo hacer lo que la gente como él puede hacer?
i really think that i'm not as worst off like people say...
huge ideas this valentines day... but little opportunities...
things continue to dwindle and look worse and i don't think i resemble shrek at all. even ogres get their happily ever after.
"no one else can feel it for you.. only you can let it in... no one else no one else can speak the words on your lips." unwritten- natasha bedingfield
i really think that i'm not as worst off like people say...
huge ideas this valentines day... but little opportunities...
things continue to dwindle and look worse and i don't think i resemble shrek at all. even ogres get their happily ever after.
"no one else can feel it for you.. only you can let it in... no one else no one else can speak the words on your lips." unwritten- natasha bedingfield
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Demasiado amor
As you can guess from the title , i've decided to take the day off from school cause i'm really tired from the travelling and all.. i've also wanted un descanso de amor( a break from affection) and i just want some time alone... away from mis tres amigos.
things have really gone slower after the release of the o level results and teachers are teaching slower (or not teaching at all for that matter).
you'd probably won't get it...i really miss you all the time and how i wish i see you.... but that just wont happen.. and i always have to put up a happy front so you wont get affect by this.. anyway.
time will tell( el tiempo lo dira)
"i feel like an idiot, working my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say..."fort minor feat holly brooks- where'd you go
things have really gone slower after the release of the o level results and teachers are teaching slower (or not teaching at all for that matter).
you'd probably won't get it...i really miss you all the time and how i wish i see you.... but that just wont happen.. and i always have to put up a happy front so you wont get affect by this.. anyway.
time will tell( el tiempo lo dira)
"i feel like an idiot, working my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say..."fort minor feat holly brooks- where'd you go
Monday, January 28, 2008
he can only hold her
i can't even see her, talk to her, let alone hold her... very nice. As winehouse describe it in one of her killer songs.. i really hope this will turn out well... i have to make this blog pg.... and im having a good mine of making another blog... which will be darker and the unopened side of me....
anyway... i'm hanging on a string again. i've learnt from my last problem... have confidence in myself and..... blah blah blah.
watch me..
(Just Yourself)
"i'll prove to you we belong, i'll be the one that protects you... from the wind and the rain, from the heart and the pain.." all for love.. by sting, bryan adams and rod steward
anyway... i'm hanging on a string again. i've learnt from my last problem... have confidence in myself and..... blah blah blah.
watch me..
(Just Yourself)
"i'll prove to you we belong, i'll be the one that protects you... from the wind and the rain, from the heart and the pain.." all for love.. by sting, bryan adams and rod steward
Saturday, January 26, 2008
I've really done it this time
Actually the title has two meanings to this post
i'm sort of happy with my results, it's the best i got so far... and now i'm aiming for a course in psychology or architecture in the polytechnique. This time i hope that i can get in.
Congrats to all the people who thought they themselves also scored well.
i went to edwins house and i broke two chairs, 100% accidental. Now i think that his house doesnt scare me anymore. i can even godzilla my way through.. the Late Chair really gave its all, and it's last breath until i came along, as such, a purple heart will be given as a medal of honour. Rest In Peace white chair! you will be dearly missed by edwin, and No, you havent lost.. the only loser is the house... another member of the funiture family being taken away by the angels... (one minute of silence)
highlight.. i really think i've done it this time... i've officially became a relationship breaker.. now that they both are not talking to each other means that i'm gonna have this troubled feeling for quite some time.. and the comments at the friendster of hers is also rather quite disturbing.... not as in perv but mind wrecking words that cause you to have second thoughts about her. i really dont know whats up with her now... but only she knows and i hope that she knows what shes doing. she's really a nice girl and i dont want people to get the wrong idea of her in any way. Now i really have to do something about this.... watch me.
i know you like to move fast... but you have to clear things up first.
''you got a fast car, is it fast enough so we can fly away, we gotta make a decision.." fast car- tracy chapman
i'm sort of happy with my results, it's the best i got so far... and now i'm aiming for a course in psychology or architecture in the polytechnique. This time i hope that i can get in.
Congrats to all the people who thought they themselves also scored well.
i went to edwins house and i broke two chairs, 100% accidental. Now i think that his house doesnt scare me anymore. i can even godzilla my way through.. the Late Chair really gave its all, and it's last breath until i came along, as such, a purple heart will be given as a medal of honour. Rest In Peace white chair! you will be dearly missed by edwin, and No, you havent lost.. the only loser is the house... another member of the funiture family being taken away by the angels... (one minute of silence)
highlight.. i really think i've done it this time... i've officially became a relationship breaker.. now that they both are not talking to each other means that i'm gonna have this troubled feeling for quite some time.. and the comments at the friendster of hers is also rather quite disturbing.... not as in perv but mind wrecking words that cause you to have second thoughts about her. i really dont know whats up with her now... but only she knows and i hope that she knows what shes doing. she's really a nice girl and i dont want people to get the wrong idea of her in any way. Now i really have to do something about this.... watch me.
i know you like to move fast... but you have to clear things up first.
''you got a fast car, is it fast enough so we can fly away, we gotta make a decision.." fast car- tracy chapman
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Just Yourself
firstly congrats to you guys, you finally made it.. and as you can see, im almost grinning from ear to ear each day.. this is just a reminder that the only girl who loves me is my mum. "forever forever, let's make this last forever.."
next, i would like to say thanks to Kim who actually chipped in to help me get my dizi, which is a chinese flute. I've always wanted these stuff and my wish finally came true... i now know how to play a c major scale and a few basic songs. pathetic i know.
highlights, tomorrow's the release of the damn o level results and i am 60% worried, 35%excited and the 5% is for spare just in case i get another blow of feelings. i felt that i really did my best in this run and whatever comes out of the dungeons, i'd just jave to face it. Please, i need a 14 or below!
i still cant clear up the misunderstanding between us.. but believe me, i will one day.. and you'll see you got the wrong side of me..
Just Yourself,
"youre the meaning in my life, youre the inspiration." -peter cetera from chicago.
next, i would like to say thanks to Kim who actually chipped in to help me get my dizi, which is a chinese flute. I've always wanted these stuff and my wish finally came true... i now know how to play a c major scale and a few basic songs. pathetic i know.
highlights, tomorrow's the release of the damn o level results and i am 60% worried, 35%excited and the 5% is for spare just in case i get another blow of feelings. i felt that i really did my best in this run and whatever comes out of the dungeons, i'd just jave to face it. Please, i need a 14 or below!
i still cant clear up the misunderstanding between us.. but believe me, i will one day.. and you'll see you got the wrong side of me..
Just Yourself,
"youre the meaning in my life, youre the inspiration." -peter cetera from chicago.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
you've wronged the wrong man...
i finally have time off to blog and things have really been a buzz for me.... the highlights for this week is the performance, my siser's return and the biggest problem i had with friends to date.
i just really could'nt understand why he had to do that.. he had been helping me and in the end, he just got there first.. EL CLASSICO DE backstab. The worst part is that she now thinks that im a bastard and a son of a bitch whose trying to break them up, the truth is that i'm not. seriously i just wanted ask him nicely why did he say such strong words like NEVER? being a man, he actually told her that and now's shes got me wrongly. through it all.. i've tried to apologize, after 5 times she actually said that she was fine about but not so convincing. i've thought it through already, she is right by saying that she has the right to choose, but does she have the intellect to choose WISELY? that, i leave it to her sense and sensiblity. i just have to take the blame, be wronged, as my sister already told me that i should just take it as it is and one day, just one day, when opportunity rises, she'll see the truth, honesty im not trying to bastardize anyone here, but i'm really urging you to choose wisely other that, i really wish you well, best regards from me.
i talked to jingyi yesterday and what a wonderwoman she is, she's sick already and she stills returns to training, how silly, this is also really worrying, i once had a fever and still played soccer and in the end i had a prolonged fever, so please, do drink lots of water and have rest, you have school!
went to the airport yesterday, to fetch my sister and i had to wait in the terminal 3, i dont really give a damn about how new the terminal is.
the first cut is the deepest..
''you should have told me, told me from the start, i thought that i was the only, until you put me on the shelve and found somebody else'' damaged by shayne ward.
i just really could'nt understand why he had to do that.. he had been helping me and in the end, he just got there first.. EL CLASSICO DE backstab. The worst part is that she now thinks that im a bastard and a son of a bitch whose trying to break them up, the truth is that i'm not. seriously i just wanted ask him nicely why did he say such strong words like NEVER? being a man, he actually told her that and now's shes got me wrongly. through it all.. i've tried to apologize, after 5 times she actually said that she was fine about but not so convincing. i've thought it through already, she is right by saying that she has the right to choose, but does she have the intellect to choose WISELY? that, i leave it to her sense and sensiblity. i just have to take the blame, be wronged, as my sister already told me that i should just take it as it is and one day, just one day, when opportunity rises, she'll see the truth, honesty im not trying to bastardize anyone here, but i'm really urging you to choose wisely other that, i really wish you well, best regards from me.
i talked to jingyi yesterday and what a wonderwoman she is, she's sick already and she stills returns to training, how silly, this is also really worrying, i once had a fever and still played soccer and in the end i had a prolonged fever, so please, do drink lots of water and have rest, you have school!
went to the airport yesterday, to fetch my sister and i had to wait in the terminal 3, i dont really give a damn about how new the terminal is.
the first cut is the deepest..
''you should have told me, told me from the start, i thought that i was the only, until you put me on the shelve and found somebody else'' damaged by shayne ward.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Stay And Run Away
The past few days have been really fun especially with the guys around..(kim, nev and ed) and i enjoyed most of the days in school. i made a couple of new friends.. like spencer.. shaun.. nichola... hayley.... louisa...SARA and not forgetting Victor Krum!( the it boy)
i'd love to stay in the MI but it would be the best decision to proceed to a jc when i get my results..
I'm having a gig at the Homeclub... on the 19 of jan and i was told by many that that place is sort of a hip place... kinda excited... please come to my gig... i've got a surprise for you!
"You hide it everytime you miss, impatience waits around for me" paint your target by Fightstar
i'd love to stay in the MI but it would be the best decision to proceed to a jc when i get my results..
I'm having a gig at the Homeclub... on the 19 of jan and i was told by many that that place is sort of a hip place... kinda excited... please come to my gig... i've got a surprise for you!
"You hide it everytime you miss, impatience waits around for me" paint your target by Fightstar
Saturday, January 5, 2008
17 candles
i just got a reminder from videoezy that it's my birthday and i'm able to rent a movie for free.
well, just had an arguement with my mum(routine) about whether to go to a poly or jc or stick to MI. meanwhile the truth remains in the dark and i'd definitely love to go to a JC so that i can proceed to a local university. i'd do whatever to go there..
school the next day and we'd know what classes are we posted to(i hope) well...
"lead us to a place, guide us with your grace, to a place where we'll be safe.."
-charlotte church and josh groban-The Prayer
well, just had an arguement with my mum(routine) about whether to go to a poly or jc or stick to MI. meanwhile the truth remains in the dark and i'd definitely love to go to a JC so that i can proceed to a local university. i'd do whatever to go there..
school the next day and we'd know what classes are we posted to(i hope) well...
"lead us to a place, guide us with your grace, to a place where we'll be safe.."
-charlotte church and josh groban-The Prayer
No Reins
i just had to put this song in...
She left that loser in a dust cloud
Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free
CHORUS
Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reinsNo reins
All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free
Repeat Chorus
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh whichever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)
Repeat Chorus Twice
No reins- rascal flatts!
She left that loser in a dust cloud
Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free
CHORUS
Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reinsNo reins
All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free
Repeat Chorus
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh whichever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)
Repeat Chorus Twice
No reins- rascal flatts!
P.D.A
school was fantastic and i really enjoyed myself over there. Made a couple of friends like Kimberly(haha really funny girl) and some other guys. MI has so many cool things like an killer air conditioned hall! and nice classrooms and not forgetting a gym.. the orientation was great and we played so many nice games like the MI mass dance.. its really fun to me because we can get to dance dance dance our heart out.. we had to dance with girls but thats okay with me, edwin nevin and i were half the time worrying if one of us were going to get the MUS or the BIG SHOW quite scary ah...
anyhow we're starting school next monday we'll know our posting results soon!
15 of january is the day that my sis is returning.. cant wait.
"when you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part" dreaming with a broken heart- john mayer
anyhow we're starting school next monday we'll know our posting results soon!
15 of january is the day that my sis is returning.. cant wait.
"when you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part" dreaming with a broken heart- john mayer
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