why did you kill the cake sia!

hi. Im now at my aunt's place. near great world city and im gonna be here awhile? around 2 weeks. shes gone on a holiday with my sis and i practically have the whole condo to myself. well. erm the unit. not the condo. getting my ass to school would be easier and faster i assume.

i cam across this wonderful article written by ajahn brahm. its safe to say that most of us already know the common soap opera line, '' Aiyaaa if you really like her, you just want her to be happy, blah blah" similar lines have also been said but do we really know what that means? of course i, have the first hand experience and i am truly thankful for the lesson learnt. i dont want to write about sappy stuff so im just gonna share something. for those who already GETTTTT, what if 1 day, you found out that she had already eloped with you best friend? how would you feel? of course the natural feelings and response is to get confused pissed, beat your mom. haha. but after deep thought, you MAY feel that at least shes happy. (for whatever reason, you be the judge)
for ma homies who are still eligible bachelors, imagine this, the girl youve been dying to get for 1 2 years is already attached to... YOUR BEST FRIEND. how would you feel? yea and the you would start to call the girl a slut and stuff and demand to know in which area of manhood has your best friend truimphed. i dont know about you guys. im not repeating all this "bullshit'' just because some guy wrote it in a book. rather, i finally understood what he meant. and you cant put a price on that baby.


oh. one more thing. i just wanted to say, how much respect i have for people who are non-critical, for example, a guy who listens to rock goes to his friend whos listens to pop and says, pop sucks.gay. fag. and whatever, instead he respects the other persons liking for it and perhaps says, sorry i dont really appreciate this genre. such gestures put a smile on my face, i heard some convos like the previous one in the train. where guy A would say, is there screaming? then guy B says. yea! then guy A says, k, dont like, screaming suck. what SIAA.
similar stuff online, whereby people spent hours debating on whether a song is religious or not? i scoff at such things. the recent arguemnent i came across was about whether flyleaf's a christian band or not. so people were saying. look. shes raising her hands! its gotta be a christian song. shes reaching out to the heavens. NO. thats just an expression, NO the lyrics mean this and that.can we just enjoy the music? if they're not a chirstian band, would you still listen to them? if yes, saddddd. Im a buddhist and i sure as hell love underoath, anberlin and jars of clay.

its all about love YALL.
BearDoc is OUT

tang guo is hot man.

Alright! you yuppies.

Ok i swear there isn't much of a difference after that 30 mins spent on 'revamping' the damn blog. I can't rememeber the last time i blogged, played games or fb-ed. okay maybe i did go on fb but never longer than 10mins. Now that submissions have calmed down abit, i even have the time to do stuff like THIS. Dont you just LOVE the 3 colours? Black, white and (whatever blue). It totally reminds me of HaloODST. The troopers are damn hot.

I visited my cousin today. We lepaked and stuff, that lad just finished his O's. Freedom from stupid stuff like tuition. WHAT FOR? NO POINT! LUCAS, COME TO SP ARCHITECTURE!

Now for the story of how my beard got cut off. I could almost be like Tim Mctague but i just had to screw it up. Here's how it happened.
I was having another onslaught of nightmares on a school night, according to my mum, she could hear me shouting "YES LAA" "NO ITS NOT LIKE THAT" and other stuff and she barged in to wake up, duh she turned on the light and she saw the damn well grown beard. so sad.