nobody said it was easy laaaaa part 5 finale.

you know something?

i really hate emo blogs. the truth is. you write. but no one really gives rats ass. not even the tip of it, so to conclude this dark shiat in my 'life' please enjoy the last chapter before we have a sexy time.

eclipsia had all the artifacts in his hands. but he was too damn slow. both parties sadina and dragunov seem to drift farther away from him. he was slow. he couldnt. eclipse remembered that day where he mustered the confidence to ask sadina out. she declined.
the loser was left in the dust cloud, heart in his hand, chin on the ground, he wanted to see what sadina was really up to.

he hid behind the bush and truth enough, sadina was dancing with dragunov, he was playing the fiddle, she didnt seem to mind how screechy the melody was, all she cared about was him, eclipsia walked away, blaming himself, losing everything except for one thing, the lesson that he would never forget, never trust someone that easily.

the end.

well shiat happens, its back to the start for me.

at least i have dear mr song. my korean tkd teacher. i go to him for girl problems. kidding. his favourite quote. in korean,

a steel hand in a velvet glove.

grading is in 2 weeks. green belt.

nobody said it was easy laaaaa part 4

so. after consulting the witch warden, roshan, eclipsia had a good dressing down, "what the - are you doing?" screamed the witch warden. "you had her this close! you'd better not give up now" eclipsia was really emotional and confused, he poured out his feelings to the warden. the witch warden then understood his claims, and gave him the scroll of the legions, a common artifact however it can wield power so great, success would become second nature to those who read it everytime.
the scroll wrote..
" take interest and concern in what you do, failure would arise if you become disturbed by his doings"

being much confused, eclipsia clarifed with the warden. the scroll meant simply, " do not worry about what your opponent does, convert the time worrying into the time working hard. then success would be yours"

eclipsia drew a smile on his face, feeling assured, yet uneasy. with that scroll he threaded with haste....towards success.

nobody said it was easy laaaaa part 3

eclipsia held the scared box tightly. much afraid to open it. half of him wanted sadina, the other wanted dragunov to succeed.

time drifted past eclipsia and he stood, rooted to the ground and doing nothing,while dragunov maintained fine composure and showering love and hints to sadina. eclipsia thought of something dark. something vile. evil. before he knew dragunov's love for sadina, he already had been practising magic. dark. black. bloody. this magic, kana, could wipe out anyone, on one condition, eclipsia had to tap into sources like jealousy, hatred and disdain. this magic, being his last resort, eclipsia would hate himself if he had stoop to such level of dishonour.

with the box still in his hand, and julonia still busy with michelle trsyting, eclipsia had no choice but to consult roshan, the witch warden....

to be continued......

nobody said it was easy laaaaaaaaa part 2

part 2
dragunov and his chief eclipsia, both seek the fair maiden, sadina. the went to seeke the help of the lich king 'Julonia'.
Julonia gave them each a rare artifact,'confidence seeds', promising them the love of their life if they watered it everyday. Dragonov believed the lich king, julonia, and decided the water it everday. eclipsa however did not believe in the magic and did not water it at all.

days past as Sadina and Dragunov grew closer. The lich king, julonia watch from afar, feeling great pity for eclipsia he decided to help him, granting him his most powerful artifact 'the ultimate box'. he said ' open this while believing in the acient magic inside and you might get your fair maiden's hand, but beware you will only find love or hate inside'. having said this, the lich king ,julonia

went to have sex with his wife name,Michelle Trsyting, fairest maiden in the land.

to be continued....

nobody said it was easy laaaa

training has been very fun and good so far. every damn weekday. i feel as if i school there. my instructors very niceeee. and one of them actually said i was marvellous... it means alot. i think its because he didnt expect me(the tubby) to whoop the heavy bag so hard. thanks ah.....

i finally got the motivation to dig out my old ukelele thanks to ajrafael on youtube. go youtube him. talented dude..... uke is kinda easy to play and fun too. but im so big then the thing is so small. its contrast to the max.

watched coming soon with my sister and i almost died. damn scary.

now for abit of latest shiatttts in my life.
once upon a time. there was this knight. called dragunov, he was strong and brave. his chief, eclipsia, was however, not as strong, and showed abit of the bulge at the stomach. the two of them, however, had nice characters, dragunov love to go hunting and playing tower defence, eclipsia loved to play the fiddle and yoddle all day.

the princess of the castle, sadina, caught both the knight's and chief's eye. they all wanted to be with her. being good friends, dragunov and eclipsia consulted each other to find out what they really felt before actually taking action, seeing that dragunov also had feelings for the princess, it was eclipsia's first reaction to give way, and being such a douchbag, he sort encouraged dragunov and spurred him on with half his might, leaving the rest to himself.

to be continued.....

shiats like this happens to me all the time. but i hope that it doesnt get that bad until it's on par with the incident at MI.

the meaning of.

chiong suah- adj.
-to quickly do something.
-to be very powerful
-to become popular girl-magnet.

eg, i'm going to chiong suah and become rock star. hahah.

holidays suck and rock 50 50. but i like the free time. i can do more douchebag stuff.

right now i set my mind to join the weekend tkd programme. will see how it goes.

i am going to chiong suah.