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it's time for CHICAGO

2010-01-05T06:12:00.000-08:00

damn Avatar's really DAMN NICE. check this out. A movie Asshole like me. who sleeps at most movies. has never Yawned once in the movie. never looked at the CLOCK once. never looked ELSEWHERE other then the screen. everything was great. Human's grace and greed was really well portrayed. Humans will stop at nothing to get what they want, and violence always plays a part. Also the love was great. although its kinda like interspecies(HAHA) but it really showed how they got closer and she finally saw past the ugly human that he was( sounds familiar) and started to fall in love with him. ahh Nice. Considering that i almost lost control of my eye fountain... avatar gets 5 stars. im no movie junkie. soo movies that make me tear or somewhat derserves that. for eg. american pie 7. HAHHAHAH. when that fat dude finally got the head cheerleader. i was OUTTTTTTT.

now its time to reach in for my old chicago collection. first track to hear. "youre the inspiration"

each year, i wish for the exact same thing, hoping that it will come true.

TBB freaking qiang like mad.

2010-01-03T00:09:00.000-08:00

since my sis had free passes to readysetglo at zouk, i had no choice but to go at first. initially i thought it was gonna be a house dj.. so not really that interested. but when i realised the night was featuring the bloodybeetroots. i was damn excited and began to camp for them to come on. the dancefloor was weird btw. some girls molested me. then i got scared. but late into the night. i got wasted. foolishness kicked in. if you know what i mean. say hello to PAPAPIMP.

this is a must check out. MUST.

AlesanaQIANG

2009-12-27T00:22:00.000-08:00

i used to dislike the way Alesana screamed. but now. I DIG IT. especially the song " last three letters'.
i miss muay thai class like crazy. definitely gonna join evolve next time dammitttttttttt

had class potluck/christmas celebration last sunday and i missed sound series... welll. heard that ss played hazy eyesss.. whee. damn shiok. (wheres the charlie part if charlie is singing the alex part? hahha) wheee now im able to play underoath, a day to remember and all that jazzzz.

covering hysteria using adam's metalcore pedal is SO BADASS.

why did you kill the cake sia!

2009-11-29T06:18:00.000-08:00

hi. Im now at my aunt's place. near great world city and im gonna be here awhile? around 2 weeks. shes gone on a holiday with my sis and i practically have the whole condo to myself. well. erm the unit. not the condo. getting my ass to school would be easier and faster i assume.

i cam across this wonderful article written by ajahn brahm. its safe to say that most of us already know the common soap opera line, '' Aiyaaa if you really like her, you just want her to be happy, blah blah" similar lines have also been said but do we really know what that means? of course i, have the first hand experience and i am truly thankful for the lesson learnt. i dont want to write about sappy stuff so im just gonna share something. for those who already GETTTTT, what if 1 day, you found out that she had already eloped with you best friend? how would you feel? of course the natural feelings and response is to get confused pissed, beat your mom. haha. but after deep thought, you MAY feel that at least shes happy. (for whatever reason, you be the judge)
for ma homies who are still eligible bachelors, imagine this, the girl youve been dying to get for 1 2 years is already attached to... YOUR BEST FRIEND. how would you feel? yea and the you would start to call the girl a slut and stuff and demand to know in which area of manhood has your best friend truimphed. i dont know about you guys. im not repeating all this "bullshit'' just because some guy wrote it in a book. rather, i finally understood what he meant. and you cant put a price on that baby.

oh. one more thing. i just wanted to say, how much respect i have for people who are non-critical, for example, a guy who listens to rock goes to his friend whos listens to pop and says, pop sucks.gay. fag. and whatever, instead he respects the other persons liking for it and perhaps says, sorry i dont really appreciate this genre. such gestures put a smile on my face, i heard some convos like the previous one in the train. where guy A would say, is there screaming? then guy B says. yea! then guy A says, k, dont like, screaming suck. what SIAA.
similar stuff online, whereby people spent hours debating on whether a song is religious or not? i scoff at such things. the recent arguemnent i came across was about whether flyleaf's a christian band or not. so people were saying. look. shes raising her hands! its gotta be a christian song. shes reaching out to the heavens. NO. thats just an expression, NO the lyrics mean this and that.can we just enjoy the music? if they're not a chirstian band, would you still listen to them? if yes, saddddd. Im a buddhist and i sure as hell love underoath, anberlin and jars of clay.

its all about love YALL.
BearDoc is OUT

tang guo is hot man.

2009-11-16T01:11:00.000-08:00

cool day at school today, on the way home, i decided to listen to Architects suddenly they sound so QIANG!!!!!!!!!!!! and i bet you wont last half the video. but the entire song is really good though.

it's all about love YALL. L O V E

Alright! you yuppies.

2009-11-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

Ok i swear there isn't much of a difference after that 30 mins spent on 'revamping' the damn blog. I can't rememeber the last time i blogged, played games or fb-ed. okay maybe i did go on fb but never longer than 10mins. Now that submissions have calmed down abit, i even have the time to do stuff like THIS. Dont you just LOVE the 3 colours? Black, white and (whatever blue). It totally reminds me of HaloODST. The troopers are damn hot.

I visited my cousin today. We lepaked and stuff, that lad just finished his O's. Freedom from stupid stuff like tuition. WHAT FOR? NO POINT! LUCAS, COME TO SP ARCHITECTURE!

Now for the story of how my beard got cut off. I could almost be like Tim Mctague but i just had to screw it up. Here's how it happened.
I was having another onslaught of nightmares on a school night, according to my mum, she could hear me shouting "YES LAA" "NO ITS NOT LIKE THAT" and other stuff and she barged in to wake up, duh she turned on the light and she saw the damn well grown beard. so sad.

the good times

2009-10-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

cheh. i thought it was my packs forming

2009-09-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

damn. felt that the tremor thingy. i just completed my set of sit ups. then when i got up to use the computer. i feel that rumble. its more like lateral shifting thingy la. then i quickly lift up my shirt just to take a peak at those wonderful 6 packs that was about to form. but. FALSE ALARM.

it hurts like mad (no pun intended)

2009-09-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

my leg is damn pain. to exact, the outside of the calve. freaking pain, although i can walk, but when it comes to a change in height or stairs, i die. its all becuase of training session. how lame is that man come-on. one of the guys at true fitness decide to train me for fun becuas he saw me working the bag. then he came forward and asked, what martial art you learning? next he threw on pads and it was hardcore workout, i didnt expect him to kick so hard. its almost full force. its like everytime i missed. he would give a kick to my head. lucky i knew how to block. haha. end up he had this sadistic "tanking" fetish. where he would aim for my legs non stop. in the end of the session. it was really hard to walk. 2 days already. damn. fuck. this taught me something damn important, as much as you hate to block shots with your shin, its always a better alternative than getting hit in the (outside calves. haha)

ok that was physical pain, now about heart pain....... jrshsrwssakdasdjasdasdjasdhrs (transmission ended)

Why sia.

2009-09-16T03:39:00.000-07:00

this SHIATX started all because one guy. one fat guy. he couldnt wait. what the hell was he thinking. he thought he was slim enough. but no. in the end. the entire clan seperated because of him. you've outdone yourself... AGAIN. eugene.

Just freaking put it in la!

2009-08-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

OK havent blogged in damn long. but finally im able to. IM DONE WITH SUBMISSION AND CRIT. whee. architecture rocks! no studying but the projects are a massive rapist. thanks to archi i can barely even go to tkd right now. damn sian.. the highlights so far, would definitely be transitions ep launch. i mean its was freaking massive, face off started the whole shiatx rolling and made it so damn "forever the sickest kids" i couldnt take it. then barricade raped me further with his damn vocals. then fas continue the raping onslaught with killer songs and cover. LIKE underoath. i was literally chanting when they play its dangerous and too bright to see. mad. never seen that many people up on stage before. then it was SS. whole completed the raping process. charlie's voice is freaking high and hot. and everyone was like tight like MAD. and victoria looked damn cool and hot with the band laaa. damn happy for them! and i personally love the song 2 cents worth. KILLER. esp the last part that made so much sense for losers like me. haha. thank you ryan for that lyrical lovely meaningful SONG. savingsomeone has inspired me....... to TAKE UP THE ER-HU or SYNTH. my hunger for learning new instruments never died and it will never. its time for me to learn some new shiatx.

k la back to blogger laaaa.

2009-07-21T09:48:00.001-07:00

finally. i tried moving to livejournal but it was too hard for me, so my level of IT prowess suggest that it's best to stick with blogger. lets see, what can i grab from the top of my head....

i went to catch transformers 2 since everyone was screaming in my head how good it was. i wonder whether they watched it for the action or for megan fox in slow motion if you know what i mean. the movie was cool and nice. just that it was too noisy and i dont think that megan fox is hot. shes too fierce. i prefer girls like (insert name here).

recently i have been tuning to clumfmradio in itunes under the category electronica. it's killer. dj santana is a killer dj. love his mixing man. i can tune it all day. and i DID. (exact time from 10am to 2am plus) during the day before submission. i was dancing like a biatch. cool stuff.

my biggest condolences to the tkd dude who died. youre damn brave i swear.i remember my first time fighting a black belt. scared like shit. but you overcame it and still fought anyway. it was all an accident and i hope you forgive the asshole red belt who kicked you in the neck.
rest in piece, brave warrior.

Next. as most parents would say when it comes to uncessary misery and trouble, STUDY LAH. i found out for myself that that really works and it takes your mind off uncessary things. if you're still messed up after all that studying and working that means the problem is big. if not, you were just digging up unecessary shiatx. sooo ( 1 2 3 ) STUDY LAHHHH.

and now i will demonstrate my latest input of IT knowledge. inputting a video. so here's one of my favourite songs.. and if you think he sings like a gay. go... eat a chair. he's my damn idol.

MIRRORS

2009-06-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

hi.

let me recall from last monday. aswin called me and told me he's down with fever or some shiat. so i have to go to muay thai myself. at first i thought of skipping. but i figured that bruce would whack my ass the next time i come. so i shifted my ass to muay thai. honestly. i was feeling very(any word ranging from upset to pissed to BUAY SONG) so muay thai was my incentive, i went to training to relieve this (buaysongness) instead. i feel like i spoilt the meaning of the martial art. i abused it in a way. i was whacking the bag so hard until the pad holder( cj ) told me to slow down. and the coach told me to not over commit. because he still had other physical exercises for us.
but i really cant help it. thanks to aswin who gave me this 'special training'. i wont tell you what is the training is exactly called. but he will speak words that are piercing and relate them to my bad past and he will sort of jrsh me over and over again. this really gets me going. i like it.
dont ever.. piss me.

next i went out with desiree for sakae sushi and caught up with each other. long time no see. and play and laugh and all that SHIAT. she made me eat the salmon thingy and i almost vomit.. stupid. i hate that dish des!

work wise i think i'm able to cut the deadline. if not its a big fail for me. i learnt something useful in work. it is to shut out everything distraction and concentrate. i dont mix personal issues with work. (pats on the back)

watched drag me to hell with a julian. freaking gay. i dont know what we thinking. no choice what... i mean... no one else to watch with. it was a good show nonetheless.

went to adam's gig today. its a good show and i sort of went to homeclub's flea market with des and josh. in the end josh and i went to bk to eat. then des meet her friend sheemenah and they were off to their female shopping frenzy while i got to know josh through bk. eating and man houring.
made a new friend today. desiree's ex classmate? joshua. the funny type. he plays the guitar too so.. yea and hes kinda chauvanistic. so thats funny in a way. i like making new friends. especially knowing that certain friends have a expiery date.

unfortunately this blog seems to plain because its just the surface. im trying to repair certain things in my life...

reminder to humans. PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. THINK BEFORE YOU ACT. BEFORE YOU GO ABOUT GIVING PEOPLE FALSE HOPE.

THE FRIENDLY TUBBY IS LOSING ALMOST ALL HIS LOVE. PLEASE HELP.

DUDE. THIS SHIT IS BIG

2009-05-31T03:12:00.000-07:00

ok life is really screwed up right now. it has hit rock bottom. not really my life but my friends' so how they have become so damn important to me that i consider it my problem.

its like we all thought that our life was damn screwed up. but have we ever thought of other people who's lives are more screwed up. its like now the problem is about friends. whom you see everyday. they are alive and well but things are still jrsshed up. but have you every thought of the dude who lost his wife becuase of the terrorist? my point is sometimes life can really get messed up. but the most important thing is picking yourself back up.

easier said than done. but try it and perhaps it works for you.

SHADDUP

hwoarang vs bruce.

2009-05-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

life is so screwed up i forgot i had a blog.

if hwoarang vs bruce. who would win? damn important question. let me start.

first muay thai training was killer. the guy quite mad but he said take it at your own pace which was good. the important thing was that i pushed myself. and the girls are kinda silly. hello its muay thai. dont wear fbt unless you like giving free shows! i keep getting blinded.

and next. went to savingsomeone's gig. its crazy! mad! damn qiang! qiang zers! its rapist! its that good until level 100 trannies get attracted. then i have been listening to control s for 2 days straight. and its good la. you guys are great man. and charlie finally grew legs to move. damn proud. and the whole show made dian cry. damn PRO SIA.

work wise. im damn busy and i suck. everyone pwn me in archi. its good. life is great.

and the main shit. watch out for the adventures of eclipsia!

the last row is for lovers.

2009-05-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

my life. quite screwed up. wait wait. it's damn screwed up. it's good la. when in pain and doubt. just repeat the phrase 'its good la" 2 times and you'll feel better.

what susan boyle said "thats just one side of me''

what youre experiencing and looking at is just one side of me. i really hope you realise the other side.

other SHIAT. i just joined MUAY THAI with aswin. MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD really going to die.

i read something interesting about muay thai and that is the teachings that the fighters learn.

"you wont be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger" -buddha.
and so it means dont get pissed off easily and abuse what you learn.

K I HOPE MY LIFE GETS BETTER.

fancy you placing that picture.

2009-04-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

school is busy and everyone seems to be moving ahead. leaving some douchebags like me lagging behind. i cannot lag anymore. due to the recent shiat i have been really affect and offline. so now im going to chiong suah.(thats what i always say)
was supposed to watch x men today.but what is the point? what is the point?
gave it a miss and ate some shiat in school and had man hour with the newest member. where we all emo around at one corner. you are so bright and qiang zerx.

for this situation now. i feel like quoting AVA's mirrors. i loveeeee that song.
and i can relate to it.

"its easy for you, to say these words, youre not here with me now. youre not here with me now, too easy for you, to say these words, youre not on the floor, youre not on the floor"

NOTE- new phrase. (whats the point) use it if youre emo and you will feel better.

eg.
a- hey wanna go and have a bbq?
b-....whats the point? no point.
a-k.

it works.

what is my body weight?

2009-04-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

got my greenbelt today. it was great. i added my strength and agility stats.
perhaps muay thai for me? i will consider when the cca open house arrives.

a litte girl with a big heart once told me "love isn't all about liking each other" and i thought to myself. its so darn true. take a minute to think...if youre hoping to see each other's happy side all the time.. its gonna turn out ugly. im not going to elaborate, if not this space is going to be some emo shiattttttttt.. and im not a emo douchebag.

to the girl with the biggest heart...
i pray and hope that you tide over your problems and shiat. because its very painful to see you struggling and having no one to turn to. the tubby bear is always there for you buddy.

(prepare for some gayness) im much closer to aswin now and i have already became his disciple.

and lastly, i forgot to mention.
a big congrats to DOM and ST for being together. i wish you happines and owangeness.
-the vice chairman of man club

what's the point?

2009-04-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

school is really getting screwed up. getting alittle confused with the project. rides to and back from school gets really freaking boring and the time in the train makes me emo. i so need to focus on tasks at hand. this is really shit man. ultimate pangsai.

which is why i told myself this morning, i will avoid expletives(try my best) and here's the joke of the year.
dragonboat, gym club or rugby?

i've got a secret, i know something you don't you know

2009-04-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

tell me how you feel, because fat guys feel too, its only human.

i sat down and started thinking, why bitch about things online when it doesn't help?. sooo.. Im not going to talk shiat here. maybe in my diary... convo of the day.

me-wah bro, im not doing very good now la.. very down man...where did i go wrong, really matchiam loser sia. i think i level 25 troll warload. really damn down now. please la, we have to be qiang zerx i dont want to lose again.

adam-k.

me-erm. k

our head lecturer mentioned this belief, he was once told to write was he desired to achieve a notebook, and he followed and wished to be the top student or some shiat. then later in life, he achieved that shiat in rmit. respects to him man. was it the book? or his hard work? or the both?

maybe i didnt hesitate, once he told us that in the lecturer room, i took out my note book and wrote "i dont want to be a loser whore, and i wanna become fit and hot"

we'll see, great success..

nobody said it was easy la part 6 + The ending the beginning + bloopers and behind the scenes.

2009-04-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

you write on your own ending.

eclipsia limped his way back to his hut. knowing that all is lost, he felt really down, as people would say, a whorebag or douchebag or loser in that sense. he only had himself to curse at. sadina became well aware of eclipsia's absence and behaviour and decided to have a chat with him. it was a long and hearty talk. never before had eclipsia come so clean with a female enchatress before. he poured out everything to her. everything. everything. he was very upset and did not understand why was he the last person on earth to know everything. is it really to difficult to trust a obese fiddle master? as if he was as ugly as the troll under the bridge. sadina understood his claim and was apologetic. what was eclipsia to feel? things are done and it is was it easy. a failure, something which he was familliar with long time ago. he was also sorry in a way that he had caused her so much trouble and remorse, well it cannot be help because she IS truly the fairest , prettiest, attractive, alluring, delightful, breath-taking, stunning, ravishing, gorgeous maiden in the kindom of lazarra.

THE END.

special features. The Fat Guy Song.
(note-names have been changed to protect privacy)

he is a good guy
She is a good girl in his eyes
No Eugene time

lock up in the cupboard with hands tied to his head
they warned him 'no fat guy tonight'

the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy

true enough, the one that cast ur shadows
will be the one to hold your hand
(But it was never true for a fat guy)

days past and seasons changes,
im still the same old fat guy
she said i was cute,
what she really meant that i was fat.

the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy
the fat guy

woah woah.
one day she will tell you that she has had enough of the fat guy.

Someday , i will see throught a brighter window
i'll be slim, ill get girls
Someday , i will see throught a brighter window
i'll be slim, ill get girls

we hope
we cried
we on the other side
we were never different

Someday , i will see throught a brighter window
'll be slim, i'll scream(i love you)
lyrics by eugene and julian. HAHA. really funny song btw.

grading is TMW. Hao game

ps. eclipsia the fiddle and yoddle master wrote a tune called - the girl in white hoodie with patterns. haha watch out for it

it's all good man.

2009-04-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

i passed my internal grading. and that means the stf grading will be so much easier! well. i wont be too complacent so i will practise. green belt siolxx.

other news. had dinner with my classmates today at manhatten fish market. first time there and i really enjoyed the salmon. others were kinda too oily. cheh.
went to paragon to do some douchebag stuff and stupid stuff happen. i sort of got mini lost in that mall. k.

grading is this sunday! 12 at turf city! cant wait.

i have to be the happy tubby all the time. no choice. so... this blog is happy!=) happy blog!

hey buddy

2009-04-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

im trying to revamp my whole blog but i just cant. because its hard.. i dont know any html or any shiats..... and xanga is uber hardd.. its worst then updating a damn warcraft game. i swear. i'll see what i can do.

hook=pain like mad.

2009-04-01T02:25:00.000-07:00

just when i wanted this space to be gay and happy, shiat happened and interfered. anyway during training yesterday we were training on punches. jabs cross hooks uppercuts and what have you, i threw a left hook, my shoulder popped. i felt it came out, it was freaking pain, not the first time though, i managed to fix it and tried the hook later, then it popped out again, freaking pain, mr son did some shiat on my shoulder although i couldnt barely understand what he was saying. but it felt better, he told me not to stress it for the next few days, and right here, i cannot rotate my shoulder as per normal. i hope it heals.

my teacher taught me.

yi nei- perseverance in korean

nobody said it was easy laaaaa part 5 finale.

2009-03-29T09:25:00.000-07:00

you know something?

i really hate emo blogs. the truth is. you write. but no one really gives rats ass. not even the tip of it, so to conclude this dark shiat in my 'life' please enjoy the last chapter before we have a sexy time.

eclipsia had all the artifacts in his hands. but he was too damn slow. both parties sadina and dragunov seem to drift farther away from him. he was slow. he couldnt. eclipse remembered that day where he mustered the confidence to ask sadina out. she declined.
the loser was left in the dust cloud, heart in his hand, chin on the ground, he wanted to see what sadina was really up to.

he hid behind the bush and truth enough, sadina was dancing with dragunov, he was playing the fiddle, she didnt seem to mind how screechy the melody was, all she cared about was him, eclipsia walked away, blaming himself, losing everything except for one thing, the lesson that he would never forget, never trust someone that easily.

the end.

well shiat happens, its back to the start for me.

at least i have dear mr song. my korean tkd teacher. i go to him for girl problems. kidding. his favourite quote. in korean,

a steel hand in a velvet glove.

grading is in 2 weeks. green belt.

nobody said it was easy laaaaa part 4

2009-03-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

so. after consulting the witch warden, roshan, eclipsia had a good dressing down, "what the - are you doing?" screamed the witch warden. "you had her this close! you'd better not give up now" eclipsia was really emotional and confused, he poured out his feelings to the warden. the witch warden then understood his claims, and gave him the scroll of the legions, a common artifact however it can wield power so great, success would become second nature to those who read it everytime.
the scroll wrote..
" take interest and concern in what you do, failure would arise if you become disturbed by his doings"

being much confused, eclipsia clarifed with the warden. the scroll meant simply, " do not worry about what your opponent does, convert the time worrying into the time working hard. then success would be yours"

eclipsia drew a smile on his face, feeling assured, yet uneasy. with that scroll he threaded with haste....towards success.

nobody said it was easy laaaaa part 3

2009-03-23T08:40:00.000-07:00

eclipsia held the scared box tightly. much afraid to open it. half of him wanted sadina, the other wanted dragunov to succeed.

time drifted past eclipsia and he stood, rooted to the ground and doing nothing,while dragunov maintained fine composure and showering love and hints to sadina. eclipsia thought of something dark. something vile. evil. before he knew dragunov's love for sadina, he already had been practising magic. dark. black. bloody. this magic, kana, could wipe out anyone, on one condition, eclipsia had to tap into sources like jealousy, hatred and disdain. this magic, being his last resort, eclipsia would hate himself if he had stoop to such level of dishonour.

with the box still in his hand, and julonia still busy with michelle trsyting, eclipsia had no choice but to consult roshan, the witch warden....

to be continued......

nobody said it was easy laaaaaaaaa part 2

2009-03-23T03:22:00.001-07:00

part 2
dragunov and his chief eclipsia, both seek the fair maiden, sadina. the went to seeke the help of the lich king 'Julonia'.
Julonia gave them each a rare artifact,'confidence seeds', promising them the love of their life if they watered it everyday. Dragonov believed the lich king, julonia, and decided the water it everday. eclipsa however did not believe in the magic and did not water it at all.

days past as Sadina and Dragunov grew closer. The lich king, julonia watch from afar, feeling great pity for eclipsia he decided to help him, granting him his most powerful artifact 'the ultimate box'. he said ' open this while believing in the acient magic inside and you might get your fair maiden's hand, but beware you will only find love or hate inside'. having said this, the lich king ,julonia

went to have sex with his wife name,Michelle Trsyting, fairest maiden in the land.

to be continued....

nobody said it was easy laaaa

2009-03-23T00:48:00.000-07:00

training has been very fun and good so far. every damn weekday. i feel as if i school there. my instructors very niceeee. and one of them actually said i was marvellous... it means alot. i think its because he didnt expect me(the tubby) to whoop the heavy bag so hard. thanks ah.....

i finally got the motivation to dig out my old ukelele thanks to ajrafael on youtube. go youtube him. talented dude..... uke is kinda easy to play and fun too. but im so big then the thing is so small. its contrast to the max.

watched coming soon with my sister and i almost died. damn scary.

now for abit of latest shiatttts in my life.
once upon a time. there was this knight. called dragunov, he was strong and brave. his chief, eclipsia, was however, not as strong, and showed abit of the bulge at the stomach. the two of them, however, had nice characters, dragunov love to go hunting and playing tower defence, eclipsia loved to play the fiddle and yoddle all day.

the princess of the castle, sadina, caught both the knight's and chief's eye. they all wanted to be with her. being good friends, dragunov and eclipsia consulted each other to find out what they really felt before actually taking action, seeing that dragunov also had feelings for the princess, it was eclipsia's first reaction to give way, and being such a douchbag, he sort encouraged dragunov and spurred him on with half his might, leaving the rest to himself.

to be continued.....

shiats like this happens to me all the time. but i hope that it doesnt get that bad until it's on par with the incident at MI.

the meaning of.

2009-03-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

chiong suah- adj.
-to quickly do something.
-to be very powerful
-to become popular girl-magnet.

eg, i'm going to chiong suah and become rock star. hahah.

holidays suck and rock 50 50. but i like the free time. i can do more douchebag stuff.

right now i set my mind to join the weekend tkd programme. will see how it goes.

i am going to chiong suah.

2009-02-25T05:43:00.000-08:00

im sorry i had to post this up. stumbled upon this picture in the internet and i have to say... this guy. he. young man, erm. he, nothing to say.

great! im sick and not the normal sick. kinda serious sick. lucky my school's out so i can have the time to rest. looks like i can't fight the next few days.

i really love the buffalo song from fallout boy. nice.

why do i always startle the witch? maybe i should slim down and she'll wont be stunned by my fats.

i took a break from watching shutter today, i watched two parts then i was like.. whoaaa. wait wait.

locked up in a cupboard.

who keeps their cyclops son in the basement...

2009-02-24T22:46:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the day where i finally understood the meaning of baikkk! and chiongsuahness.
with my year 1 archi coming to a close. all we had left to do is to attend some shiat called the portfoilio review where they check your shiat is see if youre set for year 2. then we like were waiting outside the classes like douches because it was really damn scary and initially the meeting time was 12.00 then the lecturers told us that we had to wait until 230 before they could finalise their decisions. so i waited there without having lunch. after much chiongsuahness.. we were finally allowed to go up, and we were greeted by a huge board with names. 27 names to be exact. a full class. those people are the 'in danger' type because they may not be able to go to year 2. lucky my name was not there and i finallly understood a need to the word baik.
so i cant wait for year 2 to come. it's said that we are going be building a condo. which takes up the whole year. gonna be damn busy... i like.

now that school has ended, adam and i decided that we are going to join the so called intensive taekwondo programme at j h kim. where we can go there everyday and train from say,, 10am to 10pm? I LIKE.

went to upper thompson road after the portfoilio shiat, when to some shiat called icekemo or whatever, where there was ice cream and all flavours were pointing to me and calling me fat. lucky i didnt succumb to those assholes and shared some ice cream with dom. played chess over and owned cecilia. she favours her horse more than her queen. she'll never read this! haha.

julian if you are reading this. we need to chiong suah. i need to chiong suah. but i have to wait it out. i doubt can chiong suah.

i remember the time when adam and i sparred, we sort of set some karate kumatei rules, where are supposed to whack the hell out of each other in a certain amount of time. halfway through the fight there was hell la, got frustrated and i somehow wanted to give a big right hand to his chest, and i missed and my fat arm was heading for his face, upon contact, i rammed his face and
he almost tio a ko. hahhahahhahaaa. and his face was bruised. im so sorryyyy.

i was thinking, what should i name my condo next time. my first project was called 'bringmethehorizon' because i wanted to capture the view of the sky despite the tall buildings in the city. the second was called 'between the trees' because it was in koh samui, thailand and there were lots of trees and i happened to think of union.

i was thinking of '' aria'', ''estrella" '' ocean avenue'' or ''cannibal corpse''

i know what'cha trying to do buddy

2009-02-14T10:23:00.000-08:00

man. its really hard leaving the band. i really miss them and i know im going to miss playing shows and stuff.i really wish them all the best.

congrats to busm for finally getting the girl of his dreams. remembering the tims when i met him outside my house's bustop at night just so that he could tell me how bad things went.nevertheles, at the end of the day, you are the winner, owner, qiang zer, great guy, david, alexander and all.

now its time to the offical man club pledge(read it out loud busm)
i, busm (full name, too long to type) acknowledge that i am qiang zerxx, i will make (girlfriend) happy always, i will give in to her, anything to put a smile on her face, if that means stripping(skip this if you are fat), i will not cramp her style in any way, i will annoy her until she laughs, i will try my best to work out and be slim(skip this if you are slim) i will make sure that she comes to no harm whatsoever, i will slay the attackers with my boxing, tkd,muay thai, jiu jitsu, wrestling, judo, jun keet do, wing chun, drunken fist, taekeon, northen boxing, hwarang do, karate goju kai(select applicable, state others) however i will not abuse my qiang zerness. i will still keep in contact with my males species of friends, i will love them like i love (girlfriend).

dear busm,

"the chairman wish you all the best for your leave from the man club aka bachelor club, be happy and stay happy, if you are mean or hurtful to her in any way, the chairman will personally see to it that he will whooop your sweet candy ass."

best regards,
eugene
chairman of man club.

now...i gotta do this shiat. introduced by desiree. (more free)
Rules: Once you've been tagged, write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

this shiat is so easy.

1. i gotta get my blackbelt.

2. i can better control my temper ever since i join tkd.

3. i accidentally kicked adam in the face, my first time.

4. desiree is a funny girl to be with.

5. rusell understands me musically.

6.i dont bite my nails. but my sister does. thats how i get my nice curvy nails.

7. i have very short fingers.

8. i just learnt how to play apologize on piano and i feel sexy.

9. i didnt know the band called hey monday until they finished performing. what a douchebag.

10.i plan to go play tekken with desiree. just kidding. i plan to go study with her.

11. i have to look at people while i talk to them which is why i dont really like msn.

12.harold and kumar is one of the best shows ever.

13. i am grateful that desiree lent me so many cds. like boyce avenue!

14. i dont understand why she doesnt allow me to download.

15. andrew is an asshole. happy leaving the bachelor club. need reservations? coming back? kidding.

16. i watched the apprentice for the first time, and i love it.

17. i love nogh hiang(spring rolls)

18. my grandma doesnt want me to learn cooking.

19. tacit aria's new song is damn bloody nice. damn bloody nice.

20. i like micheal because although he is aggresive when it comes to work, he doesnt take things personally.

21. i think christine is damn talented and i cant wait to hear her play.

22. i think desiree is talented too, but she denies it.

23. desiree's dad and my mum can really DRAW.

24. i love my aunt. i wanna be like her. shes in the architectural business and she is in charge of the ir.

25. lastly. i dont feel as if i am 18 years. i havent bought liquor by myself yet.

25 points is way too little. im thinking of so much things.

danny gokey is damn hot. american idol singer.

i want people to be serious when they are learning something.

i am still finding out how to i actually spar with a muay thai player. my sensei refuses to tell me. asshole. (whoops.)

cant wait for the holidays. j h kim is having this everyday tkd programme where i can go there to train every damn day. no life right. yes.

i know what

2009-02-14T10:17:00.000-08:00

green tip siolx

2009-01-30T05:22:00.000-08:00

haha one week of hard week. out came a damn rendered image. showing the view of the sea from my masterbedroom. my friend told me to add the cow head for good luck.

damn its too much for me to handle. so much shiat going on. anyway promoted to green tips siolx. 30 more points to up my strength level. right now, im a whacker. but i wanna be promoted to bulldozer. and i cant stand weak guys. i wanted to whack one dude on the train because he was kinda gay and he's girlfriend was hot.

hogu

2009-01-24T01:58:00.000-08:00

everyone has their obsessions. and not forgetting their alter---obsessions. for ryan.. he's crazy over cameras. for adam he's crazy over spending money. and for me. i love to get martial art stuff. and here i am again thinking.. perhaps not thinking but posting. i am going to buy a hogu for myself. its a upper body protector people in tkd wear. it helps sparring so much since you can finally hear who gets the points, instead of arguing whether the kick was a clean shot or not.

whee.....

cannot wait

hollywood would be jealous

2009-01-22T07:19:00.000-08:00

Thanks ryan, for the banner. i look like whorebag.

i will start the random shite. i think i will start according to importance.

hung out with desiree today. did alot of douchebag stuff. especially me. met at tampines. then go parkway. i wanted to watch ponyo on the cliff by the sea, then later i thought it was too gay. then we went to parkway to 'chill' i dont know how to chill. ultra fun.

finally got me new strings and a rosen for my violin bow. the strings are finally sounding well.

had abit of time after that. popped by j h kim tkd dojo. to see derek in action. hahah. he threw a kick then landed on his ass. haha adam and i laughed like mad. should spar soon. i really need the training.

chinese new year coming. damn fun. i love it. love the people. love the food. love the food at night.love fighting.

bass guitar's coming up really well for me. i'm learning some shiat here and there. benny/ i know you not reading this you asshole. but sell me your bass for 100. haha

k. i need to cover ddg's the show must go on.

China Crash

2009-01-15T09:01:00.000-08:00

Hello there.

This is Ryan here who've just logged into Eugene's blogger with this statement:

UPDATE THIS MOFOING PLACE.

Have a good day. =]

happy new year. although i didnt celebrate

2008-12-31T21:38:00.000-08:00

im still tired from the MASSIVE dancing on christmas. where i lock myself up in the room and dance like mad!

a happy new year. same shiats. thanks to everyone who has taught me something. piss me off. backstabbed me(only one) and made me feel like going for the black belt. and other shiats.

thanks to the everyone in the band who showed me that we can play shiat together. gone through good gigs and shite gigs. but hoping for the better to come! team crash oi!

thanks to the tkd guys for spurring me on although i was the fattest dude in the club.
my stats strength-10
intel-7
agility-4+1
bravery 6+1
armour-8
thanks to j h kim tkd peopl who showed me that tkd is not only about fighting.

thanks to adam who joined tkd with me and fighting with me all the damn time.. we shall get girls when we get black belts.

thanks to desiree whom i just knew her. but it seems like a damn long time ago. we have something in common... yet we fit so well.... shhhhhh. ok. talking about alot of shite just about anything. telling me about your family shites but i always know that somehow youre still gonna love them. always saying that you suck at guitar, but i actually know people who suck more. i appreciate you telling me your shites everytime that shows im a good listening, or its becasue you dont have a choice. hahha kidding.

thanks to benny who showed me that you excel like crazy in your instrument. always learning and getting better everytime i see you. learn slapping now!

thanks to the Limelights of the past who has actually showed me that i actually did something. where i was the mini coach carter. my little help to you guys has reaped good shite. playing much better now then last time when you guys could not play rasa sayang.
(dont let others judge you just because you just started out. dont put yourselves on a different level just because you've been to lesser shows then the rest. after all. we're all making music arent we? WHORE)

thanks to spencer who stole girls from me in MI. you taught how to not trust people that much especiallly if you only knew them for a week.

happy new year everyone.

happy birthday. jogger ask jharlie mampus sial kental qiang ze

2008-12-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

im blogging during my work "break". great.
happy birthday to charlie the mpj. hope you like the baseball bat aka cockmeat sandwich. SUCKER.

j h kim taekwondo is fucking fun. i have a korean coach. and i dont understand a word he says. i love the shiat. im going for grading this 17jan. wish me luck. im gonna pump up agility and intelligence stats and turn into a green tip.

erm. music wise. haven't been in touch with the guys. but eager to see what new shiats we've got. i recently had this so called nightmare when we practised like mad. but go no where. wah sial! rather disappointing. on the next day. ava happened to save me again. dont know why. but their concept of the album makes me believe that good shites WILL happen one day.

Last night, a breakdown saved my life.

i love fighting. esp tkd. and i love fighting. next i love music. erm.... i camped at my school library today realising that they had a whole damn shelf of music books. i borrow singing. BASS GUITAR OMG I CANT WAIT. and VIOLIN OMG. the only song i know how to play is happy birthday. mary had a little lamb and only one the first part. haha.

i love fighting.

fire door

2008-12-09T05:58:00.000-08:00

new JIAM!

practically shocked to see so much dust in blog. well, lets run through some history. thanks to everyone who came down for the acoustic gig at esplanade. thanks to desiree for somehow evading her dad and coming to see me althought it was a school night. i gave my cash to my grandma. 40 bucks isnt much.

rock for wayne at sp was so good i was practically stunned all the way. the bands were so 'mature' in a sense that they did not go and say our next song is our next song is our next song is. they sort of created their own form of introduction not only by talking. some by a story? some by a joke and the others leave clues by starting the intro for a long time. so i guess we bloody NOOBS need to work on that!( pulls hair)

NEXT! just studied with desiree and adam today. damn funny. adam really couldnt study. perhaps it was because of me. but i really learnt that how different my course is from the others. theres no more mugging at lecture notes. so i sort of miss that. and sorry desiree i couldnt understand you the whole while when you were trying to explain the penalty for trepassing. hhaha lawyer stuff.

yes! i finally blogged. hmm. what's in for me the next few days. gig on friday and im definitely going to make time to fight again. long time man.

fact 1- i have a plan. to fuse alt with hxc. bye

Lupin

2008-11-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

more more. up till now i dont know how many times i said the word 'more'. ok.

firstly, charlie's is a asshole. too ownage already. but here's a word of advice ah. dont just 'cover the face, attack the base ah' all guys should know. must make sure that you guys really like each other.

more. today was presentation day. it is sort of my 'test' since i dont have that many papers to take, i sort of cock 1/4 of the whole thing up. i dont know what i was doing then all the shiat came in la. its still not as bad as my friend who wanted to place the toilet bowl right beside the stove for flavour and ambience. moremore.

by the way guys. i'll be taking a very long leave from the bachelor club...

as if whores! if you believe it, youre a chair.

if you manage to scroll all the way down and finally end up here. that was a good joke. me leaving the club? no way whores!
new hokkien words learnt, chua tio and tio kan. one means scared and the other means kena.... you know.....

gang vocal

2008-11-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

each time i tell myself i want to update, i tell myself not to. nonsense.

alot of shiats been happening lately. been up to my necks with work. building, pasting, cutting, measuring,drawing, strumming,picking,bmth harmonicking,recording and so on. school is really busy and i hate to see people enjoy their own cca when i have to gobble down dinner and rush to the library to try and at least complete my work by the time it closes. if you think carrying laptops are hard. wait till you carry materials and models. each time you make a CONCEPTUAL model, it is not supposed to be chio and you go around wondering if people will point to your model and say, "look! a kampong!"this is based on a true story my friend had experienced.

the other hand, i had just try to give my blog a whole new look by chaning blog skin? i dont even know what that means, thats why i tried googling it and they just had to confused my small brain by saying " before you do that, you have to understand the concept of codes and css,......." then i immediately gave up.

other shiats happening. SavingSomeone just recorded at tnt studios and i must say, it is very hardcore, the guy there called ah boy is also very good, we almost wanted to ask him to guest scream for us. especially the parts where must have the essential bmth " oh!" and the tdwp"swee swee weee wee". ryan is gonna go collect the cd today and i hope that he does so we all can have a hear at it. thanks dude.

alot of other shiats! charlie is a asshole. i have never been more embarrassed in my whole life. the whole band were on bus 14 and then he started saying something that rhymes with yomamaposjozzzx. im trying to make this as pg as possible. because you know that this is a pg blog. it is so damn paiseh until ryan and i decided to go up and hide, but there were no seats, and me standing on the upper deck of the bus could lead an accident easily. i rather hear that word coming from a baby. imagine... a baby shouting. i want yomamapossjoozoozozz.. it is so much better casue he is innocent not like some asshole hole.

i have to join another cca soon.i love tkd but it doesnt love me. they keep holding the training until so late at night. how to go back la.. and i can hardly make time for that shiat. im looking at mma or muay thai at evolve gym at dhoby ghaut area. flexible classes. professional coaches from thailand. i should make use of my fat hands.

other shiats. friday was a great day. after recording. i didnt know why but i decided to message jy cause i was really worried that she was dead or something.. touch wood la.. but ended up her phone finally change and all. yea. so its a good day.

now i shall demonstrate the power of putting up images. which ryan told me to learn that skill. behold.

shit. i dont know how to put it to the center. but i found this from adam's friendster profile. very amusing picture. and at the same time. its as disturbing as saw 5.

seeing chester makes me wanna workout.

2008-10-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

as adam and i realised today. we saw chester. our old friend who is now in vjc. he was the only person better than me in badminton in my pri school days. hah! didnt believe that a fat dude could own in badminton hah. anyway. he's still his skinny self and he's grown la. matured like siao. not me la.. im still the lard joker type. oh, did i mention that he has a girlfriend.. yea! so what nothing la! more more.. kidding. all the best chest.

I SO WANNA THANK RYAN FOR PAINSTAKING SHOWING US THE DAMN WAY TO RANKING. adam wanted to get the damn adpator shiat for his guitar and ryan was so bloody kind to show us. thanks man. seriously.

let me talk about whats happened today!
after my archifest talk i went to meet up with adam for dinner and then he had to wait for his sis at eunos at about 830 plus. then when we there. she said that she had'nt finished class. and all the shiat happened damn funny. so we ended up waiting until 930 and his sis hasnt even reached yet and we spent the time talking about sensitive stuff. modern teens call it emoing. like why and how we are rolly polly like and how no girls like us. slit wrist haha. and its great to know how others feels about..

when is my leg recovering!?

2008-10-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

hmm. more more free allow. let's see. school is starting soon and i'm damn excited.

breaking news. edwin is going back to indonesia to visit his granny. i hope she's okay so that she can kick ass. take care!

okay i had the two weirdest dreams in my whole life.

dream 1.
the most awkward ever. i was schooling in tp. and we had just ended a class. we then went down the 84 levels of stairs( i think it was 84 because i heard some people talking about it) then i realised that there was this shortcut where you could slide down a pole like a fireman's pole, erm okay that sounds wrong. anyway. i slid and i made my way down. dont know how the iron frames could tahan my weight. then my classmate.. joan. she wanted to save time and sweat so she decided to do the same. the plan was for me to catch her. but when slid down. she sort of missed and i didtn catch her.and she died. then i was damn bloody sad. i felt uber reponsible. so i buried her at my backyard. and i went there veryday to pay my respects although i was damn scared and freaked out. ok ryan! the joan is our school joan. hahahhaaah. i dont know why man.

ok dream 2. dream 2 was so much better than dream 1. it involves me and a girl. ok its not what you think. we'd just been together, and we walked to sch and stuff. not bad ah! due to privacy matters, i cant tell you the girls name. but only what her name sounds like. it sounds like this

_____________________(sounds like NIEUJIAM)

ok thanks to adam he showed me a videoclip. hahah. in youtube! of this girl playing protest the hero- bloodmeat. and i was damn bloody stunned. i love it! its nice how much! its like i almost wanted to take out my shirt and mosh!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TNVTVcwihE

hmm more more

2008-09-29T06:22:00.000-07:00

desiree wants me to update. so i have to lift my black ass to do it. well. last sunday was shiok. taekwondo grading at kovan cc. at 830 freaking early. managed to pull off my shiat. and i did all the shiat that i was taught. and the different thing is that this time i kihap(shout) damn loud. and there's this indian dude tester. he looked at me and was like 'wtf wtf!" yellow belt! whee!

now for the big shiat. i haven't completed my microstation 2nd floor and roof plan. the thing is that i think im doing all the shiat wronly. come on. i cant even work paint. you know. my plan and contract is finally ending. it started out with adam asking me to help out with his band. and now he's got a full line up and every shiat.. and its kinda almost ketat la.. but still long way to go. savingsomeone still 10% ah!? wtf!

hmm other shiats. bryan im so sorry. i have been going out these past few days and i haven;t return your effect shiat! if you are reading this...... message me or something haha. sorry about that you chick magnet.

come on! other shiat! erm. last night i talk to desiree about how some songs made a impact in my life and all that shiat. and i was practically giving my full report of john mayer and the eagles songs haha. i realised the eagles " love will keep us alive" is the favorite song of all time. its like used in so many weddings. nice. my wedding if i have ah. i will do the devil wears prada and get drunk and scream. joking.

oh lastly. i sparred with david! haha he's like damn ownage. if you were to see it.. it wasnt really a full contact spar. if not i die already. we had to watch our control. he's punches were good. one thing that makes me proud about taekwondo is that i finally have this ability to "slowmo" which means i can see things faster and i know how to react much better to it. i was able to sneak some kicks to the sides. and there were times where his stomach was unguarded. and i was able to do a back kick. but a light one la.
but he whooped my blocking hand and kneed me like hell. three knees kenad. ok. the biggest question. will lin feng return to taekwondo. will he prove his point about skinny people always being able to beat fat dudes. come on!

95 to xp

2008-09-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

well. i've been trying to upgrade myself from 95 to xp if you know what i mean... but it really doesnt look good from here.. things on the other hand. which may help is SPARRING! so excited everytime. i have been sparring with people, mostly adam, my sis, then the peeps from sptkdc.
adam is fun to spar with cause he will never expect the back kicks, so i'd do a fake and then a quick back kick. then my fats would be impervious to the block.. his right shoulder is bruised now because of the massive weight. my sis, is quite pro. but she uses underhand techniques. punching me at the throat, the others are fine.

the last tkd training was mercriless to my fats. we did super cardio excercise. instead of running the normal distances we went around the sp carparks and i stepped on so many rocks. pain siol. then many other shiaaaats. the killer one was the horse stance shiat... we gotta put slippers on our thighs and if one drops its ten push ups. i did a cheap shots by the way. lucky my slippers were haviannas. heavy and grippish.

haven't talk to jingyi in awhile. no wait... in a damn long time laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i dont like local music. i LOVE it.

2008-09-05T07:48:00.000-07:00

i must say.. i stumbled across trella's and For Better Endings' myspace they both have damn good tracks loaded man. for better endings is like power to the max. i had to double check whether they were singaporys. and trella's new song is catchy as well.i was moshing in my sit until every fat of me shook.

on the other note. savingsomeone is playing tomorrow at the jam aloud finals! i really didnt believe we'd get in. when i heard the news. i told my parents and they just breathed. although my confidence is 82%. the other 8 is worrying whether there will be any faults in equipments and thingys. 5 is about the outcome of my hair. and the last five is spare just in case any new feelings crop up. we really gotta win this to prove to my folks we are not some assholes doing some shiat. especially when you have parents who are not so musically friendly unlike ryan and edwin and charlies parents who push them to the studio.

heres a typical convo.

ryan's dad(joseph): hey sonny. where are you headed tomorow?

ryan: naw man, i dont know man. ya knaw.. imgonna park my black ass at ali's place or sumthin man. ya ok with pops?

joseph: you cant do that. you have to jam. bump up your bhangra. if you dont jam 24/8 how to become me?

(drumbeat)

i dread to tell my mum about jamming when the date closes in.

hey saviours lets do some shiat tmw!

i finally understand. why does philip have to go? what the fuck! audiocean lose a great guy like him, the funny dude who reminds me of erik of wgb.. damn rules. assssss

i can Never forget this.

2008-08-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

hey dudes. back on the internet finally. my mum cancelled my internet shiats because of some emailing shit problems and then reactivated again so it took around 2 weeks pending. spent killer time the day before yesterday trying to install the mio thingy on the com so i can go to the internet thingy,, sweat like crazy. bathed twice.

the gig at central was not great, not good, not spectacular. firstly people too poor to buy cables but can buy pickguard, realised that the amp rosak. but actually the cable f'd up. then i stoned there for a good 12 minutes, having the pa people scurrying around trying to fix the problem. sadly desiree used her mana points on a lousy gig. other than that, everythings fine.

on the other side of things, my sis is coming back from aus.. baik ah! she decided not to level up to master rune. and jusy bring home the degree pendent. good enough man! keep it up! shes getting a crumpler for me, woot( jumps around, fat shakes)

more serious business now. i have been greatly disturbed by the stuff that has carried on from my MI days. i mean. now my dear friend joel is getting the same shiat that i've gone through, really damn sian man. for me its normal one. cause i fat and im not tom cruise, so all these girls stuff i kena until i immune already. they come and go, immediately.

some people...
says: youre a very nice guy and i like you for that. but you.... erm.. buddhist ah.... tak halal!

some people hurt less.
says: hey just wanna say, youre a very cool guy to be with, i cant stop laughing when i'm with you, but how come you wearing your taekwondo padding under your shirt today? no training today what( points to my stomach)
then realises oh thats not the padding, its youre stomach. bye see you sometime!( zao zao zao)

others,
dont even talk.

more more more.

maybe we should all learn how he does it man. perhaps he does has something special.
until today i know that she'll never understand what i meant, and that i was the one. i should'nt explain anymore. shes probably forgotten about this.

THEITGIRL

2008-08-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

hello! back from a wonderful set at homeclub. we totally owned and made the girls go wild( everyone except me). but still not so bad. i manage to talk alittle with jazz, my architecture coursemate and drummer of audiocean. He's nice. Ryan snapped his string during Speed to Break Down and his dad is gonna rape him. Philip was damn nice to lend him his ibanez and later during Paint Your Target, he had to change another guitar cause it had some lock thingy so it cant drop d. still ownage though. bryan charlie and edwin were the girl getters and ryan has gotten the girl of his life and im the sweeper.i headbang kreet kreet, i guitar swing, kreet kreet.

what's up with the damn popular and hard to girls huh, they look really pretty and chio and they've got 1 billion guys chasing who probably are from dragonboat or some muscle club but they still fail. aiyo. no comment. really. then people like me who take a step back, and keep our hands to ourselves. if i chiong i get burnt because of my fats or looks or religion. haha sorry you buddhist ah? (strikes me off the list) nice la... and some people tell me, they want to find a temporary girlfriend, they say ah i going poly just get one temporary girlfriend, for fun only. i can only show you the international finger sign.

savingsomeone is IN tapestry! yay! so is audiocean! yay! but we playing at central! awww! but we get to wear tapestry shirts! yay! it may not fit me! awww! we gonna have a good stage! yay! but no girls look at me! awww. at least got guys! yay!=)

im grinding myself with archenemy and bringmethehorizon..

''never too late, to stand your ground, revolution begins"arch enemy-revolution begins.

Beware!UltraSexyManiac

2008-07-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

some updates on the band. i have finally switched from defender to striker. i will rest my drum sticks and let the new sexy beast do it. instead i'll be shreddddding guitar and samurai swings. 360 swings. anchor head bang. monster stomp. one hand flick. praying mantis double fist. yes. in short im a guitarist now. i figured that our band is very ketat. means tight. all we need now is more showmanship man! so watch out for a super fat me doin the shit!

ladies and gentlemen. theres no need for any intro. you all already know that busm(bryan ulric vladmir kushkov vostok de francis narais adolf leemans) better known as bryan ulric santa maria is the new drummer for savingsomeone. and i know what youre thinking. (ah now sure got double beat!) and guess what you are right. he's bloody good. thats my son!

workwise.... hmm submission next friday i gotta pick up the pace. something about this course is that everything takes a hell lot of time.. making models esp. i sweat while cutting and i swear if i am drawing my plans and elevations to scale somemore and you bump my hand.. i'll give you the flying kick.

"push me, and then just touch me, until i get my satisfaction.satisfaction.satisfaction. satisfaction." benny benassi-satisfaction

we fight alone but we train together.

2008-07-05T10:07:00.000-07:00

the code of sptkdc! haha i love it everytime when it comes to training there's always a challenge- equals to a lesson learnt or something interesting that i haven't tried before. yesterday, which is a friday. i went to tkd without lin feng. dude show alittle more effort. if not how are you gonna have the last laugh at the fatty whos typing these words anyway. fat doesnt always equal to lose. theres this uber fat tkd guy and i really mean fat as in fat. did i say fat already. ok to show you what fat is.. its like 3 times the size of me. take that. but you know what? when he kicks its almost impossible to block. omg that time i saw him sparring with another guy. whos damn quick and stuff. the match started off by the skinny guys whos chionging all the swift attacks here and there. and as you know the fat dude was practically blocking everyshot with his trotters. this way, that skinny guy could not get any points haha. and there was this turning point in that friendly whereby he unleashed his inner fury or fatness. he did this bursting attack which sort of means he chiong like siao. he gave to turning kicks. damn hard! and one stamping kick(for those dont know its a 'big boot') to the solar plexus and finally back thrust which means swinging his whole body 360 degrees and kicking with the ball of the feet. then the last shot happened to kick the guy in the chest and he totally fell on his back and i think he gave up. haha see! SPEAKING OF WHICH> I FINALLY TASTED THE KICKS THAT I HAVE DOING TO MY BAND MATES. sorry guys. haha yesterday i had to wear the upper body padding and so called tahan the seniors kicks la.. they say that this is the way to know how to block a kick. and i bloody swear its damn pain. the entire left side of my stomach had a blue black at the end of the training. ouch serious serious........ painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

"tingrrr ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ting ting, tingrrr ting ooor orrr" crazy frog.

Balcony

2008-06-16T09:55:00.000-07:00

hi! such a long time since i posted. its kinda late now i plus and im done watching some tkd demonstrations done by none other than the originators of the beautiful sport, Korea!
man. things are really complicated so far. why does religion have to be in everything? its just like dota. scourge vs the sentinels or some shit. i donno. but up to date. people who dont know me think im christian or catholic. and the reason being that i can speak english well enough and im not dark skinned. sorry my malay friends, no offence. its just that there's this thinking that ' you speak good english and then youre christian.' up to date i still haven't found a friend who's like me. except for justyourself. whom i dont think im her friend. people's blogs are filled with praise for their faith. im not complaining. neither am i saying that im not faithful. its just that are we(buddhist) the race, considered at the scourge?
let me ask. what is faith? is there such a thing as conflicting beliefs and do they always end in dust? i dont think so.

and why would you say that couples from different religions would disagree with each other over beliefs and taughts? if you were to argue over this trival matter then im sorry to say, what has your religion taught you? and it hasnt taught you well. im not saying that that the other religions are bad, NEVER taught of it at all. i swear, but you cant deny that all our gods we pray too give us hope and guidance in any way and they sure would wish the best for us, so why would we argue?

i finally understand the song 'balcony' and i interpreted my own feelings from the song. its about telling a boy not to be so involved in all these things and just concentrate on something beautiful called love. and if it still doesnt work out for the poor you, you have to let go. learn to let go.

thanks for writing this song ryan.

"so i'll stand my ground in the weather, it doesn't matter, if i am not for you."
balcony-SavingSomeone

yellow

2008-05-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

hey all. back again.
okay the highlights so far.
the major competitions Salad days. we wont be participtating as charlie's going back to his homeland.. haha perhaps some other time. and next. taekwondo is... damn fun and challenging and it made me discover things that i thought i could never do. i have this immense respect for the black belts and i believe they deserved it.

tkd is really fun. here's the start off. we assemble in lines. and if we're not properly lined. push ups it is. i think that is very fair and i try to make sure that all of us are bloody evenly assembled.next 5 to 10 rounds around the foodcourt 5. depends on the blackbelts mode. anyway stretches after that. uber important. and then we have this mini horse stance mode. when we stand with our legs as wide apart as possible and we hold it there until the blackbelts call to stop. endurance. next we train our agility by doing all those skipping and hopping excercise. damn 'fat-people' unfriendly. tiring. next! kicks and mainly patterns. we dont get to spar with people yet cause we suck. but check this out! grading is on june 29! that means if i pass the grading, im gonna be a yellow belt! haha.

ok thanks to people like ryan to try to keep the spirit up by saying they feel a gust of wind when i sort of kick their face. haha not actually. i just go for a full kick but i stop just infront of their face. haha. i learnt patience and mostly respect ever since joined tkd.

you can hide all you want. but i all i wanted was to talk. now im some kind of fat monster. fat yes, monster no.

''monster, how should i feel?"monster- meg & dia

The Cutsman

2008-05-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

Alright i know i haven'nt been updating and all.. but look on the bright side! i finally know how to insert a text box or whatever you call it! and i know how to add the link list! dont worry. the list will get longer!

Shall talk about the recent stuff in my life. Life's really busy nowadays and you know archi and design students, completing an assignment doesnt only take an hour of writing or stuff. Darn! we actually have to make stuff( models! ah!) before you know it a few hours is burnt! damn fast! Well next friday is confirm judgement day, two meanings. one, literally, we archi students, or should i say our final models are gonna get judged and criticised! haha the other meaning is..... our ricebowl! next friday is the make or break kinda day. it's like a critique session, and we all get dressed up nicely, get our models ready and do a team cheer haha and then go out there to present it to the bosses and see what tthey think of the model and personally i hate the q and a part but no choice so i'll do my best to defend ourselves when the bombardment of questions starts. haha. its gonna be a onslaught i swear!!!!! i'm not supposed if they come forward and get the model and start to shake it and crush and go " what the f#$k is this huh@! and then then then... when its all messed up they say.. i think it looks better like that! haha...

now about the other side, not always greener.
damn. i really can't believe. i tasted failure in secondary school already man! for two whole damn years, ultimate burnage but sadly no umbrage from stormy weathers and other shit. and it happens here again! in Darch sp. my class. nice.
contrasting characters, similar features. i guess it's a test or something. but i'm not really going for it if you know what i mean. its a bonus she looks good. its a god damn bonus she plays instruments. but i dont cut it.

once again. my music talent for your handsome face+hot body one year warranty. its not to late!!! i would glady exchange! no hidden costs ah!

"you can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark.'' dancing in the dark-bruce springsteen

crickets

2008-05-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

hey! well yesterday was indeed a great show man.totally not what i expected. from the previous gigs where people were sitting down like... krrr krrr krr. yesterday had a huge crowd standing in front and i almost wanted to crowd dive man. thanks to those who came down and support us.

normal stuff started after i came home. miniature unhappines because i came home around 8. normal stuff.. scolding and shouting.

then i realised that i had a second thought about joining tkd. first because of the time and day. tuesday and friday. 630 to 930. and it sort of clashes with my jamming practice which is on friday's at 6. and i really dont know what date to put it on. cause if i put it on weekends i'll have so much less time to study. but if i put it on weekdays. im gonna come home late. and i cant do any work. this really confuses me. and my mum helps me alot me. she totally thinks the band thing sucks and stuff. cheers to those supportive mums out there. when i get to baybeats my thanks list would be missing someone for sure.

now im still confused about the thing until my mind thinks well again.

i have to resort to this blog method... cause i dont really have anyone to talk to except for ugly dog.. bye.

Every Once In A While.

2008-05-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

As you can see Guys.. we ARE playing at homeclub this sat. and damn i injured my ring finger but i'm stil gonna play! damn it feels great to see your band's name up on a poster. woot.

Do come early and catch Audiocean! they're good man... and the sushi master would definitely put up a good show!

for the record, you're damn right.

"The Show's Not Over" Lights Cameras Questions-SavingSomeone

i just wanna live on good charlotte's dancefloor, wanting the truth or something else

2008-04-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

hey all haven't been updating so.....

something interesting happened in school today..
we were supposed to complete a project but we had to attend a briefing and whatnots so... when we done.. we realised that sch was almost over. but the project has'nt been started on yet.. so after asking lecturers...they just sort of shrug their shoulders and said. hand in the next day! then we were all like sianned. then the damn thing that sucks about archi is that we gotta bring models( as in models not models ah) around. so when on my way to sch carrying a huge a3 file and a model. commuters dont really give a rat's ass what are you carrying and just bulldoze their way through. the worst thing was that i was in the train around 8 plus.. so that's when the ultimate bulldozing happens.
lucky i shielded my pathetic model from bombardment.

guess i sort of like my class and i just started opening up to them and some of them like julian knows drumlining. like to tra tatatatat traaa taatata you know.
and jian hui plays the guitar and drums. aswin plays the keyboard so... yea. and i just made friends with aidil who sent me my heroine(acoustic) by silverstein.

anyways i cant wait for the gig. we'll be having extra practice this week just to tighten up all loose ends. i hope my cousin comes so he could see me do some shit man. and thanks to adam for coming down(100%) to support, as he's kinda new into this band thingy and i figured savingsomeone has already done a couple of gigs and i wanna show him how is it actually like to do these kinda things la...

thanks to ryan who sent me ''photos of us" by plainsunset and i must say that i was wrong about the local and i now i believe we are as good as the and mohs out there.

while listening to it in class, i was like tearing 15% man. lucky no one sawa if not i gay.. then i pretended to sneeze so people thought it was teary eyes. haha k enough.

"i asked her to stay, but she would'nt listen.."i wont go home without you-Maroon 5

something tells me that reading my own post makes me seem more aware of myself and i swear this is not a wannabe fob or panic! title.

2008-04-13T00:36:00.000-07:00

well. i've just been to Stef's blog and wah! it makes me so wanna slit wrist man. her blog is like a fairy tale kinda blog where things(important) things go off without a hitch. well it's kinda nice though.. okay. imagine your kids whom you watch them grow and learn new things and in the end they get to kickstart a new life kinda thing. the sense of accomplishment is there la.. but i think i forward too much already. haha. let's just hope it lasts. not to bastard anyone here.

and for the record i have been reading my previous post and i was kinda surprised it makes sense to me man. and i couldnt believe i was the writer of all that. i was nodding my head most the time while reading. saying aloud." true!......precisely!.... thats why la!..." and then i forgot i was the one who wrote it.

i have a SP city race tomorrow and it's gonna be bloody tiring. i guess., the word 'race' says it all.

"tonight i'm not afraid to tell you, what i feel about you." teddy geiger- for you i will.

And the waiting is the hardest thing to take

2008-04-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

pretty much to sum what happened so far in my life...

Just done with my poly camp and i bet it was fun man. it was the first bloody time i went to sentosa. yeap you read it right. and i swear the nightwalk was bloody scary. haha. a girl named qiaoyan actually went to hold me during the walk.(wrong move girl) grabbing me doesnt make you feel safe right, haha burn! the damn seniors gathered us at the business block at 3am! and they started telling us ghost stories about the school and especially the red bridge which really spooked me. i was sleeping half the time. but my ears were still in function mode and when i heard the stories, i was sort of perked up.

okay lemme describe. we were randomly selected(definitely must have girls in one group la) during the story telling sessions and suay suay i was selected quite late and i heard most of the stories already.
okay so all they said was "follow the lightsticks" then we all know... mampos already.

1. when we were walking through the business everyone was silent and didnt comment at all. but you know that there was that kind of qia lat feeling.
2. we had to make a left turn and we saw a black so called walkway.( i thought it was a perfect rectangular cape or something) but we knew we had to walk through it as they was a light stick there la.
3. the thing is. as we got closer to the black shit. the image of the thingy was getting clearer and then we could see that we were headed for the red bridge. mampos.
4. it was ffffffffffrreeeakin quiet i tell you. and then there was some kinda fog, then suddenly got one guy sort of lumbered out with chains in his hands and he was certainly dressed shabbily. first scare that killed me already.
5. irene who was in my group couldnt take it and started to break down already. sad ah. too m18 horror already. anyway i was scared too until my babat shaking.
6.next walk walk walk.. and enter a room bloody dark and we saw light coming from a laptop screen. duh! then walked towards the damn thing. the laptop was resting on one of those movable kind trolleys usually seen in dim sum restaurants. the stuff that was one the laptop was killer. it showed a scary lady with long hair and stuff crawling out from below. and we were like. WTF! dont tell me... before we could dont anything. hands grabbed our legs from below they missed mine. donno how come also. my leg so fat. can miss.. everyone was shocked and i was the gong one.. still dont know what was happening. i accidentally stepped on her hand. haha.
7. this time. irene really couldnt take it anymore. she would let go of the other dude that was comforting her. and lucky! we were in the lights zone and we had to take the elevatort down already. but we scared la.. suddenly the lift got something then die already. fortunately dont have. then we called the ogl's to come down and comfort her, eventually she was rested and we left her.
8.just when we thought it ended! we noticed that further away. they was a light stick that led to the bloody jungle area.. okay( if you're still reading congrats, i type until basah already)

i will just mention the highlights.
we were told about this ghost story in the toilet next to the library. damn bloody scary. there's this lady who would carry a basin and ask ''have you seen my tongue" bodoh! anyway, im dam good with directions so as we were walking around i knew we were headed for the library block then mampos. we were made to enter the toilet but before that one fo the seniors approached us and told us to respect the nature of this and we were told not to make and bastard comments or anything la. so were proceeded inside. and the first thing was cubicle doors swung open with a loud bang. freak! then we saw it was people who were pulling the doors from above.
then we had to walk through this small space then i felt like a head hung up there and it sure make contact with your head one then we were like ! it was pitch black. serious. and we just had to grope our way around. then we were close to the mirror which was poorly light with a light stick. it was sort of a gay way to tell you to look into the mirror. which they clearly told us not to. anyway. it was sort of quickly done la.. so.. yea.

the last highlight of the trip was the foodcourt, not because of the food la.

we were led across the foodcourt suay again. it was the built environment foodcourt(my sch!)
then it was damn bloody scary, imagine an empty foodcourt and you have to walk past the tables and chairs and everything.then i was grabbed on the leg by a girl and she said i wanna eat in chinese la.. and i was quick shocked haha but when she sort of called her 'dad' to whip her up something,.( all in mandarin ah) we turned around, there was one guy holding a chopper and he sort of came after us. haha.

whooops last last point. when we were walking past the corners, where there are potential scares. we noticed two guys dressed in black. they remain still. and then qiaoyan sort of taunted them. she said im not scared of you, haha then they lurched at her, she was scared out of ther wits. but we realised what were they supposed to do. they were supposed to follow you if you had'nt noticed them bloody scary. okay END!

next!!!!!!!!
SS in playing at homeclub 3rd may and i really cant wait. i just got this thing to play in front of humans. its sort of makes me high!(borat thumbs up) and i hope you guys can make it and catch us there! i swear the lineup is good. but i cant really share anything yet.

and we have a acoustic show coming up too. so lemme tell you something. acoustic show best of lovers. so you are some kind of lovell like that, you come!

"do you remember when we were just kids and cardboard boxes took our smiles"- anberlin- inevitable.

SORRY DES! i didnt abandon you!!! i had to prepare for school la.. and dont worry about the start of school yea!

When open inverted commas close

2008-04-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

I have this urge to blog. its just like how i suddenly get the urge to clean the house and especially my room. well. i Love to clean and i think i would be a great househusband. scrap that. haha.

pretty much to sum up what i've been up to this whole holiday. is plainly practising guitar, drums, piano and not forgetting my dizi. haha. and going out with adam and the band too. well. i made a very good friend and her name is Desiree.

a very cool friend to have. indeed shes super humble though. she watches borat(you dont get cooler then that) and she plays the guitar too.(sizzle) the best thing is that she pretends to forget how to play the guitar when i was around. humility at its best. and i'm sure there are tons of stuff that i have yet to know about her.
and ps i feel like guitar heroing with her dad man. we shld have a get together. but a xbox360 then play guitar hero. we all know the likely winner. (me... cough bullshit)

random fact. money really changes a person. and i dont want to fall for that trap.
the only person that i know has'nt changed is Ryan. congrats bro.
you see. its not like you change for the worse, its just that the behaviour actually changes to a very money conscious person.
you must be thinking. siao ah! got money who dont want. yes. but you think you rather have all those money and change your whole character? i beg to differ.

i'm just saying. TOO much money proves to be bad. thats what i think. which is my my ambition is to be a teacher. i love to teach. i like kids.(not a pedophile) i really like the way they good orrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! when i they finally understand something. and my level of patience is damn high. and i mean it...

and i would love to do and excerpt of one of elliot's post. and i will try my best to preserve the identical story.

One day, elliot was standing at a bustop and he was waiting for his bus' arrival.
then he noticed. a guy who, was horizontally challenged(sounds familliar huh.) he was singing a song to his girlfriend whose eyes were closed at that time. which i thought was damn sweet la.
when he was done. he asked her to open her eyes and then he held a cardboard in front of her and it said.(will you be my gf?) damn sweet. but guess what? she replied " oh my god. youre so nice. maybe a little too nice. but you and i are impossible. i mean. there are alot of guys who want to go out with me. and this would insult them. but we can still be friends right? she tried to mask that up with a smile. and that really hurt him. he reply "haha it's okay" was a clear and vivid sign that he was disheartened. well. these things happen. i mean i hate for it to be in his shoes la.. confirm slit wrist. but you see. if the tables had turned alittle. if he was'nt horizontally challenged which is the politically upright way of saying fat, would this still happen? that's my question to you readers out there. think about it. till then.

"and she came to me just like the morning sun, and it was'nt so much her words as such." desiree-neil diamond.

i thought she was the one.

2008-03-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

Dig a Ditch! maybe many of you will be much familiar with the line after that. well what happened today almost made me agree to what edwin and shatre once told me. look the reason is that i don't think she's the type that would actually do this. As my sister would always say, im not the bastard kind. and i dont really dont know how to actually dig ditches and stuff. but all i'm saying is that i'm really having second thoughts about this.

How great it would be if were some hot guy or some shit, so what if i know how to draw or play musical stuff(cough) it still doesnt cut. i mean. i would GLADLY exchange all my talents to actually look like shatre can already(no burn intended). i mean that asshole keeps saying that he is fat. but readers, trust me, i know what fat is.. you dont want to know. he is NOTHING of that sort man. seriously, one can learn to draw, sing, play the piano, guitar, drums and shit, but one cannot learn to be good looking. true.
wake up tomorrow and see if satan hears me or not.

i really thought she was the one. this is not a religionist comment or rather i'm burning my own religion. because. how many people of my religion actually listens to alternative, screamo, like faber drive, well perhaps i dont really know what's her fav la. but mine is john mayer and fightstar doubt it's the same. but you see. all those chinaaaaaaaa people are mostly my religion. cannot deny. once they switch on their mp3 jay chou pops out, im not discriminating them, it's just that they are sooo stuck ontheir own music and hate explore. i really cant stand people who only listen a single genre of music of sorts.

this isnt only about music
i figure out that perhaps if she talked to me about her family. i would feel alittle honoured. but it turns out that i'm not the only one whom she used to talk to about this(sorry edwin) but you own me.. big time.

there are so many things on my head. i rather not describe what happened online today cause its really a big slam right in my face. i'm feeling 25%angsty 45%sad 25% confused and not knowing what to do. and i have 5% free in my head just in case there's any new feelings arising.

Another thing before i go, i had some time today before 4 pm( my curfew).
so i followed my asshole neighbour to tp for the registration. and i saw ryan there haha! anyway.what gave me the creeps was that most of the guys over there were pierced up like full armour. and they looked like hardcore smokers. great. and talking about girls there. they hardly were wearing anything la! which is bad hello. my perfect girl would be dressed in shirt and pants. perhaps fbts but not too high. and god knows what low here, low cut there. ewwwwww.

"if we had the power, to bring our neighbours from war. they would have never missed a christmas, no more ribbons on the door." waiting on the world to change-john mayer(my idol for life!)

you dont know the difference between a white collared job and a blue collared job.. stupid dick

2008-03-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

hey kids! i just learnt the meaning of douchebag and that was many thanks to John Mayer my idol.

Just wanted to say, just what i needed the most.. a dad who actually says that i cant make it, to think that he supported me. my mum acutally told me what he said to her, before she threw my dad a middle finger. he mentioned that i would not make it in the poly and he said that architecture was a lousy course and i would be in a blue collared job, hey dick i checked it up already, blue collared jobs refers to those who execute menial labour and not some shit.. whereas white collared jobs are jobs that provides services. anyway thanks for your support, nice! just because you had to pay some money for my education, i get an extra bonus including support. IT's NICE.

"why do you sing hallelujah if it means nothing to ya" damien rice- delicate

what a great day...... NOT!!!

2008-03-02T02:25:00.000-08:00

buenos noches.

what happen today.... was like a old man trying to whack a donkey's ass with a frying pan but Still misses.

vicksvaporcub had just finshed class and gnushila was only able to meet for a mere 7 minutes. to think that gnushila was able to sprint non stop all the way from the space wagon station. he had to lung all his babats just to make it for a 7 minute meet.

but never did her realise that vicksvaporcub was already being fair to gnushila already.. seeing vicksvaprocub for such a short already was great. but the longer the better.(national anthem)

to all readers if you think gnushila actually deserved more time... leave a comment! he'd be happy to know at least here are some earthlings who understand him..

goodbye to Minimum wage... you'll have a better house if you stay with Jingyi. at least you enjoyes the party last night huh.. with patrick and spongebob and durango and oats huh? i even brought them with you today to send you off! bye!

"you dont have to drive a fancy car, dont have to to quote me Shakespeare just to woo me."
corrine may- mr beasley

let's just say

2008-02-28T06:55:00.000-08:00

Let's just say that i am still troubled and disturbed about what i saw in the bus home today.

ed and i was taking the bus home today and we noticed a panas couple from cjc and their pda level quite high eh. it was almost 99 already and so this disturbed me. but dont get the wrong idea, disturbing not in a negative manner. this happening actually brought different thoughts to him and me. and what he thought? i dont know, but for me it was sort of a mirror to what i think i cannot have. and the good thing about their pda peformance is that their were actually living it up to the god of sex. meaning that their display was still decent and like it makes guys like me go... awwww. not like porn. there was no cock grabbing, and furthermore no douching! haha, it was like a quietdrive home(get it!) and occasional pecks on the cheek.

ha! never thought a fat guy could come up with such reasoning huh..

anyway i would like to wish them a very GreatSucess!

"upstairs in bed, with my exboy" amy winehouse

On a valentines day

2008-02-13T04:39:00.000-08:00

"Valentine's Day"
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's DayOn a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)

valentine's day by linkin park.

as you can see, what this post is all about... nope its not about valentines day, its about being alone on valentine's day..

''tengo miedo que ella los funcionará ausente como el restof'' dont get it? go to a google translator and see.

different? i beg to differ

2008-01-31T04:34:00.000-08:00

Yo no soy peor que él. Tengo mis buenos puntos. ¿Por qué todo el mundo está pensando que no puedo hacer lo que la gente como él puede hacer?
i really think that i'm not as worst off like people say...

huge ideas this valentines day... but little opportunities...

things continue to dwindle and look worse and i don't think i resemble shrek at all. even ogres get their happily ever after.

"no one else can feel it for you.. only you can let it in... no one else no one else can speak the words on your lips." unwritten- natasha bedingfield

Demasiado amor

2008-01-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

As you can guess from the title , i've decided to take the day off from school cause i'm really tired from the travelling and all.. i've also wanted un descanso de amor( a break from affection) and i just want some time alone... away from mis tres amigos.

things have really gone slower after the release of the o level results and teachers are teaching slower (or not teaching at all for that matter).

you'd probably won't get it...i really miss you all the time and how i wish i see you.... but that just wont happen.. and i always have to put up a happy front so you wont get affect by this.. anyway.
time will tell( el tiempo lo dira)

"i feel like an idiot, working my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say..."fort minor feat holly brooks- where'd you go

he can only hold her

2008-01-28T04:44:00.000-08:00

i can't even see her, talk to her, let alone hold her... very nice. As winehouse describe it in one of her killer songs.. i really hope this will turn out well... i have to make this blog pg.... and im having a good mine of making another blog... which will be darker and the unopened side of me....

anyway... i'm hanging on a string again. i've learnt from my last problem... have confidence in myself and..... blah blah blah.

watch me..

(Just Yourself)

"i'll prove to you we belong, i'll be the one that protects you... from the wind and the rain, from the heart and the pain.." all for love.. by sting, bryan adams and rod steward

I've really done it this time

2008-01-26T05:03:00.000-08:00

Actually the title has two meanings to this post
i'm sort of happy with my results, it's the best i got so far... and now i'm aiming for a course in psychology or architecture in the polytechnique. This time i hope that i can get in.
Congrats to all the people who thought they themselves also scored well.

i went to edwins house and i broke two chairs, 100% accidental. Now i think that his house doesnt scare me anymore. i can even godzilla my way through.. the Late Chair really gave its all, and it's last breath until i came along, as such, a purple heart will be given as a medal of honour. Rest In Peace white chair! you will be dearly missed by edwin, and No, you havent lost.. the only loser is the house... another member of the funiture family being taken away by the angels... (one minute of silence)

highlight.. i really think i've done it this time... i've officially became a relationship breaker.. now that they both are not talking to each other means that i'm gonna have this troubled feeling for quite some time.. and the comments at the friendster of hers is also rather quite disturbing.... not as in perv but mind wrecking words that cause you to have second thoughts about her. i really dont know whats up with her now... but only she knows and i hope that she knows what shes doing. she's really a nice girl and i dont want people to get the wrong idea of her in any way. Now i really have to do something about this.... watch me.

i know you like to move fast... but you have to clear things up first.

''you got a fast car, is it fast enough so we can fly away, we gotta make a decision.." fast car- tracy chapman

Just Yourself

2008-01-23T04:02:00.001-08:00

firstly congrats to you guys, you finally made it.. and as you can see, im almost grinning from ear to ear each day.. this is just a reminder that the only girl who loves me is my mum. "forever forever, let's make this last forever.."

next, i would like to say thanks to Kim who actually chipped in to help me get my dizi, which is a chinese flute. I've always wanted these stuff and my wish finally came true... i now know how to play a c major scale and a few basic songs. pathetic i know.

highlights, tomorrow's the release of the damn o level results and i am 60% worried, 35%excited and the 5% is for spare just in case i get another blow of feelings. i felt that i really did my best in this run and whatever comes out of the dungeons, i'd just jave to face it. Please, i need a 14 or below!

i still cant clear up the misunderstanding between us.. but believe me, i will one day.. and you'll see you got the wrong side of me..

Just Yourself,
"youre the meaning in my life, youre the inspiration." -peter cetera from chicago.

you've wronged the wrong man...

2008-01-19T18:05:00.000-08:00

i finally have time off to blog and things have really been a buzz for me.... the highlights for this week is the performance, my siser's return and the biggest problem i had with friends to date.

i just really could'nt understand why he had to do that.. he had been helping me and in the end, he just got there first.. EL CLASSICO DE backstab. The worst part is that she now thinks that im a bastard and a son of a bitch whose trying to break them up, the truth is that i'm not. seriously i just wanted ask him nicely why did he say such strong words like NEVER? being a man, he actually told her that and now's shes got me wrongly. through it all.. i've tried to apologize, after 5 times she actually said that she was fine about but not so convincing. i've thought it through already, she is right by saying that she has the right to choose, but does she have the intellect to choose WISELY? that, i leave it to her sense and sensiblity. i just have to take the blame, be wronged, as my sister already told me that i should just take it as it is and one day, just one day, when opportunity rises, she'll see the truth, honesty im not trying to bastardize anyone here, but i'm really urging you to choose wisely other that, i really wish you well, best regards from me.

i talked to jingyi yesterday and what a wonderwoman she is, she's sick already and she stills returns to training, how silly, this is also really worrying, i once had a fever and still played soccer and in the end i had a prolonged fever, so please, do drink lots of water and have rest, you have school!

went to the airport yesterday, to fetch my sister and i had to wait in the terminal 3, i dont really give a damn about how new the terminal is.

the first cut is the deepest..

''you should have told me, told me from the start, i thought that i was the only, until you put me on the shelve and found somebody else'' damaged by shayne ward.

Stay And Run Away

2008-01-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

The past few days have been really fun especially with the guys around..(kim, nev and ed) and i enjoyed most of the days in school. i made a couple of new friends.. like spencer.. shaun.. nichola... hayley.... louisa...SARA and not forgetting Victor Krum!( the it boy)
i'd love to stay in the MI but it would be the best decision to proceed to a jc when i get my results..
I'm having a gig at the Homeclub... on the 19 of jan and i was told by many that that place is sort of a hip place... kinda excited... please come to my gig... i've got a surprise for you!

"You hide it everytime you miss, impatience waits around for me" paint your target by Fightstar

17 candles

2008-01-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

i just got a reminder from videoezy that it's my birthday and i'm able to rent a movie for free.
well, just had an arguement with my mum(routine) about whether to go to a poly or jc or stick to MI. meanwhile the truth remains in the dark and i'd definitely love to go to a JC so that i can proceed to a local university. i'd do whatever to go there..

school the next day and we'd know what classes are we posted to(i hope) well...

"lead us to a place, guide us with your grace, to a place where we'll be safe.."
-charlotte church and josh groban-The Prayer

No Reins

2008-01-05T05:08:00.000-08:00

i just had to put this song in...

She left that loser in a dust cloud
Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

CHORUS
Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reinsNo reins

All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

Repeat Chorus

Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh whichever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)

Repeat Chorus Twice

No reins- rascal flatts!

P.D.A

2008-01-05T03:55:00.000-08:00

school was fantastic and i really enjoyed myself over there. Made a couple of friends like Kimberly(haha really funny girl) and some other guys. MI has so many cool things like an killer air conditioned hall! and nice classrooms and not forgetting a gym.. the orientation was great and we played so many nice games like the MI mass dance.. its really fun to me because we can get to dance dance dance our heart out.. we had to dance with girls but thats okay with me, edwin nevin and i were half the time worrying if one of us were going to get the MUS or the BIG SHOW quite scary ah...
anyhow we're starting school next monday we'll know our posting results soon!

15 of january is the day that my sis is returning.. cant wait.

"when you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part" dreaming with a broken heart- john mayer

on the right track but on the wrong train.

2007-12-31T19:38:00.000-08:00

yes.. its finally 2008 and i'm heading for the Millenia Inst tomorrow with Edwin and a couple of his friends, and you bet its damn far alright.. this is very serious... i'd probably have to wake up before 6 every morning... no joke.. i'll certainly hope that the train would not be spilling with commuters like us if not i'll be screwed..
had a long talk with my sister over the phone yesterday.. she sort of bought the FEAR(first encounter assault recon) expansion pack... and i was like hello?? a girl getting so into games?? well. she said that you'd be no longer fighting supersoldiers anymore.. now its more of like ghosts and monsters.. cool huh..
alright im not gonna say stuff like its been a fruitful and all, i'm just gonna thank everyone for being my friend although i am sort of weighing scale challenged. and definitely to isabel whose spurred me on to sutdy so much at the end.. and also to winnie, whose toally shares the same musical interest as me.. and to youtube whose given me so much lessons on drums and guitar. and also to DXO esplanade for giving me my first gig. and to the MOE whose given me my Good Progress award of 150 bucks. i'm just getting started.
relish the past and anticipate the future!

"flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?" all good things come to an end by nelly furtado.

DXO esplanade, hustlers

2007-12-22T02:46:00.001-08:00

ha! i'm performing at the dxo esplanade along with my band(SavingSomeone) its gonna be quite a blast for me cause i probably wont recognise anyone there, most of the people there are eds ryan's or the mpj's friends. yea, i'll do myself a favour and try not to look into the crowd.. lol.

then i'd sorta have to rush back in time for my family's x mas gathering theres gonna be lots of food and other fun... hope when i get home, i wont have to be asked by my cousins "where were you? where were you?" pretty awkward huh.. i'll definitely do my best on the day itself so jingyi wont think that im just a fat guy.

"Some say love, it is a razor that leads our soul to bleed" The Rose- Westlife

mums for trade

2007-12-15T04:46:00.000-08:00

Hey all, this past few weeks really sucks not because of the amount practice that gone into jamming... see? ask yourselves this, a mini questionaire.. for any kids out there when you tell your parents that you wanna go out or have fun, would you expect them to Shout or Scold you at least ONCE?? if the answer is yes then welcome to my life. see this,my mum really hates me jammingm, but thats what i love.. she, in fact my whole family thinks that im some kind of crap guy picked up from the dustbin or something.. its because they think im just wasting my time with all these kinda things.. Each time i go out.... I DEFINITELY expect a ranting coming along.. but check this out... its kinda different. they will initially agree and then they'd call me on the day itself and give it to me or they'll wait for me to get home before initialiing hulk mode... conversely i really am envious of some of my friends mums, everytime when im out with them or something they would actually Dare to call their parents and all i would observe was kind of a nice happy conversation.. theres always angst, anxiety, impatience whenever i make a call. i swear to god, when i grow up, im not going to be like my parents at all. whenever i go jamming i'd always try to get back on time.. i would always rush to the mrt or bustop hoping to not break the curfew record.. it has happened many times where i'd sprint all the way to my house just to make it in time... but guess what??? its still another night of scoldings.. you see, the opposite of my house is having a very big construction project and in the night, dogs bark like mad, and there are also frogs at my neighbours place croaking all the way.. and just in time to put the iving on the cake, my mum screaming.. 2 out of 3 times i'll say when my mum gets through the door, she'll either raise her voice at me, argue with my granma reprimand the maid... its just that im trapped in this house of a horrid ochestra...i thought its the holidays and i've worked hard enough, i thought i could get a break.. but. they'd alwasy complain for a reason..my mum doesnt have to bring me on great holidays, she doesnt have to buy me great stuff, all i want is for her to not raise her voice at me almost everytime i talk to her... make that come true..

"Do you ever feel like breaking down, do you ever feel out of place, when somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you" simple plan

You havent lost, HH, the only loser is the world.

2007-11-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

i'm just so tired to blog, having to type my password in and again pisses me off. Finally done with the recording and i'm really proud of it being able to play a decent song.. i feel great.. i really would like to play at scape once in my life..
My cousins are leaving for Australia this saturday. theyre dropping by Sydney before heading to melbourne to visit my sis.. and again they forgot to bring something with them, ME!
This is a tribute to the 5 rowers and Casey Calvert. You guys will be greatly missed by us.

RIP:Casey Calvert of HH and the 5 dragon boaters.

"Saying goobye, this time the same old story, seeing you cry makes me feel like saying sorry"- HH

My friend's a big hustler!!!

2007-11-22T05:49:00.000-08:00

Starting From yesterday
went jamming with my dudes at scape and Razi the Guy in charge really gave us good advice like we are only 10% and we really need to work hard and all. Thanks to him!!! he officially became our new mentor. Soon Alicia came in and joined us... thanks for the donuts.... but i i really cant eat them cause i;m a fat drummer> next on the invited list is Jingyi, she reminds me of ratatouille, no idea why...
then we got edwin's cd and took 36 home with ed and ratatouille, then of course they sat together and i sat in front, then my boring life starts.. or should i say continues... i dropped off at parkway to take 15 home and they continued their journey to Paris....
On the way home in bus36 there was a mad man trying to get into the bus although the doors were closed.. a bizzare thing was that he was kinda pissed at the driver... but i still dont understand why the hell was he pissed at all becoz the bus was packed and the bus driver had to wait until people moved to the back before opening the door.. instead the guy acted as if he's wife was in labour in a hospital...SINGAPOREANS please.. we are already called kiasu... dont make us PISSED kiasu people.
Today
had lunch with a couple of my friends since some of them are heading back to indon and we're gonna miss them. pooled and bowled after that. fun fun fun. then i got "nightwish". thanks to ryan's recommendations they were really damn good, their music is filled with choirs and other stuff very nice and evil... and the singer blew me off.. sounded like amy lee's sister!! GO NIGHTWISH!!!!

"Everytime you get up and get back in the race, one more small piece of you starts to fall into place" Rascal Flatts

a starting pistol at the finish line

2007-11-20T05:38:00.000-08:00

greetings...
i have to get my NCIS season four!!! so glad Gibbs was already okay after the explsion, still surprised however, after he handed in his resignation!
i'm so excited about the progress that SavingSomeone has made in my space...
I've got a story to tell. One of my friends in Pri school told it to me... here goes.. One day, a man and God took a scroll and they had a friendly chat. God showed the man his whole life path. completed with footsteps and all. the man then noticed that there were two pairs of footprints, God explained that he was with the man all the time... Shocked, the man look at the part of his life when he was down and lonely....he noticed that there was only one pair of footsteps...He started to tense up and questioned God. ''i thought you were with me throughout!!!???''
God the replied "oh my child, during your hard times... it was i who carried you"
Amusing huh???
random:I LOVE THE ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW!!!

by the way i learnt to drum roll today... haha. OUT

"it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart,
without saying a word, you can light up the dark."-Ronan Keating

Drown your sorrows, but taste tomorrow...

2007-11-19T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hey all
been sooo busy with my last few days that i seriously don't have time to blog. Firstly thanks to my aunt who allowed me to stay at her place for two days, i love their their house, no noise, no construction workers and no pissing racketing neighbours. I also got to enjoy SCV too, yeah i know my house sucks, no SCV.
Just submitted my application for the PAE whereby tubbies are allowed to enter a tertiary inst. a little earlier. hope i get in!!
Went to jamming with my usual bunch and it was great as usual, we played our own songs and covered a few as well, "yellow" by Coldplay which i thought was done extremely well- very very proud. i wonder whether i'll cut out being a good drummer cause i just started it myself and managed to rake up a ffew cool beats, extracting from others and learning too. We had an idea of performing at Ben and Jerry's The scooper's lounge, the prizes were good and rather tempting but there was one thing however, we could only play covers and they dont accept Originals at all. After talking to Jason Ryan, the organiser of the competition, i learnt a few things like we have to see what the crowd wants, not only us and the Vocalist is the heart of the band, if he sucks then we're screwed too, we then decided to shelve the idea since we were going to get our demo soon, With support from Ryan's and Jialin's folks, YAY. Watch out.
One more thing, after Jamming we heard someone playing Paramore's songs and OMFG its a girl and guys(i know this is the lineup for the band but how many times do you see this in s'pore??) not to mention she was kinda hot and sang quite well too.
I'm gonna play tennis and go gym with my lost buddy from ww2. cheers>=)

"One day, she will, tell you that she has had enough!!!!!!!!"-RJA

Is Religion that Important??

2007-11-13T00:43:00.003-08:00

i'm finally well enough to sit up and type on this computer, been unwell for the past two days. massive Shats and vomits, guess i'm 9months already.

tomorrow's the start of the challet and i THINK its gonna be quite a blast, excluding the fact that some people might still go there to study. believe me, it still happens. Was suppose to meet my dudes for jamming today(to mark this as the end of the bloody o's), but then i'm still well enough to hit a snare drum. thanks for understanding guys, so the session had to be shifted to thursday. i'm proud of the new songs ryan came up with and it seem it had depth in every note, i'm also quite proud of my drumming, considering i just learnt drumming myself and everytime i listen to the song and i'd be asking myself, "did i really play this or what?'' yea. nontheless i'll still work on it. Thanks ed for getting me the drumsticks since i've barely had time to get my tools of destruction.

Got myself Paul Cardall's christmas cd, ''christmas hymms" and my gosh, the way he play christmas songs, brings tears to people's eyes, i listen to him re-mould Silent Night into a sort of solemm and quiet state BUT still leaves a tinge of happiness and hope in the song! GO PAUL(my fav pianist!!

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you. A. A. Milne

Table for three

2007-11-11T03:05:00.000-08:00

The search for fightstar still goes on! there's been a tip off from my bud that there's one at the orchard HMV but holy cow, it costs 45bucks not pesos. big deal. i've heard yet another nice song from them, its called "deathcar" which is featured in the movie "resident evil-extinction". that, totally blew me off. look out!!!
Tuesday, the final battle. at 10.30 sharp, the sun will rise over the battlefields and victory shalt be granted to those who are ruthless enough to survive!
HAHA, i'm having my challet on wed to fri and i wonder what's it gonna be like. i forsee a frantic outing but nontheless fun IS still the essential element.
Went to parkway specially today to get "bioshock" for my sis, i'm sending it over, she loves these kinda games so. life deifintely has been hard on her in Australia, you cant Eat just because you want to, you cant go out just cause you wish to, and it seems that the shackles only grant one's freedom for a few minutes, fancy claiming that Singapore's a hectic country.

Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without. Confucius

Two worlds, one apart

2007-11-05T03:37:00.000-08:00

Sorry all madina lake fans!!!
i guess i'm damn slow, i recently just gave a listen to their song "here i stand" and i was stunned. seriously. what more can i say they rocked and i'm defintely wanna hear more from them yeah!
finally got my hands on paul cardall's second album "miracles" and i thought that it's much different than his previous album "faithful" meaning that he decided to experient on a melodious and jubilant point of play, compared to his old work, which had more sobs and all(i prefer the old one) it really isnt too bad... he's great. keep it up paul!!
All my major papers have already and they were fine, biology paper 2 was sort of a bumpy ride. i guess the examiner's tired of asking lame questions like what is the advantage of manufacturing single-cell proteins? "copy and paste" does not exist now. i still dont know what's up with the cambridge dudes, not a single question came out on coordination and response and maufacturing of cheese, bread or even alcohol, there was barely anything! when i first opened the booklet, an ecology question whooped it in my ass already. so? nonetheless it was still okay.

i'm thinking of getting Josh Groban's new cd, noel.it's packed with great christmas songs like silent night. Plus he's a damn good singer.

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years".-- Abraham Lincoln

half the world begs and the other half steals

2007-11-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hey all
Been up to my neck with so much stuff like exams and all, i was finally able to pluck some time out.
Firstly just want to say thanks to ed for The Summer Obsession, their really good as they've definitely picked up some influences like cartel, yea, while they are still roving around in their stages of youth, i find that i can relate things to their music. much mentioned about eloping with girls and not having a care in the world makes me go soft. extra points for the song "where you belong" and "do you remember", the latter reminds me of Face Down with a much lighter touch, which also has a tinge of domestic violence being expressed.
we've been swapping cds for such a long time that i could'nt even remember what was our first swap. anyway its our 60th cd swap sooooo.... congrats to you tubby...
Next, i really can't stand it. its the bloody re-enactment of "the prince and the pauper". i just cant understand why someone would want to distance himself from others who are not that fucking fortunate as just because he is more fucking fortunate than others... i'm sure one of us has given some aid to charity when they camp in public?? come on, have a heart. Please i get very pissed off enough when you don't lend a hand, furthermore things get more fucked up when you make comments that resembles a beast.

"Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies"-Mother Teresa

(after a glass of water) i'm planning one of these days go hunt for Fightstar's album.Their killer track "paint your target" blew my nuts away. lookout!!!!!

Biology and Social studies exam on monday. Its about time. we've come a long way, baby.

rod fishing

2007-09-21T01:52:00.000-07:00

well nothing's going on much these few days, received news that's decent enough. didnt manage to fish up an a1 for my chem, only a2, damn it. well. i'm gonna f my tys(es). all of them. just realised how much time is left to go before i have to overturn the hourglass again.
just wanna share something that so cool.

Schrödinger's cat is a seemingly paradoxical thought experiment devised by Erwin Schrödinger that attempts to illustrate the incompleteness of the Copenhagen interpretation when going from subatomic to macroscopic systems. Schrödinger proposed his "cat", after a suggestion of Albert Einstein's, stating in essence that if a scenario existed where a cat could be so isolated from external interference (decoherence), the state of the cat can only be known as a superposition (combination) of possible rest states (eigenstates), because finding out (measuring the state) cannot be done without the observer interfering with the experiment — the measurement system (the observer) is entangled with the experiment.
The thought experiment serves to illustrate the strangeness of quantum mechanics and the mathematics necessary to describe quantum states. The idea of a particle existing in a superposition of possible states, while a fact of quantum mechanics, is a concept that does not easily scale to large systems (like cats), which are not indeterminably probabilistic in nature. Philosophically, these positions which emphasize either probability or determined outcomes are called (respectively) positivism and determinism.

cool huh? to know more. go type schrodinger's cat. i cant wait the o's to be over, i dont know what i'll be doing after i'm done with o's. perhaps i would take a drum course and find a part time at gramophone with ed. imagine me working there, half the time i would be buryingmyself in those heaps of cds, recommending customers other related artist. cant help it.. i like a wide genre of music. btw, have to thank ed for cartel, in my opinion their not that 'fierce', and they prefer to NOT stick to the normal body of songs(eg: mosty of their songs have fresh intros and what not) so... thumbs up for these guys:)

i'm waiting like a dog for lostprophets. i've watched them undergo a gradual shift from screams all the way to mature liberation. serious. most of their songs sound the same in the 'the fake sound of progress' album. then they advanced with a better sound in the next album(last train home) next, the baby was complete. liberation transmission was a kick butt album, originality and catch was obvious in their songs. so keep it up dudes for lostprophets. blow my ass away with a new (rooftops) kinda song in ur next album!!!

''an eye for eye, the world goes blind"-mahatma Ghandhi

chairs

2007-09-16T03:17:00.000-07:00

Hey all, it's been a long time since i've got the time to re-blog my entire happenings ever since it crashed and died. i took time off redoing this shit up(applause?)

starting off, this really sucks. i just caught NCIS(naval crime investigation service).i bought the entire season 2 and it really ate chairs btw, special agent kate todd actually was shot in the head by her ex, the al qaeda guy ARI. man...... shes a gem to the team, led by Gibbs and tony,Mcgee,Abby and i cant believe she died in season 2! you just wont understand, losing a partner of the show. if youre wondering what damn show is that, its just like CSI, go watch it or else your three inch is mine!

latest! my sis' friend is coming back from kanga land(australia) and she got me rascal flatts' ''me and my gang''! yay they're really good and if youre thinkin are they a metal or indie band, eat a chair. they sort of more to country ballad sort and the guy's violin is really the mother lode. songs like 'my wish' will kick your a** clean.

caught robin hood today, the cartoon one. i rented the tape to feed my childish desire once more. very nice. i remember i download the whole of beauty and the beast. very nice! and i just realsed that Isabel watches Mulan too. woohoo:)

alrighty, quote of the day ''love is like war, easy to start and hard to end"-unknown