MIRRORS

hi.

let me recall from last monday. aswin called me and told me he's down with fever or some shiat. so i have to go to muay thai myself. at first i thought of skipping. but i figured that bruce would whack my ass the next time i come. so i shifted my ass to muay thai. honestly. i was feeling very(any word ranging from upset to pissed to BUAY SONG) so muay thai was my incentive, i went to training to relieve this (buaysongness) instead. i feel like i spoilt the meaning of the martial art. i abused it in a way. i was whacking the bag so hard until the pad holder( cj ) told me to slow down. and the coach told me to not over commit. because he still had other physical exercises for us.
but i really cant help it. thanks to aswin who gave me this 'special training'. i wont tell you what is the training is exactly called. but he will speak words that are piercing and relate them to my bad past and he will sort of jrsh me over and over again. this really gets me going. i like it.
dont ever.. piss me.

next i went out with desiree for sakae sushi and caught up with each other. long time no see. and play and laugh and all that SHIAT. she made me eat the salmon thingy and i almost vomit.. stupid. i hate that dish des!

work wise i think i'm able to cut the deadline. if not its a big fail for me. i learnt something useful in work. it is to shut out everything distraction and concentrate. i dont mix personal issues with work. (pats on the back)

watched drag me to hell with a julian. freaking gay. i dont know what we thinking. no choice what... i mean... no one else to watch with. it was a good show nonetheless.

went to adam's gig today. its a good show and i sort of went to homeclub's flea market with des and josh. in the end josh and i went to bk to eat. then des meet her friend sheemenah and they were off to their female shopping frenzy while i got to know josh through bk. eating and man houring.
made a new friend today. desiree's ex classmate? joshua. the funny type. he plays the guitar too so.. yea and hes kinda chauvanistic. so thats funny in a way. i like making new friends. especially knowing that certain friends have a expiery date.

unfortunately this blog seems to plain because its just the surface. im trying to repair certain things in my life...

reminder to humans. PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. THINK BEFORE YOU ACT. BEFORE YOU GO ABOUT GIVING PEOPLE FALSE HOPE.



THE FRIENDLY TUBBY IS LOSING ALMOST ALL HIS LOVE. PLEASE HELP.