mums for trade

Hey all, this past few weeks really sucks not because of the amount practice that gone into jamming... see? ask yourselves this, a mini questionaire.. for any kids out there when you tell your parents that you wanna go out or have fun, would you expect them to Shout or Scold you at least ONCE?? if the answer is yes then welcome to my life. see this,my mum really hates me jammingm, but thats what i love.. she, in fact my whole family thinks that im some kind of crap guy picked up from the dustbin or something.. its because they think im just wasting my time with all these kinda things.. Each time i go out.... I DEFINITELY expect a ranting coming along.. but check this out... its kinda different. they will initially agree and then they'd call me on the day itself and give it to me or they'll wait for me to get home before initialiing hulk mode... conversely i really am envious of some of my friends mums, everytime when im out with them or something they would actually Dare to call their parents and all i would observe was kind of a nice happy conversation.. theres always angst, anxiety, impatience whenever i make a call. i swear to god, when i grow up, im not going to be like my parents at all. whenever i go jamming i'd always try to get back on time.. i would always rush to the mrt or bustop hoping to not break the curfew record.. it has happened many times where i'd sprint all the way to my house just to make it in time... but guess what??? its still another night of scoldings.. you see, the opposite of my house is having a very big construction project and in the night, dogs bark like mad, and there are also frogs at my neighbours place croaking all the way.. and just in time to put the iving on the cake, my mum screaming.. 2 out of 3 times i'll say when my mum gets through the door, she'll either raise her voice at me, argue with my granma reprimand the maid... its just that im trapped in this house of a horrid ochestra...i thought its the holidays and i've worked hard enough, i thought i could get a break.. but. they'd alwasy complain for a reason..my mum doesnt have to bring me on great holidays, she doesnt have to buy me great stuff, all i want is for her to not raise her voice at me almost everytime i talk to her... make that come true..

"Do you ever feel like breaking down, do you ever feel out of place, when somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you" simple plan